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About Me

I'm burning from the poison and my blood begins to spill - Just the thought of who I am makes feel as though I'm ill -I see the world around me and its like I'm caving in - I'm blackened by the burning of my unforgiven sin - I search for something healthy and hold on much to tight - I smile in the day time and I cower in the night- I pry my mind wont linger and I wont live this way - I dream of life with love and hope that it will stay - I wrote once of the poison that was rushing through my vains - I thought that life was gone but I cant escape the pain - The fear inside is clawing and tearing at my skin - The voice is loud and screaming while I'm crying form within- I push and crowed the pieces inside my broken heart- And all its really doing is ripping me apart - The freedom that I'm craving may be closer then it seems - But vicious creatures hunt me down inside my tortured dreams- They bring my thouhgts upon me "The end of love is near" - The past is everlasting and the cause of all my fear-Take Of Me What You Will Which Tim Burton's movie charcter are you?
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My Interests

I am in love with art, music, dance, and everything beautiful in the world. Theater and film are like magic to me, and singing is like being born. Nature is my mother and danger my father. Keeping things exciting is a must. Poetry is my expresion and laughter is my bliss. Trying everything at least once is a priority!(WELL ALMOST EVERYTHING) I just moved to California so I dont realy know anyone. I moved in with some family I have out here and need to get to know some folks. I just came from Cleveland Ohio to finish school out where the suns always shinning. Im weird and realy goofy but im cute so I can get away with it. Im a deep thinker and an even deeper feeler. I still think love is the most powerfull force on this earth. And i am still in love with romance. I also love fast cars and slow men. I think I'm a good girl with a bad attitude and I like a men whos the same. I did my growing all over the place. Moved out when I was 17 and aint moved back in yet. I grew up faster then I should have but I still see the world through the eyes of a child and I hope to never change.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet old friends and new. People that are real people. You know the saying "come real or dont come at all"! I just want to know someone before I die . Don't you? I wouldn't mind finding fun. I'm new to a lot of things. I'm not looking for sex AND HOPE i NEVER HAVE TO! Old school mates would be cool. Lets see who you've become. I like interesting people, but dont let that scare you. You might be more interesting then you think. **Create Link Effect**
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Music:

Meant to be listened to. I LIKE EVERYTHING, Classical, Rock, some Pop, Trip Hop, Electronic, Opera, and Jazz. Theres nothing like the Blues and Gospel to wake the soul. Country has its times and folk music has its fights. It is all a beautiful expression of life. Some of my favorits includ: Portishead Tricky Rage Against The Machine Tool NIN Beck Sublime Bob Marley The doors Pink Floyd She wants Revenge lords of acid tori amos cold play ben harper janis joplin hendrix the beatles the mammas and the pappas Gnarles Barkley Mozart Etc.......

Movies:

MOVIES ARE LIKE FANTASIES COMING TO LIFE Favorite is A Nightmare Before Christmas, Tank Girl, All The Lord Of The Rings, And Harry Potter movies. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The dark Crystal. 28 Days Later, Silent Hill, Jinger Snaps 1&2, Kill Bill, And Four Rooms. I love anything about vampires, expecialy Those base on Ann Rice novels. Fight Club, A life sliding downward, The labrynth, The Craft, American History X, Requiem for a dream, Spun, 12 Monkys, Donnie Darko, The Good Girl, The Jacket, James and the Giant Peach, and Niagra Niagra. I could go on and on. Pretty much Ill watch just about anything, but I cant guarantee Ill like it. mspmb allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJavaScript="false" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" allowScriptAccess="never" src='http://www.nackvision.com/ticker/pink.swf?NewMessage= HEADLESS MONKEY FOR SALE' quality='medium' bgcolor='..ffffff' width='380' height='60' name='led_scroll' align='middle'

Television:

I try to stay away but I do Love lost, Miami Ink, Inked and Medium

Books:

I like anything that intrests me at the time

Heroes:

Anyone who refuses to give up on love! Abraham Lincoln, Ghandi, Mother Tereasa, Jesus, Buddah, and Martha Stewart. But above all else (except Jesus) my Mother

My Blog

Waiting For Death

I am waiting for death. It can come at any moment they told me. It might be an hour it might be days. I have never had death this close to me. I have never had it breathng down my neck in such a way....
Posted by Sophia on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:21:00 PST

Proximity

I lay in bed alonepretend my pillow is youwarm and soft clutched between my legsYou wont escape me though I tryyour lips your breaththe rythum of your heart sounding my dreamsI breath in your smell an...
Posted by Sophia on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:42:00 PST

Present Day

Its been a while since I wrote anything or had words to sayI'm in this place where I feel alone choking on the givings of each dayAm I abondoning the truthI close all the shades, turn off all the ligh...
Posted by Sophia on Wed, 16 May 2007 07:51:00 PST

Dying Once Again

So swiftly you dismissed meNow your friend but once your loverHow could I even dare to dreamIt seemed it could be loveHad you looked into my eyesor took a glimps inside my heart you could&nb...
Posted by Sophia on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 11:30:00 PST

Its A Fun Game We Play

Its in your eyesswallowing me wholebeyond my controlSeeing through meinto meand I'm scaredthat nothings really thereWhere I hidecrying insideafraid of truthmy past in youththe injustice of timewhat I'...
Posted by Sophia on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 11:46:00 PST

Brilliant sky

I saw the moon rising tonightover the mountains in the night skyIt rose like the flames of a thousand wild firesburning in the wildernessthe brillant colors of yellow and orangeLight my eyes with wave...
Posted by Sophia on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:09:00 PST

Is it better to have loved?

Why do I fall knowing the hit will be hardKnowing that when I reach the end I will be brokenWhy do I seek it uncontrolably and without resistanceIt confuses me this strange and crule unknownYet ...
Posted by Sophia on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:56:00 PST

Where has my soul gone?

I have told myself this is who I amI've cryed a thousand times at the lieI know what I will do and what I wont doThen I break my rules and cryI broke my rules to make you happyyou gave...
Posted by Sophia on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 02:48:00 PST

Mr. Perfect

Someone asked me the other day to descibe my perfect man. My reply was that he does not exsist. I now ponder if this is true, so I think I must first descibe who my perfect man is. His looks wil...
Posted by Sophia on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:35:00 PST

THE MOON

IT IS THE EYE OF GOD IT PEERS INTO YOUR SOUL WITHOUT YOU KNOWING IT KNOWS EVERY SECRET YOU EVER HIDE IT FEELS EVERY FEELING YOU EVER FELT HEARS EVERY WORD YOU EVER WHISPERED GATHERS EVERY TEAR YOU EVE...
Posted by Sophia on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 08:39:00 PST