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Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison

Now why would i ever glue my junk to your forehead?

About Me

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i likes to play musica for the peoples
What i do in my spare time, make the world a better place
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My name is not important, I don't need a name to have an identity or to know who i am. Intelligence will get you far with me, If i don't find you intellectually stimulating then i won't talk to you much beyond being polite. I like myself, i'm quite happy with who i am and my existance in general, i'm quite a happy person i avoid those who make me less than happy. I do not drink or. partake in mind altering substances, i'm going to need all of my brain cells to take on the world. I don't see how you can feel alive when you're a self-induced commatose (i want to feel alive always). I want to make something of myself, I come from a generations of good working class people, there is nothing wrong with that at all but i want more. Not out of greed, not out of pride but, simply because I want a Challenge and I know i can Achieve more. I'm somewhat judgemental and that is one trait in myself i would be willing to change. I'm Fairly open to new ideas but i do feel strongly about my opinions and it takes mountains of evidence to change them. I'm not a religious person, because no religion has the answers i'm looking for, i'm well read on the subject, i'm not another dunder head who has no faith because it limits what i can or cannot do. If i can find something i can believe in, i will. I love my parents greatly, even though we don't agree on many issues on many occasions i appreciate them more than they can ever know, they help me out so much, its safe to say i wouldn't survive long without them. I'm Spontaneous, I ramble, I'm amused by childish things that bore most. AM radio and label makers facisinate me. I'm not a physical person, I don't like to be touched, I am currently working on this fear, i'm also afraid of water, high altitudes, scorpions, pickles, watching someone die and Adam's Apples.
I suck at relationships i've only had a few true relationships and they didn't turn out too swell.
I love to sing, dance, and play any instrument i can get my hands on, if you know me you will most likely see me doing these things often.
I don't get very close to many people but those that i do decide to be close to, i love with all my heart and i would die for any of them.
I can be the coolest person you'll ever meet or i can be the biggest asshole you'll ever encounter and its intirely up to how you hold yourself towards myself and others.
If you approach me in person, most people tell me i seem to ignore them even though i'm not i just don't have much to say to you and i'm really bad with words and i tend to studder around new people because i'm either nervous or excited so i just try to keep things less complicated and shut up.
i like making coleges and funny pictures with paint and Google
i'm not unique or original, and neither are you so shut up and just live life. If you copy someone who is "different" that doens't make you "different" it makes you the same as everyone else who wants to be different, so don't you ruined it for everyone who already ruined it for everyone else its a vicious cycle and if you truley want to be different, end the cycle.
I likes foods...i likes lots of foods....i likes lots of foods that are really bad for you....i likes huge quanities of lots of foods that are really bad for you. Buy me a box of Twinkies and you'll have purchased my heart.
Don't be a snot and shun people before you get to know them, meet them learn how eff'n stupid and lame they are then you can be a complete dick to them. No one will blame you then.
I'm really truely bothered by smelly people, so if you want to get along with me, smell lovely. (i'm being serious).
I'm a professional flake by nature, i don't do it intentionally i'm just not very good at scheduling myself so when i flake on you its nothing personal.
I would like to one day own a vegan bakery
I'm a Linguaphile (look it up)
Star Trek is the ish.
AM radio intrigues me .....I Watch The Travel Channel
I'm new to the area of Evanston and i've met some pretty cool new people. but i miss my friends back home, i love them all very much....even though they never come to visit, jerks.

My Interests

Poetry,local music, French zombie movies, Zombie movies in general, student films, politics, AM Radio

I'd like to meet:

Girls: I'm not really interested right now, i don't need the troubles you seem to bring around. I'm not a prince charming I'm, I'm not a knight in shining armor, I'm not your ticket out, I'm nothing special at all. If thats what you're looking for keep looking.

Music:

I LOVE THE CURE most original and amazing band ever,
The appleseed cast
, Sunny Day Real Estate,
Pedro the Lion
The Faint,
Cursive,
Rocky Votolato,
Bright eyes,
The Early November,
Film School
Murder by Death,
Dashboard Confessional,
Death From about 1979,
Deathcab For Cutie,
TBS,
Limbeck,
Band Of annuals,
The Coachwhips,
Head automatica(decendance album only)
The Mars Volta,
Koufax
,The Bellafonte,
The hotness,
The Decemberists,
Fugazi,
Flickerstick,
Day Two
,These arms are snakes,
day of lions,
Ray Montique,
Live it up Swet,
The Trademark,
Chiodos,
Ray Charles,
Nat king cole,
Sammy davis jr.
, frank sinatra
, Johnny Cash,
Jerry lee lewis,
waylan jennings,
shooter jennings,
willie nelson,
dwight yolkam,
The Brobecks
, Neon Trees,
Sounds of animals fighting,
clap your hands say yeah,
The fall of troy,
saosin,
circa survive
Pretty girls make graves
,The promise ring,
Minus the Bear
,daAnything that doesn't suck, i'm all over the place jazz, blues, funk , indie, 90's pop rock whatever

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine.
Everything is Illuminated.
Bamboozled.
Juno.
Across The Universe.
The Zombie genre in general.

Television:

Late, late show with Craig Furgeson, Paintingwith Bob Ross

Books:

Zen and the art of motorcycle maintanence, Wood Guthrie the nomad, The Fall; a collection of Allen Ginsberg, The Curious inccident of the dog and the night time.

Heroes:

Robert Smith, Conor Oberst, Elliot Smith, Rocky Votolato,My mom, My Dad, My Grandma Gillins, Ryan Morse,Sean Spackman,Jeremy Harper,Tyler "lucky" lusck,Spencer Devilbiss,David Bazan,Tim Casher, Mike Mogis,Sam Beam,Gnate Sorrenson, Kandace Reader,Jen Hancy,Shalynne Worhl, Chelsea Brown, Casey Laing, fow show.

My Blog

I am but a man but... a proud, proud man

I'm one to get irratated often and easily theres not much i can do about it. Its been worse lately a few folks in particular are really jumping on my grits lately. The real problem is i'm either too a...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Sat, 17 May 2008 01:25:00 PST

Finding The Time

Times come and Times go.It's always time for something,Time is neverending yet, always manages to run out.Run out on every one of us,Like the flakey friend who is always invited,But never shows up and...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 03:20:00 PST

Sore Ribs and Raw Lips

Oh the many crazed things we do just for a few moments to feel alive. Self inflicted pain just for reassurance that we're still there. Watching the cancerous cloud of Death a Slow-motive to walk ...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 07:28:00 PST

All Aboard The Train of Thought

Creativity comes and goes with me like a train of thought that is a on a rogue schedule, and it when it passes through this crumbling, delapidated station that is my mind it always catches me by surpr...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 10:39:00 PST

The Dancer and The Static Baby.

It might be just the Chex mix and earliness talking but, it seems to me like every dance is made to portray a natural or common motion that accures in life.  Why isn't anybody exploring the unkno...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:40:00 PST

The Morals In Blinking.

All the time you hear about people having near death experiences and, how frightened they were, how their lives flash before their eyes...You never hear the other end, they eye witnesses and how they ...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Wed, 23 May 2007 09:00:00 PST

Smite me now.

Quit kidding yourself, i'm not as great as you would like me to be. Outwitting myself, just to feel something close to happy. It's not all bad, but the good is a rarity. Detaching Myself, for a moment...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Wed, 09 May 2007 06:47:00 PST

One Day

...I'll make it out of this town, i'll travel far and wide, for love, for piece of mind.One Day, i find myself, purpose and place,find some rest in this race, for the better life, better plan,and when...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:38:00 PST

The Passing Lane

The Darkness outside, turns red in my eyes, from the anger i feel,burning inside, its not toward her, or even of him, but of myself,and the coward i've been, maybe if i drive , just a little bit fas...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:34:00 PST

Times like these i wish i were into substances

i hate to bitch because there really isn't anything wrong but i feel like shit i don't wantto do anything i haven't done much in days i just sit around and feel sorry for myself but i have nothing rea...
Posted by Solitude is freedom, loneliness is prison on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:19:00 PST