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Historic Wizard

A displaced Kiwi pidperson from another place and time, stuck in this space time continuum.

About Me

I am on a permanent holliday, a 12 month trip around the SUN! Save The World - One Click At A Time!
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Click here to post this on your page or 'blog There is nothing in this existence that is bad or wrong, only our perception and how we choose to see things. The only things that are "wrong" in the universe are our points of view. Tomorrows sun will rise either in spendour or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. And until it does, we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.


Who am I really, this is the story so far.I was born in New Zealand with CVID Hypogammaglobulineamea, Ig3, IgM & IgA deficient.By 6 years old I had already had concurrent ear nose and throat infections cumulating in a tonsillectomy which took an unreal amount of time to heal. Little did I know I had caught Pseudomonas that went undiagnosed for another 30 years in 1992. My health went in a slow downward spiral until at age 14 I had my 1st full blown bi-lateral pneumonia. From then on about 4 times a year every year. At times it seemed to come on for no reason. I remember going to the movies 1 night well and leaving before the feature finished coughing up blood.I underwent comprehensive allergy tests, no result. I went on no dairy, no wheat diets, no result. In fact nothing seemed to work. Some doctors even told me it was all in my mind. My anger towards the medical profession was starting to grow. I underwent 2 ceptoplastys to help drain sinus but now I feel all that did was exacerbate mucus entry into my lungs. I had several adventures into emergency, but due to overload and timing all I got was a jab of ABX and sent home. I moved from the city into the country to try cleaner air, no change even after 10 years. 1992, I was at work 1 day and I felt light headed and weak and couldn’t stand. Boss sent me home but I cannot remember the drive or even the next 3 days. GP said I had a virus and I was sent home to sleep it off for the weekend. On the 4th day I went to emergency semi comatose and within several hours admitted to ICU, and within 12 hours on full life support with the family given a message that I wasn’t going to survive. They killed off the pseudomonas and as you can see I did survive. The diagnosis CVID. Then I began infusions of Intragam and to this day haven’t had a pneumonia again, nearly 14 years later. I had become even more angry, 1 simple blood test years previous would have made such a difference to my life. And yet they had found it and started a lifetime of treatment. Odd feelings I was having. I was also very lucky to have understanding employers through my career. In 2001 I had a flu vaccine that had a live portion. Within 24 hours my breathing had become difficult. I have never recovered from this to this day and have not managed to be able to have the strength to work again due to oxygen depletion on exercise. I have had 1 investigation in NZ and 1 in Aussy into lung transplants but because of chronic sinusitis, the risk was too high. This was a joint decision we made taking into account friends I had made that didn’t survive the procedure. 2 ½ years ago I moved to Australia for better weather and to be near my young son who had moved here a year earlier and to work with a local resp specialist that may have more to offer me than I had had previously in NZ. This is still ongoing. Joining IDFNZ has helped me with several donations to help with travel costs to and from hospital for treatments. I have always felt very alone with my PID as the technical name was incorrectly spelt and I had trouble finding info or like sufferers. Google changed that 1 day. It opened a whole world of PIDs and I found 1st the support group on Yahoo in the USA PID support then Pidlife here in Australia where I am now site moderator Now with the advent of IDFA I see some exciting times ahead for sufferers and careers. I feel my life relationships have suffered so much due to my health and I understand the pressures this can cause. What followed for me was a journey of understanding that has ended in my becoming a counselor for Lifeline with an active interest in helping others to also understand these pressures of having hidden disabilities, all the issues including the politics and the personal.

Some of my issues that I see as important for us all to understand have been,
    Anger Money/financial pressures Self care Organ damage Treatment locales Clinical education, including GP’s Relationship challenges Quality time with Children Work/ school issues Parental guilt Ongoing up to date information Tolerability of IVIG brands Sustainability of ongoing blood product supply

I am very happy to be here today , to share some of my story and I look forward to helping create a better future of empowerment for generations to come. This story is not just mine but others as well that have travelled similar journeys. Give blood and help. There are those of us that wouldn't be here without the generosity of those that do.
Thank you


MY DREAM

Have you ever felt like you know someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons they neither know?
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance?
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, yet worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths,
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends. (Lia Fail)
MIND & SOUL

