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Erika [Alumni]

Live your life with arms wide open

About Me

"We must be willing to fail and to appreciate the truth that often "Life is not a problem to be solved, but a mystery to be lived." "There are two kinds of writer: those that make you think, and those that make you wonder. - Brian Aldiss I want this. ♥
Top Friends ♥ Jessica ♥ Rikka ♥ Brie ♥ Samantha ♥ Lacey ♥ Tanner ♥ Laurel ♥ Meagan ♥ David ♥ Sarah ♥ Tony ♥ Aaron

My Interests

Sleep is for the weak

I'd like to meet:

I think now of summers high And reminisce on past times gone by Only remembered now in Earth, trees, the stars that have been there And there forever held Kept safe but memories never told But felt if you went by In never changing sky

Heroes:

These people mean the world to me

JessicaRikka Brie Tanner Laurel MeaganBen Phillip

My Blog

Dear Matthew,

   I can't even describe how angry I am with you, or even hurt. I don't believe I have ever been so hurt by you or felt betrayed, as if you slapped me in the face and spit on me.   ...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:58:00 PST

Father? Absent. (public reading)

Absent indeed.It has been 3 years since I have last talked to my father. 3 years of growing up that he has missed.3 years of emotional and physical change that he has missed.3 years of hatred and forg...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Wed, 21 May 2008 08:13:00 PST

Rinse

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eyeShe would suffer, she would fight, and compromiseShe's been wishin on the stars that shine so brightFor answers to the questions that will haunt her tonightShe m...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 05:54:00 PST

Brie ♥

I've had a lot of time to myself lately at work.Current situations running through my mind.Mainly revolving around graduation and moving out, and of course the typical boy problems.Than it hit me: Bri...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:41:00 PST

They come and they go.

Looking back at those who have entered and exit my lifeI have no regrets.Odd to see who stays And surprised to see the ones who stay. These past few months, friendships have ended and new ones have ri...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 03:09:00 PST

Girl Friends.

Man oh man.I hadn’t realized how I’ve been on the go constantly.There hasn’t been one day that has been dull.I feel like I’ve been everywhere.I’m really happy.Everything ...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 07:25:00 PST

Creating my own life.

I woke up with a text "I need you." from Jessica this morning, and I called her right away. It breaks my heart every time I hear her crying on the phone, because I can’t automatically comfort he...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:53:00 PST

Jester

Here I standOn the path of moving on with a bright futureThough the other path haunts meLeering me into the impossible memories of usThe whiff of your scent fires unwanted feelingsI fight to give into...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 10:25:00 PST

Take control.

My Grandma and I have been e-mailing each other, and my dad's whole side is coming to my graduation, it looks like. I'm speechless and beyond nervous. Do they realize how much their judgment have shap...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 09:33:00 PST

Lovin’ is what you got.

Writing my Senior Project has been an interesting experience so far. I haven't been able to write much on the break up that happen this year between Josh and I because it'd be reliving it in a way, so...
Posted by Erika [Alumni] on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:38:00 PST