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beka

the function is not differentiable at X=rebecca

About Me

i like hot sauce, the ocean, rum cake, writing, running, foucault, surfing, social dancing, dancing alone, painting, & nietzsche. i hate ayn rand and coffee. i'm a gemini and an atheist. & i love music. my favorite color is brown. i did national policy debate in high school and i still have an affinity for the smell of freshly copied backfiles and new expandos.
the things in life that make me the most happy are swing dancing, art in general, the ocean, and being at stanford.
what they call love is a risk
and you always get hit out of nowhere
by some wave and end up on your own..
your tongue is a rudder
it steers the whole ship
sends your words past your lips
or keeps them safe behind your teeth
but the wrong words will strand you
come off course while you sleep
sweep your boat out to sea
or dashed to bits on the reef
[bn]
I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another 'til i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion."
[kerouac]
sarcasm
eccentricity
audacity
passion
guts
AIM = MYMACHINELIPSX
you're clever, i'm beautiful. let's talk about who we really are.

My Interests

wolves, garlic, windchimes, shoes, scarves, elephants, pink, installation art, thai food, the beach, turtles, salvador dali, motorcycles, purple, tinsel, colored lights, guitar & violin.

I'd like to meet:


there is neither malice nor remorse on the serengeti.

She was today. She was tomorrow. She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl. We did not know what to make of her. In our minds we tried to pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly, but the pin merely went through, and away she flew.
[sg]

how did his distress wear that dress, the kind to die for, the show-stopper-sequin, as if his ungirdled feelings wrote the book on true love and 'how-dare-you-not desire-what-I have-to-offer-you, now I hate you' breathlessness? [kn]

STANFORD CLASS OF 2010! GO TREES!

Welcome to the Gun Show!

Music:

I LOVE EVA CASSIDY.

loud. everything.

Movies:



i like really corny movies from the nineties.

when the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. buildings burn. people die. but real love is forever.

--the crow

also, harold&kumar!!3

Television:

i don't own one...

Books:

the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace things, but burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue center light pop and everybody goes "AWWW!"" jack k.

Heroes:



and especially this woman:

&michael jordan.

My Blog

it's best to keep that all inside.

Destiny is a feeling you have that you know something about yourself nobody else does-- that the picture you have in your own mind of what youre about will come true. Its a kind of a thing you kind of...
Posted by beka on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 03:04:00 PST

PROM DRESS

i sewed this with my own bare hands.d.i.y., mfkz.   UPDATE: the theme of prom is "masquerade." and it's on the pirate ship at raymond james. now i need to find a new pattern. awesommme....
Posted by beka on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 01:06:00 PST

&

One day, we will die, and our ashes will fly from an aeorplane over the sea. But for now, we are young, let us lay in the sun, and count every beautiful thing we can see. soft and sweet, in the arms...
Posted by beka on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 12:02:00 PST

<3

first kiss, second home, and infinite memories.
Posted by beka on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 11:00:00 PST