"The sojourn of the soul is a thrilling divine romance in which the lover- who in the begining is conscious of nothing but emptiness, frustration, superficiality, and the gnawing claims of bondage - gradually attains an increasingly fuller and freer expression of love. And ultimatly the lover dissapears and merges in the divine beloved to realise the unity of the lover and the beloved in the supreme and eternal fact of God as infinate LOVE"
(Meher Baba, a very piscean inspirational "answer")THE UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE: LOVE- When you know that language, it is easy to understand that someone in the world awaits you, whether its in the middle of a desert or in some great city - and when two such people encounter each other, eyes meet, the past and future become unimportant... TWO WOLVES One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson
about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance,
self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility,
kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."
"I've dreamt in my life dreams that have stayed with me ever after,
and changed my ideas.
They've gone through and through me, like wine through water,
and altered the colour of my mind.
Dreams are gifts of the Spirit meant to alter us." EMILY BRONTE

My Interests


    Race cars, (Real and Remote Control)
    All sorts of music.
    Healers, (Spiritual and Physical.)
    Soul groups.
    Space and Time.
    Whats inside peoples heads?
    Who we are and where are we all going?
    Where we have been?
    Friends and family


http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/PIDsupport/
http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/PIDLIFEAustralia/
http://groups.myspace.com/RCCarRacing
http://groups.myspace.com/merlinsdungeon

I'd like to meet:

Well, thats a biggy. Friends, Are "YOU" in my soul group?

I believe in the power of these soul groups and in the gatherings we have.

Together we can change the vibes of the people and planet to help heal all that is wrong.

Only together in joining our like minds can we achieve this.

Join me in my quest to heal, you all know who you are and that this quest can be acheived with each others help.
TO MY SOUL GROUP
Friends, soul mates, the time is drawing near when I am going to call on you all for help in my personal quest and life journey.
Prepare your Gods, Angels, Light, Guides, Protectors, Magic whatever you use for guidence and healing. I will be calling for help soon and I believe those of you that will join together will attend my request with a vibrational outcome that will have a profound affect either directly or indirectly on your own lives but especially on my own.
I will keep you all posted as my journey unfolds but for now keep faith and be in my LIGHT.
Okay, now as i look at the decisions before me, I realised that I had to make the choice to allow whatever expressed wholeness to be the ruling factor.
That meant that I had to release my attachment to specific desires and to cease demanding or expecting particular outcomes. Only then could I shift into an intuitive knowing.
To act accordingly. Am I willing to do what is appropriate for me at this moment and what is that which is, now what I had previously desired several times has not manifested as I would have have liked. I am asked already how I felt about this, but I have already let that go. See friends.
I have recently been told I have not a long time left on this lifeline after a life of pain and suffering I had hoped to be able to have surgery to at least give me some better quality of life. This is not going to happen now or ever. I then ask you, my soulmates to use your powers, magic whatever you use to at least ease the struggle I have to travel down. However long this journey is only our Gods can know and I believe its a while longer yet. I have something to do that is yet to be shown to me but I cannot do it without help.
And friends, I have to thank all those kind friends and family of mine in Australia and New Zealand who have recently been helping me financially and who have also put together to supply me with the most fantastic mobility scooter you could ever see. I am truely humbled by their support and generosity in these trying times. See my photos
Life is a mirror, so you all will get back what you put in and my family and friends and I thank you all. Love you all. HW

BEYOND HAPPINESS & UNHAPPINESS THERE IS PEACE

Your physical energy is also subject to cycles.

It cannot always be at a peak. There will be times of low as well as high energy.

There will be periods when you are highly active and creative, but there are many times when everything seems stagnant, when it seems that you are not getting anywhere, not achieving anything.

A cycle can last for anything from a few hours to a few years. there are large cycles and small cycles within these large ones.

Many illness's are created through fighting against the cycles of low energy. which is vital for regeneration.

The compulsion to do, and the tendency to derive your sense of self-worth and identify from external factors such as achievement, is an inevitable illusion as long as you are identified with mind.

This makes it hard or impossible for you to accept the low cycles and allow them to be. Thus the intelligence of the organism may take over as a self-protective measure and create an illness in order to force you to stop, so that the necessary regeneration can take place.

The cyclical nature of the universe is closely linked with the impermanence of all things and situation.

The Buddha made this a central part of his teaching. All conditions are highly unstable and in constant flux, or as he put it, impermanence is a characteristic of every condition, every situation you will ever encounter in your life. It will change, disappear, or no longer satisfy you.

Impermanence is also a central teaching to Jesus’ teaching: "Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth where moth and rust consume and where thieves break in and steal...." As long as the condition is judged as "good" by your mind, whether it be a relationship, a possession, a social role, a place, or your physical body, the mind attaches itself to it and identifies with it. It makes you happy, makes you feel good about yourself, and it may become a part of who you think you are.

But nothing lasts in this dimension where moth and rust consume. Either it ends or changes or it may undergo a polarity shift:

The condition that was good yesterday or last year has gradually or suddenly turned into bad.

The same condition that made you happy then makes you unhappy.

The prosperity of today becomes the empty consumerism of tomorrow.

The happy wedding and honeymoon became the unhappy divorce or the unhappy coexistence. or a condition disappears, so its absence makes you unhappy.

When a condition or situation that the mind has attached itself to and identified with changes or disappears, the mind cannot accept it. It will cling to the disappearing condition and resist change. It is almost as if a limb were being torn of your body.

We sometimes hear of people who have lost all their money or whose reputation has been ruined committing suicide. Those are the extreme cases. Others, whenever a major loss of one kind or another occurs, just become deeply unhappy or makes themselves ill. They cannot distinguish between their life and their life situation.

I recently read about a famous actress who died in her eighties. As her beauty started to fade and become ravaged by old age, she grew desperately unhappy and became a recluse. She, too, had identified with a condition: her external appearance.

First, the condition gave her a happy sense of self, then an unhappy one. If she had been able to connect with the formless and timeless life within, she could have watched and allowed the fading of her external form from a place of serenity and peace. Moreover, her external form would have become increasingly transparent to the light shining through her ageless true nature, so her beauty would not really have faded but simply become transformed into spiritual beauty. However, nobody told her that this was possible.

The most essential kind of knowledge is not yet widely accessible.

The Buddha taught that your happiness is DUKKHA- a Pali word meaning "suffering" or "unsatisfactoriness." It is inseparable from its opposite. This means that your happiness and unhappiness are in fact one. Only the illusion of time separates them. This is not being negative. It is simply recognizing the nature of things, so that you don’t peruse an illusion for the rest of your life. Nor is it saying that you should no longer appreciate pleasant or beautiful things or conditions. But seek something through them that they cannot give- an identity, a sense of permanency and fulfillment- a recipe for frustration and suffering.

The whole advertising industry and consumer society would collapse if people became enlightened and no longer sought to find their identity through THINGS.

The more you seek happiness in this way, the more it will elude you.

Nothing out there will ever satisfy you except temporarily and superficially, but you may need to experience much disillusionment before you realize the truth.

Things and conditions can give you pleasure, but they cannot give you joy. Nothing can give you joy. Joy is uncaused and it arises from within as the joy of BEING not DOING. It is the essential part of the inner state of peace, the state that has been called the peace of God. It is your natural state, not something that you need to work hard or struggle to attain. Many people never realize that there can be no "salvation" in anything they do, possess, or attain. those who do realize it often become world-weary and depressed: if nothing can give you true fulfillment, what is there left to strive for, what is the pointy in anything?

The old testament prophet must have arrived at such a realization when he wrote "I have seen everything that is done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity and striving after the wind" When you reach this point, you are one step away from despair-and one step away from enlightenment.

A Buddhist monk once said: "All I have learned in the twenty years that I have been a monk I can sum up in one sentence: All that arises passes away. This I know." What he meant, of course, was this: I have learned to offer no resistance to what is; I have learned to allow the present moment to be and accept the impermanent nature of all things and conditions. Thus I have found peace. To offer no resistance to life is to be in a state of grace, ease, and lightness. This state is then no longer dependent upon things being in a certain way, good or bad. It seems paradoxical, yet when your inner dependency on form is gone, the general conditions of your life, the outer forms, tend to improve greatly. Things, people, or conditions that you thought you needed for your happiness now come to you with no struggle or effort on your part, and you are free to enjoy and appreciate them-while they last. All those things, of course, will still pass away, cycles will come and go, but with dependency gone there is no fear of loss anymore.

