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Angel

I can't save you from me this time

About Me

I am horrible at describing myself but here it goes.... I grew up in the "lovely" small town of Milton, ON and attended a Catholic school for 13 years of my life which definately has fueled my athiestic fire. I knew I wasn't cut out for the god-fearing, close-minded mentality that was impressed upon me so I went searching elsewhere.... I guess you could say I enjoy the darker side of life as this is were I feel most comfortable. I strive to always learn more and to question everything. Knowledge certainly is power. I believe in myself as I am the only person I am responsible to or for and the only one I can truly rely on. I can be a very hard person to understand and many people that think they know me are usually in for a few surprises. There is no way I can sum myself up so you'll just have to get to know me....Let me know how you see me, try my Johari Window: Angel's Johari Window !

My Interests

Music, tattoos, my vices and sins, going to shows/concerts, vegetarianism, animal rights, playing bass and cello, goth/dark clothing, funky hair or haircuts, spending money I don't have, collecting Living Dead Dolls, Teddy Scares, and CDs, metal mags, taking vacations, life-long learning, always questioning and other stuff I can't think of right now.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to have a dinner party with Fredrich Nietzche, Adolf Hitler, Jesus, Lucifer, and the Pope (not the new one, the one that died). We would discuss the meaning of life, religion, the world today, and if they had to come back as a metal musician who would they be. Maybe we could even start a black metal band..... cool.... But other them, I would like to meet interesting, knowledgeable, and open-minded people. I would like to meet people that enjoy some of my own interest especially music.

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Music:

There is absolutely no order to this list.....Marilyn Manson, KMFDM, Ministry, Nine Inch Nails, Jack Off Jill, Rasputina, Tura Satana (Manhole), My Ruin, In Flames, Bleeding Through, Apocalyptica, early Hole, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Static X, System Of A Down, Devildriver, Switchblade Symphony, Hanzel und Gretyl, Nirvana, Gravity Kills, Ill Nino, Deicide, The Birthday Massacre, Cannibal Corpse, Fear Factory, Mindless Self Indulgence, Stabbing Westward, Lamb of God, Rammstein..and lots, lots more.

Movies:

The Crow, Velvet Goldmine, Another Day in Paradise, The Village, Dawn of the Dead, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Trainspotting, But I'm a Cheerleader, and Queen of the Damned to name a few. I love horror movies, psychological thrillers, and a good comedy every now and then.

Books:


What house of 1000 corpses character are you?


Otis
This guy is the real deal. It doesn't get more, crazy, disgusting, insane, brutal, or psychotic more than this. He is the servant to Dr. Satan. He will chew you up and spit you back out. Literally.
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Heroes:

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My Blog

Yikes - bad test, shame on you... and more interesting tests!

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Posted by Angel on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:17:00 PST

I'm not an open book

Haven't really said much on here for awhile. Things have been weird lately. I don't feel like anyone else, but I don't feel like myself either some times. Searching for answers lately has left me bitt...
Posted by Angel on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:07:00 PST

A week in the life of a fallen angel?

What a week... Unreal, crazy, shocking, not fair - I get a call from Ash on Wednesday as she's leaving downtown TO in a cab and heading to Meadowvale. Her brother Chris is in the hospital on life supp...
Posted by Angel on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 05:31:00 PST

Everyday is Halloween - especially this weekend

So here I am sitting at my computer in my underware, smoking cigarettes and thinking about having a shower to wash all this fake blood off me. I know you may think that this is a regular occurance for...
Posted by Angel on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 05:08:00 PST

7 reasons to breath

It is 1:20 am, i should have gone to bed awhile ago because now I will be exhausted for work but I don't care. What are you suppose to do when all your motivation is gone? When your scared to be alone...
Posted by Angel on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 10:38:00 PST

Let's take some time to learn about me

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?yes2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?Jan 18/02 - Sept 26/06 (less nine months)3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?this game SIREN for Playstation last week - it's really hard!4. HOW MANY TIMES H...
Posted by Angel on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:32:00 PST

I can't save you from me this time

Am I self-destructing or rebuilding? Am I opening up or shutting down? Am I concerned or apathetic?Sometimes walking away fells like falling and swimming feels like drowning. I see beauty in this deat...
Posted by Angel on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:21:00 PST

Ode to your mistakes

Have you ever attempted to tell someone something you've been meaning to say for awhile and when you finally try to say it, it totally gets screwed up, ignored or downplayed? I tried, albeit, it wasn'...
Posted by Angel on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 08:13:00 PST

Concerts concerts and more concerts Part 2

Why do I feel like I am slowly growing crazier and crazier by the day? Probably because I am! I feel so busy right now but then when I have a second the last thing I want to do is work on the shit tha...
Posted by Angel on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 07:49:00 PST

Irony and other stuff

Well, well, well I am definately glad to see that I'm not the only one being ignored. And the funny thing is that we've gone years without talking before so I guess things really haven't changed much....
Posted by Angel on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:05:00 PST