Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†]

About Me

"&I've been to Hell & Back. I spill everything- trip- && embarass myself. I can't just flutter my eyes & get that boy. My life is messed up. I've been through more stuff then you ever see on TV. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on, & had my heart stolen. I've messed up, messed people up, && been messed up, but every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real && I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm messing up royally && doing everything opposite. But do I regret a thing?? Never because at one point what I did was what I wanted & I got my satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid girls or immature boys can mess it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal & I'd love to see you try and break me."
I am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a neice, a cousin, a friend.
I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman.
I am confident and scared, terrified and excited.
I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful.
I am sick and tired.
I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless.
I am broken and whole.
I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead.
I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside.
I wish on stars and dream my dreams.
I pray to God and cry my tears.
I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside.
I listen to others who don't listen to me.
I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire.
I believe in passion, but not true love.
I love you and I push you away.
I want you, but not so close.
I am everything and nothing all at once.
And all I want is for you to love me.
Leave me a voice comment HERE!
:Pet Breezy

My Interests

I sparkle on my own.

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Music:

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under

Heroes:

HACKS
ERIKA HACKED THIS SHIT!! OH YEAH YOU JUST GOT OWN3D!!!
ILY
HAKCED BY THE LLAMA!! TWO TIMES!!!
GOLDFiSH HACKED THiS SHiT!!!! WAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA!
u got hacked again u emo bastard^_^

SRTAIGHT UP HACKED BY THE ALASKAN!!! ((loves you!!))
hacked AGAIN by the gabester emu. hahahahahaha ily

My Blog

Going Under

"Going Under" by Evanescence Now I will tell you what I've done for you - 50 thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you - And you still won't hear me. (going under) Don't w...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:15:00 PST

RIP Michael Rodrigues

So I recently found out an old high school friend died in a car accident with his family. It's odd at how hard I'm taking this. We haven't talked in ages, I haven't seen him even longer then that, we ...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Wed, 23 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

My Mary Jane

"Mary Jane" by Alanis MorissetteWhat's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day As you place the don't disturb sign on the door You lost your place in line again, what a pity You never seem to want to...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Wed, 16 May 2007 09:33:00 PST

Sorry

I'm sorry... If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. (or the last meal I ate, or wear lowriders so low you can tell just how far I shave and if I have piercings there) I'm sorry.. if I'm ...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:41:00 PST

Goodbye

"Goodbye" by SR-71 I'm everything you know You wonder friend of foe I'm the burning in your throat when you swallow But you spit me out Your stomach full of doubt And still you're faking every word ...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:37:00 PST

Pain

"Pain" by Three Days Grace Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll ...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:38:00 PST

Lost

How To Save A Life by the FrayStep one you say we need to talkHe walks you say sit down it's just a talkHe smiles politely back at youYou stare politely right on throughSome sort of window to your rig...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 07:54:00 PST

Stupid Boy

Stupid Boy by Keith UrbanWell, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fen...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 04:35:00 PST

To You.

"Prayer Of The Refugee" By Rise AgainstWarm yourself by the fire, son,And the morning will come soon.I'll tell you stories of a better time,In a place that we once knew.Before we packed our bagsAnd le...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:33:00 PST

Updates!

Ok so update time.Chas is offically living with me. She is officially my lil sis.She is my world.I'll mess you up if you mess with her.Mom, her and I are trying to find a house in Shoreline.And Colin ...
Posted by Brie Got Pwn3d By Gabe[alive†] on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:22:00 PST