Life flows with ease. The happiness that is derived from some secondary source is never very deep. It is only a pale reflection of the joy of BEING, the vibrant peace that you find within as you enter the state of nonresistance. BEING takes you beyond the polar opposites of the mind and frees you from dependency on form. Even if everything were to collapse and crumble all around you, you would still feel a deep inner core of peace. You may not be happy, but you will be at PEACE.

Thanks Eckhart Tolle.


We all carry visions of paradise.


  • Sometimes time goes by without our thoughts visiting these visions untill something happens when we suddenly remember.

  • Remind yourself that such a place does exist.

  • There are those that will pass the gates without seeing they are open for entry.

  • This is the promised land where no one is alone anymore.

  • It is a world of so many names, but it is still the same place.

  • We carry these visions in our souls.

  • There will come a time when those that do see these visions will be allowed to pass and those that dont will pass on by.

  • There are those who believe that life has no future and deny it and those who have found elightenment.

  • Accept the signs and follow your heart, heal yourself and listen to your dreams.

  • People say,and as I have wondered in times past, "I wish I knew what I am supposed to do in life".

  • Well look for the clues. Source is leaving you breadcrumbs along the path.

  • Open your mind to source and your life could flow as never before, rather than getting trapped by your own conflicting ideations and confusing mind talk.

  • Know that whatever comes to you unexpected to be a gift which will surely serve you if you use it to its fullest.

  • It is only that which you strive for out of your own imagination that will give you trouble.


  • You gota love these guys, I do

    Dr. 8 Get the Vibe and help the kids

    Everybody everywhere seeks happiness, its true,
    But finding it and keeping it seems difficult to do.
    And yet it's very simple if we do our daily part
    in accepting everything life brings us with an understanding heart...
    And in making others happy, you will be happy too.
    For the happiness you give away returns to shine on YOU!

    As i look out from my personal existence,
    I see varietys of colours and shapes, all aspects of the greater Creation.
    It's a beautiful tapestry, which is the foundation of humanity, gentleness, love and goodwill.
    We are all bound by the same fate that one day we must draw one final breath,
    may our collective destiny be reached,
    looking back upon life just passed,
    smiling because we discovered
    the meaning of life is not what we found.
    May then the form of all experiences pass through the end of this mortal existence,
    ready to greet the greater self in the unknown.
    And at the blessed moment when the mind opens onto itself,
    may the beauty of our existence reflect the truest virtues of our human, BEING...

    Kietan... for Kathi.[deceased Dec 05]



    WHO I AM?

    I have asked this question of myself for many years.

    Through all the trials that have been presented to me over the years it took too many years to realise that I cannot hold it in any longer no matter what my traditional friends and family may come to think.

    My message to anyone reading this open your heart and mind to who we are, what we stand for, where we as a race are going, have been and of how powerful we could hope to be.

    CARPE DIEM!


      Seize the day. Start today, right now.
      If you love somebody and have not told them so lately tell them now.
      How many people planned to do something one day and never did, now where are they all, probably pushing up daisies?
      How many really lived their "dreams"?
      As I ponder what I write here the importance of of these words have such a far reaching profoundness that if only 1 person is moved to seize the day, my job is done.
      My life in light has been made super extraordinary, by the wonderful people I have met, and continue to do so,who in the last 12 years and even just yesterday continue to teach me to practice seizing the day myself.
      It amazes me what can be achieved even with my limited capacity and I am moved to see of others that achieve things beyond all capacity.
      I have been in a world of limbo for 2 years, nearly giving up when suddenly at the stab of a key all my future paths seem open and waiting for me to just step on the ladder and climb to heights I thought may never present themelves again.
      Hence I need to tell you, hold on to these dreams , keeps your eyes and mind open, be in light and sieze every opportunity presented, good or bad, and go with it, learn from the experience, tell others, share with them and be at peace that you did try.

    "GO IN LIGHT"
    Spread the word.
    Never forsake your dreams.
    Learn to give love
    without requiring anything in return.

    Purification
    Before we can heal ourSelves, we first need to come clean with ourselves.


  • The energy of Purification will help you to forgive yourself for making choices you did not understand completely at the time.

  • Once you are free of regret and Selfpity, you can start healing yourself after which you will automatically heal everyone around you with radiant unconditional love.
  • Purify yourself
    The tension in the world is growing.


  • Open up a random newspaper, watch the evening news and what we see if we look closely is a world in transition.

  • The distance between the light and the dark side in the world is growing rapidly. But wouldn't we all like to be surrounded by light and love?

