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-MUSIC (rock, emo punk rock, punk rock, alternative rock......)
-bands and stuff
-FOOOOD @_@
-net surfing
-Piercings n Tattz
-sports
-poerty
-Sidney Sheldon books
-Garfield and poems n books
-guitars and drums and w/e
-meeting new people! ^_^

†MY FRICKIN POEMS†
Long Distances
(Call Her)
May 24, 2006
10:44 P.M.

Call her on the phone
Tell her how you feel
Murmur down sweet words to her
Tell her we werent real
Call her on the phone
and lovingly whisper her name
Tell her slowly, I was a mistake
Tell her you werent sane
Call her on the phone
And make her warmly laugh
Tell her how you miss her so
While I slowly break in half
Call her on the phone
Let her know you adore her
How you love her so much
And that shes all youve ever been wanting forever
And I was just a crush
Call her on the phone
And tell her shes heaven sent
Tell her why you wont let her go
And how I am just so different
Call her on the phone
Tell her shes your only one
Tell her shes your angel
And that I am gone and done
Call her on the phone
And tell her you want her there
Tell her shes your life
And that for me you never cared
Call her on the phone
And tell her youll always stay true
Tell her shes the perfect girl
And how I was never good enough for you
Call her on the phone
Tell her shes all you want to see
And tell her youd never hurt her
Unlike what you did to me
Call her on the phone
And tell her something so real
Then break up all your promises for me
And just forget what we used to feel
Call her on the phone
And tell her how much you have yearned
And that im better if I die
Tell her shes the truth and I am just a LIE
Call her on the phone
And tell her how you called her behind my back
I didnt know how, I didnt know why
Tell her how much youve made me die to cry
Then call her one last time
Tell her with every truth within you know;
Then tell her how you LIED to me,
And how much I loved you so.. . . .

Give N Take
Love And Hate
May 24, 2006
8:37 P.M.

Heres my heart
For you to squeeze
Out all the blood
Till I lose my inner peace
Heres my soul
For you to break
Over and over and over again
Till I cry out apologies for your mistakes
Here are my tears
For you to drown me in
Till I finally suffocate
From your and my sins
Here is my body
All yours to take
Misuse it and abuse it
Till I realize your loves a fake
Here are some bullets
For you to shoot at me
And then leave my body into nothingness
Till I finally go back to reality
Heres a knife
For you to slowly slice my skin
Until I stop hearing
These unbearable voices within
And then here is ME
Just for you to use and kill then waste away
While you take her hand
Abandoning me alone and cold; for me, at last, to say:
Ive given you my body
I gave you my soul
Ive given you everything in me, my love
But for her you threw it all
And heres what Ive to say to you
So listen closely, dear
My heart was fragile with wounds and tears
Yet you only teach it fear
Youve taught me how to hate myself
And she makes me feel it more
You taught me how to kill myself
And taught me how to die
Youve killed me again and wrecked my world
Everything was and is a LIE
You took away all I gave
And you BOTH wasted everything I make
But one things for sure; my hearts filled with hate
And that, my dear, is one thing you can not take.

NO COPYING PLEASE TO ALL IDIOTIC HOE-BAG BITCHES X]
‡-P.I.E.R.C.I.N.G.S-‡

::nose and ear piercing -.-"
=:credits: to muh grandpa who paid 800 for all three piercings hehe!:=

::Me NosE sTud HehHeE _
=:credits: to mom this time: she bought this stud for meh: i have more of meh own ^_^:=
::Nose Piercing hmmmn cant be seen clearly though =.=

::my NAveL pieRcIng @___@ iM siTTING dOWN
=:credits: mom bought me a navel stud too but this isn't the one: i'll wear it someday lol:=
::BOO! x_x

::now Im sTAnDIng up ^___^ paInFul Eh? ::thAt Red CIrCLe ThINgy is The PierCiNG oN tHE uPPer pART of My eAR
::Take A cLoSer LooK AT mY NoSe And UpPer pArt OF My Ear
FEEEEELLL my frickin PAAAAIIINNN!!! .