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Smoke You!

About Me

Music is my the air I breathe. I'd suffocate and become a lifeless lump of flesh and bones without it.I'm a pretty spiritual person and at times the complete opposite. I guess I'm an agnostic that believes a little bit of everything. Buddhism, existential philosoply, magick theory, and a touch of Hinduism make up a good portion of my view of reality. There's also a dab of Mr. Jesus The Nazarene in the mix...but not in the Judeo-Christian attitude. I think he was an alien. Seriously. haha.I'm also a musician. I sing in No Living Witness and also I have some personal shit up at myspace.com/avoidingallen. As soon as I get a new comp I'll be resuming my random personal recordings. And as far as NLW, we're currently recording and have a rough mix with vocals up on our myspace.I moved to Washington at the beginning of this past August. I left the great little town of San Angelo,TX to seek a new life in the City of Destiny. Right now life is good for the most part. But I'm open to making some new friends so hit me up!

My Interests

guitar, music, philosphy, religion, movies, and books

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet anyone that's cool, fun, laid back, and isn't a drug fiend. Free Gothic layouts at SatanSpace.com

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Josh
Birthday: 3/19
Birthplace: San Angelo, TX
Current Location: Tacoma, WA
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Red w/ some black in the mix
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish, Polish, French
The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
Your Weakness: i'm nice, thus i finish last....currently working on being an asshole haha
Your Fears: rejection
Your Perfect Pizza: thin crust with ham, black olives, onions, bell peppers, and pineapples. mmmm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: make a cd i'm satisfied with, write the screenplay thats been in my head, and find A soulmate HA!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: cool
Thoughts First Waking Up: 10 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: you tell me
Your Bedtime: around 2
Your Most Missed Memory: not having to work
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi from a can, coke from a bottle
MacDonalds or Burger King: Taco Bell
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: not really
Do you Swear: fuck no
Do you Sing: you dont wanna hear it
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: yep
Do you want to go to College: yep
Do you want to get Married: yep
Do you belive in yourself: thats too deep to answer right now
Do you get Motion Sickness: usually not
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes....
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms: heck yes
Do you play an Instrument: guitar, bass, keyboard, clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yep
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no way
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no =(
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a few pizzas
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: fast and painless...and preferably not by fire
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a decent person
What country would you most like to Visit: tibet
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: not picky
Favourite Hair Color: not picky, though i tend to shy away from the fake blondes
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: no more than a 6" taller than me
Weight: preferably less than 200lbs...but I can't say no to a pretty face
Best Clothing Style: whatever looks good
Number of Drugs I have taken: i used to be a pothead and i ate mushrooms one time hehe
Number of CDs I own: +200
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: 5
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Thats a fucked up question...like i wanna count or remember or dwell on my regrets. fuck you survey writer

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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

agnosticism


83%

Satanism


75%

atheism


71%

Buddhism


58%

Judaism


46%

Paganism


42%

Islam


38%

Hinduism


33%

Christianity


17%
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Music:

The Faceless, Steve Vai, The Human Abstract, Del Castillo, Into Eternity, Panic! At The Disco, Dying Fetus, Dillinger Escape Plan, Kalmah, Emperor,The Jinx, The End, Krisiun, Bedlight For Blue Eyes, Cryptopsy, Vital Remains, Despised Icon, Decapitated, The Fray, Maroon, Aborted, Embrace The End, The Red Chord, Protest The Hero, Between The Buried And Me, Straylight Run, , The Mars Volta, Minus The Bear, One Way Letter, Circa Survive, Ghengis Tron, Yngwie, The Killers, Eric Johnson, Cattle Decapitation, Life Spent Falling, Demonstruction, Nothing Remains, Sepultura, Slayer, Norma Jean, Cursive, Orphaned Land, Symphony In Peril, Further Seems Forever, Byzantine, Killswitch Engage, Nagflar, Annihilator, At All Cost, Sublime, Keith Urban, Randy Travis, God Dethroned, Faith No More, Tears For Fears, Stratovarius, Dragonforce, Iron Maiden

Movies:

In the Mouth of Madness, Event Horizon, Little Miss Sunshine, Shakespeare In Love, Office Space, Sphere, Donnie Darko, Super Troopers, Crash, 40yo Virgin, Magnolia, Lord of the Rings, House of a 1000 Corpses, Wayne's World, Star Wars, The Matrix, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Attic Expeditions, Vanilla Sky, Empire Records, The Jacket

Television:

Star Trek, Six Feet Under, South Park, CSI, Futurama, Iron Chef Japan, Aqua Teen, Sponge Bob, Law & Order, Top Chef

Books:

Plato, Sartre, Nietzsche, Vonnegut, Bukowski, and anything about religions and the occult

Heroes:

Zarathustra, Sun Tzu, and Captain Picard

My Blog

talking to Texas, and the meaning of life...

My best  friend/old bandmate played his first show with his new band tonite. I was glad to hear it was a success. I wish I could have been there! I just got off the phone with Joel. I feel like I...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:27:00 PST

it's a bitch...

....depression that is. Sure, I have my angst of existence fairly often, but the actaual "depression" has been kicking in lately. The angst started becoming a little more than an emotion. I feel that ...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 03:37:00 PST

The Butterfly Effect....

I just got done watching The Butterfly Effect (the first one). That movie got me thinking about many things I would do over if I could and how I assume life would be perfect if I had changed them...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 11:51:00 PST

Seriously, what the fuck..

If people have issues with me they need to straight up tell me. Then I'll know, and then I'll stop bothering to give a shit. It's that simple. I don't take hints very well, so yeah, if anyon...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 12:33:00 PST

So yeah...

Being single is cool and all, but I think I want myself a girlfriend. Go figure. Maybe I'll get one for Christmas. I'm sorry to everyone that viewed this blog hoping to find the usual ramblings of my ...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 11:46:00 PST

On A Positive Note...

I bought a cool necklace yesterday. I don't completely hate my job...it's actually decent. I have my health...which I never realized what a blessing it is. These past few years have made me thoroughly...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 01:02:00 PST

a bit existential

I just finished watching Capote....I have no opinion on that movie...... During the movie my mind began to wander...kind of an unintentional introspection on my self and my life. I feel almost as thou...
Posted by Misguided Messiah on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:53:00 PST