  • As the Earth is purifying itself with water, wind and rain so do we need to purify ourselves to prepare us for our own individual transition.

  • As the Earth 'hurts' itself, so must we realize that we might feel 'hurt' if we dare start this process of purification.

  • Get rid of old habits, so-called programs, we run day in day out without realizing it. A

  • powerful way of doing this is by using Sacred Geometry.

  • Science has proven long ago that our bodies are geometrically designed systems.

  • Our subconsciousness recognises complex Sacred Geometrical symbols that have been used since time immemorial. Although our conscious minds will not understand, and even might think them strange, Sacred Geometry has a powerful effect on our mental state and also our physical body.
  • This code, called Purification, has been published with the sole purpose of helping people with this purification. It has no copyrights! So copy it! Forward it to as many people as you like (you get no extra credits for this, no wishes fulfilled) No company or organization will benefit from this, just every individual who gets a glimpse of the Sacred Geometry. Spread Purification around the world, Unconditionally

    Music:

    Currently listening to the greatest 100 guitar solos.

    My music tastes are wide from Classical to Punk,Bach to Sex Pistols, World and Tribal Rythms.

    Favorite Album of all time. OMD Liberator
    Just found and heard AFI and H.I.M., where have i been?

    Snow Patrol Chasing Cars. Theme song for the soul group

    I have just watched the dvd of Brian Wilsons SMILE.

    The story moved me in ways i never thought would.

    And how can I forget the Vibe of Dr.8 who all should support in their bid to be recognised for their vision.


    click the banner
    The Vibe Of Dr. 8 Is Here

    Click the band logo above to check them out.

    Movies:


      Battlefield Earth

      Blues Bros.

      Caveman

      Groundhog Day

      Happy Gilmore

      The Fastest Indian

      Hitchikers guide to the galaxy

      Lord of the Rings

      Soylent Green

    Television:

    Doco's and the rest is generally CRAP

    Books:

    LORD of the RINGS-Robert Heinlein-James Redfield,The Celestine Prophecies (life changing)-Brandon Bays, Journey and have the workshop tapes-Phillip Jose Farmer, the World of Tiers series-Dennison & Teddi Tsosie, SPIRIT VISIONS- the ALCHEMIST, Paulo Coelho-

    Heroes:


      My Father

      Aryton Senna

      Brian Wilson

      Bruce Mclaren

      Gandalf

      JFK

      Merlin

    My Blog

    THE PROMISE OF THE FUTURE

    The following forecasts for the coming times have been compiled from the writings of Benjamin Creme and include information from the Master of Wisdom with whom he has been associated for over 40 years...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 07:02:00 PST

    A couple of Issues

    I have an issue (2 actually) and not sure what to do. Some feedback would be interesting. I am currently on heavey pain meds and wondered when we were going to cut back and strart weaning off or was i...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:35:00 PST

    Illusions

    Mirror Illusions I was reading there is an interrelationship with vibrations between all dimensions and all planes of creation and expression. What is real in one plane is a mirror illusion in another...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 07:43:00 PST

    Dr. 8 The Vibe is on

    Composed by Scott last year...edited by me...Brian Through the vibe of our music; the vibration of our message is simple and to the point. We hope you'll take the time to read it. It is why we at the ...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:00:00 PST

    Good friends care

      Graham we just have a few things to say We are here for you mate come what may How are you mate or should we say Rowdy We're just dropping in just to say Howdy   How glad we are that we cr...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 03:35:00 PST

    Reason, season or a lifetime

     PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON      People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that pe...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:13:00 PST

    MEMO FROM GOD

    MEMO FROM GOD To: YOU Date: TODAY From: THE BOSS Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happen...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 05:32:00 PST

    PERSONAL LEGENDS

    What is your personal legend, your true reason for being. Unfortunatly very few follow their path laid out before them. The more one gets to realising his/her own personal legend the more it becomes h...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:34:00 PST

    ALCHEMY

    ALCHEMY: The transmutation of base metal into gold, of suffering into consciousness.
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 04:19:00 PST

    IN LIGHT

    Callin all my friends in light to put their subconsious minds together as a soul group to enhance all that is good to help the swing to heal the troubles on this space time continuum so to leave a bet...
    Posted by Historic Wizard on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 04:29:00 PST