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About Me

Ok so you either know me or you don't. There are people who think they know me and there are people who actually know me. I am a mom. People have varying opinions about whether or not I am a good one but you know what they say about opinions right? What do I think about my mothering skills? Well I guess that all depends on which voice in my head is talking at that particular moment and whether I am listnening to them or not. (ha ha) I do know that I love my three boys more than I knew you could ever love any thing. There is nothing I wouldn't do for my children. I always do what I think is best for them even if in hindsight I realise it really wasn't. I don't think I ever knew what real love was until wolfgang was born and I looked at him when he was sleeping in my arms. I knew what it was even if I wasn't able to show it then. Some days the only thing that keeps me going is my boys and I thank god every day that he blessed me with them. I can't say I have always done everything right and I have been a perfect mother. I can't say I have always been a perfect person but I am working on it. I wake up every morning and I think " Am I the kind of girl I would want my boys to bring home to me?" and that is what I try to be. I guess that is all I can ask of myself. Is to get a little better each day.

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getting older

so todayI finally had to admit to myself a few things. No matter how many creams and lotions I use these lines in my forehead are not going to go away, nay they are only going to get deeper and be joi...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 08:03:00 GMT

uncomfortably numb

do you ever get to the point where you just stop feeling? everything just sort of goes away. you try to find ways just to make yourself feel but nothing works. nothing good, nothing bad. just no...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:39:00 GMT

wow

Ok so I totally almost ruined my whole family over something that was a mistake. I am so pissed off at my doctor right now. I went to the doctor because I was having stomach pain and she told me that ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:07:00 GMT

I love my friends

I have some really good friends. One of my friends helped me to realise that even though I may have one friend who doesn't appreciate me and who took advantage of me there are five more who are waitin...
Posted by on Thu, 22 May 2008 20:49:00 GMT

so over it

so yeah. I am so over it. my friend totally used me and blew me off. whatever. I should have known better. that is what I get. dumb ass. wow i am such a dumb ass. I have been a dumb ass my whol...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 19:49:00 GMT

xbox

I like x box now. Joe still completely ignores me for it but I don't care any more. I found a game on it I really like to play and I get to talk to people and it is a lot of fun and I am not lonely al...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 06:43:00 GMT

bored

I am so bored today. I know I should just enjoy it I am a lucky mom but cmon. Brady is playing by himself and so is natty. I have called everyone I am supposed to call today. It is two hours until my ...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:02:00 GMT

my husband

so I am proud of my husband. He has really started to man up. The guy he was working with at was fired and now he is working alone and he has stepped up to the responsibility and really done what need...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 09:44:00 GMT

I hate X box

I hate video games. My husband is an ass hole. sometimes I want to be alone.
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 15:51:00 GMT

I hate my life

Sometimes I think that my husband is only married to me becuase he is too lazy to leave me. He is miserable all the time. He yells at me all the time and treats me like crap. Like this morning. I was ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 07:36:00 GMT