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You are always in my heart

It's all about me

About Me

So it took me along time to decide what i should write here. SO here it goes. I Love to love and i dont believe that i have the capability to hate a person, Dislike greatly of course but never to hate. Even though i have made a million mistakes in my short time alive i regret absolutely nothing. I have made my decisions whether or not i knew they were wrong at the time and that is what makes me the person i am today. I plan on jumping out of a plane very soon, if im on myspace after the 14th of june, it was sucessful, if not you all know what happened. My 21st bday is coming up soon. I'm super stoked, plan on spending it with the ones i love. I am currently employed at Sikorsky Aircraft, i am an electrical installer. I work on Black Hawks for the Army almost everyday.. This makes me feel as if i am doing something to save friends and family trapped in iraq. I have recently come to the realization that just because someone is a blood relative does not mean that they actually care, but in the other hand they are plotting your downfall for their gain since they are jelous you are younger and not trapped in the situation you once were. Cant they just be happy that you bettered yourself and your not stuck in horrible situations. I am an avid coffee drinker, i cannot live without it, love soda, not really a fan of tea but there are certain teas i love. I love japaneese, chineese, italian,and puerto rican food. My heart if the most precious thing to me and i will do almost everything for a friend. I would give myself before others no matter what. People tend to take advantage of this so no longer do those people have the privledge of being around me. I smoke cigarettes if you dont like it get over it, i drink alcohol, not as much as i use to but enough to keep me satisfied. I get stressed out easily especially when i know there is nothing i can do to correct a situation even if i had nothing to do with the situation in the first place. I finally met my Prince Charming! I will never tell you all who he is. hahahaha i am a walking canvas. I currently have 9 tattoos and i am always looking to add more.

My Interests


Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
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What type of PUNKER are you???
Wild and Crazy Punker!!!
GG Allin(pictured)...it's as simple as that. You go all out to prove your craziness. Whatever it takes. But still put on one hell of a punk rock show!

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I'd like to meet:


Music:

Umm the people i listen include but not completely are, TBS, Rufio, Coheed and Cambria, Atreyu, Incubus,fucking a bunch of localish bands.. Quality Control.. check them out.. umm dude i dont know. just look at my friends theres tons of bands there

Movies:

Boondock Saints. if you havent seen it tell me and i will run to your house and force you to watch it. It's fucking awesome...

Television:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jessica
Birthday: September 26, 1987
Birthplace: BPT
Current Location: Trumbull
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Red/purple with red lowlights
Height: A whole 5 feet 2 inches
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Italian/Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Etnies
Your Weakness: Love
Your Fears: Being alone for the rest of my life
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese and tomotoes and crispy chicken strips
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: start college
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ttyl
Thoughts First Waking Up: Why the hell am i awake
Your Best Physical Feature: have you seen them?? my eyes of course
Your Bedtime: when i pass out in a bed
Your Most Missed Memory: Sitting in the middle of twin brooks park with ryan and playing with the golf balls he gave me
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.. more bubbles
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK.. crispy chicken sandwich
Single or Group Dates: Either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Arizona iced tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both have caffeine
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: On occasion
Do you Shower Daily: Usually
Have you Been in Love: i am right now
Do you want to go to College: i will be
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: only half the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Not usually, unless i need soemthing
Do you like Thunderstorms: No. i love them if i am with someone else
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: amazingly no
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: im not sure
Ever been Drunk: YES
Ever been called a Tease: yea
Ever been Beaten up: that one time
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: who knows
What country would you most like to Visit: either in the usa ireland or italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: both at times
Height: a little taller than me
Weight: doesnt matter
Best Clothing Style: punkish, but mostly comfie
Number of Drugs I have taken: im not sure
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a fucking shit load
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Books:


. You scored as Punk/Rebel.

Punk/Rebel


88%

Stoner


75%

Goth


50%

Drama nerd


38%

Loner


31%

Geek


31%

Ghetto gangsta


31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader


0%
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You're a Wild Drunk
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Heroes:

SUPERMAN, everyone knows that!!!!!

My Blog

my thoughts at this particular moment

so the things that i keep thinking about is stupid ass guys playing girls like its what they were put on this earth to do.. You areny everything to everyone. i just want to find one nice guy who is th...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Sat, 17 May 2008 04:16:00 PST

It's all about me

So now i am taking the time for myself. Im working out and eating healthier to be in the shape i want to be. i am going to begin a kick boxing class hopefully soon. Im not going to put up with the stu...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Tue, 08 May 2007 07:13:00 PST

RIP NEWMAN MORAN

so my boyfriends dog just died like an hour ago, and he was like my dog. ive been around for two years and i cant believe he's gone. i keep forgetting, and theres no barking and no footsteps or claws ...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 05:16:00 PST

My Own Rant part One.. Part Two soon to come

So here is my own rant. I am tired or people sitting here telling me what i am and what i am not. Fuck those people. Fuck those people who i have wasted my time with and those who i cared about. Telli...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 10:03:00 PST

Fuck people

Fuck people. Fuck the people who say they are your friend but dont act like one. Fuck people who share intimate personal things with the world. Fuck people who humiliate you at work and dont even know...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 02:52:00 PST

ehh

So school is okay. im just very busy between school, work and homework i feel like i dont have alot of time. i mean i even have school friday night and saturday morning. i guess it doesnt matter.. jus...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 06:01:00 PST

You know you want to do mine and i will do yours

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4.  Give me a nickname but don't explain why you picked it.5.  Describe me in one noise/sound.6.  What was your first impres...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 02:13:00 PST

Fuck

I knew i should have sat next to sean then there wouldnt be all that blood and drama, and then he wouldnt have to leave and i could have spent the night with him. And then everything would be good. An...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my airmen

I talked to DAVE... yess.. hip hip hooray. it made me happy. he has the cutest accent. i was like you have an adorable accent, and he was embarrased...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Why i didnt want to come back

Why does everyone have a problem today.. all i want to do is talk to someone and yup that worked out well didnt it....so i figure if i talk to no one i cant offend anybody, adn yup so that is what imm...
Posted by You are always in my heart on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST