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About Me

Well there's not much to tell. I love music...I live for it, breath it and couldn't go a day without it. I love rock and metal, put a country song on and I'll smash the radio. I'm very passionate about everthing I do. Some would say I'm crazy. I'll try anything once and sometimes twice. I'm always looking for the next big rush. I wish I could say I'm a lover not a fighter, but if you step in my face I'm gonna come back at you with full force. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I have the most beautiful daughter in the world who loves to rock! I'm just a small town girl waiting to get out. My next goal in life is to travel to Finland and rock out over there for a bit. If you want to know anything about me just send me a message. I'm not fake and I'm very upfront so ask away.
If you wanna chat me up: MSN [email protected]
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A poem a friend wrote about me...Thanks Steve
"But...I Like It!!"
You find a thrill in being used,
Does it hurt when you've given up on yourself?
Do you feel?
What's to feel
When you're cut down to size
There's no way out when you're uninhibited
Always a new place to go
I'll stick around...if there's more
Hide yourself away for Tonight
Give me more.....be oh so cruel
Tell me can you feel it?
If so, I'll throw myself into your plans
If they're underground
Do you taste the fear?
Is your blood beginning to boil?
I feel a cold sweat, anxious yet frightened
Can't let go of what
I enjoy so much
There's still love...
Bonded and belong to this torture
I just can't help myself
Accustomed to what I lack
Feel it bleed
Hoist me up
Tie me to the posts
Spin me around upside down
That's the way I like itHot Free Layouts

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

H.I.M
NEGATIVE
THE 69 EYES
TATOOED MILLIONAIRES
DEADSTAR ASSEMBLY
DOPE STARS INC.

BIG BOY

SPYDER BABY
PRIVATE LINE
THE PLEASURES
PARASITE CITY
KILL HANNAH
THE DREAMING
AIDEN
MALICE IN WONDERLAND
THE RASMUS
MOURNING THE MEMORY

Music:

H.I.M, The 69 Eyes, Negative, The Rasmus, Malice In Wonderland, BloodPit, The Misfits, Cky, Cradle Of Filth, Nightwish, Opeth, Private Line, Hanoi Rocks, Aerosmith, Metallica, Motley Crue, Skid Row, Nirvana, Guns N Roses, Apocalyptica, Poison, Cinderella, ACDC, Disturbed, Fuel, Pantera, Mushroomhead, Big Boy, Tattooed Millionaires, Chaosweaver, Strikin' Case,Billy Idol, Iggy Pop and The Stooges, Led Zepplin, The Cure, Big Boy, The Cult, The Doors, Black Sonic Prophets, Poison Me Happy, Amorphis, Sentenced, Flylow, AFI, So Called Plan, Iconcrash, Hybrid Children, Day Eleven, Friday's Angels, Flinch, Parasite City, Rendez-Vous, The Jade, Sonic Roots, Sonata Arctica, Unshine, Medeia, Stratovarius, Leverage, New Dawn Foundation, Entwine, System Of A Down, For My Pain, ShamRain, Let Me Dream, Suruaika, Sinamore, Divercia, Cyan Velvet Project, End Of You, Soul Relic, Die So Fluid, The Pleasures

Movies:

My Blog

Men I Tell Ya

Alright so alot of things have changed in my life over the past couple months. I'm finally finding myself again...I'm changing back to the real me, who I was before all this chaos came into my life.I'...
Posted by ^ ^Heather^ ^ on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 09:38:00 PST

Pisses Me Off

Normally I'm a very easy and outgoing person. I hate getting mad, but unfortunately there are things that piss me off...Fake people for one thing really pisses me off. I just can't understand why the ...
Posted by ^ ^Heather^ ^ on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 01:41:00 PST

Harder and Faster

Alright so normally I don't blog but I have to get this out of me. I ended up going out to the bar this weekend to see a band. Usually the band is so freaking pathetic it's not even funny...but...thes...
Posted by ^ ^Heather^ ^ on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST