DRAWING, WRITING, PHOTOGRAPHY, making crazy COMICS, DANCING!!!, moshing (slam dancing) with Miya N Brenda at the KluBs, dressing up and wearing the craziest, SEXIEST clothes and costumes cuz you only live once; shopping...although I hardly do it anymore except at Tar-zhay!...no time, fashion, Betsy Johnson shoes (gosh, they're amaZing), I love to READ but have no fucking time, learning German/French/ Arabic; people who speak English with an accent; graphic design-modern, Bauhaus, and the deconstructionist style of Carson; the architecture of Frank Gehry and Gaudi, desserts, organic dark chocolate, international cuisine (Italian, Vietnamese, Ethiopian, Mexican, Hare Krishna temple food....YUM!), and healthy, ORGANIC FOOD (biologique)...LOVE TO EAT GOOD FOOD...don't understand why I don't weigh more; enjoy cooking like making pasta dishes and delicious salads with ingredients from farmers' markets, corsets, PVC, BETTY PAGE, BETTY PAGE, BETTY PAGE, (She had curves. Skinny models just don't do it for me.), Marilyn Monroe, Veronica Lake-I have a bit of a HAIR fetish, Pamela Anderson (I hate breast implants but there's something really special about her...an uber woman yet at the same time down to earth, approachable), I love dominatrixes...I'm not one, still, you'll see me at a club or gothic party punishing my naughty friends with my toys and feeding them chocolate afterwards to help soothe their poor wounds...SOMETIMES PLEASURE IS PAINFUL ;) and I do like to inflict a nice amount of playful pain on my friends and people I care about, philosophy particularly EXISTENTIALISM such as NIETZSCHE (well, he's a nihilist) and Sartre, I don't like sports but I love soccer and the World Cup, boxing (watching boxing with Beto and pizza), surfing (ugh! I can't even remember the last time I surfed...no time! I like to surf at night when the moon is out. The coolest time surfing was at night during a little storm. Suddenly, there was a light rain and I could see the shadows of the palm trees blowing in the wind and far off in the distance there was lightening. Me and the other surfers stopped surfing and just watched the lightening.), driving FAST passing all the other cars ( I like my car, a Honda Prelude...stickshift is fun), ANDROGYNY, gay men, guys who have female qualities...cuz female qualities are good, gardening, Mexican crafts, shopping, I love buying pots for plants...I'm INTO pots, have to buy them..isn't that wierd?, TILES (luv them, really into Mexican tiled bathrooms), going to Whole Foods and Borders Bookstore (I'm such a nerd), books are truly SeXy!!! INTELLIGENCE and being noble and caring are really sexy.
My actual, VERY wonderful friends and I don't know who else...artists??? people who are different? Of course, NICE and POLITE people. I've met some REALLY kOOl people on MySpace...artists and musicians. Definitely NOT horny guys...you're wasting your time. Get a life.--------Sexist male culture comes from the fear of appearing a girl. My male gay friends can act just as macho if they want cuz machismo is posturing, a defensive act emphasizing "I am NOT a girl". I say, accept the girl in you, guys! I like girl mentality ;) --------Children trying to contact me will be blocked. Go outside and play! Do your best in school. I graduated with honors in psychology and economics with a minor in visual arts. Don't be like the foolios who ask me if I'm a "striper". Nope, I don't make stripes. Ha, ha, ha!------------------ SORRY if I don't add you. I'm not adding many new people these days except for people I know...but try it! I'm trying to keep my myspace friends to a small group...this way I can get to know people better :) And THAAAANK YOU for going out of your way to speak English, all you people who made the effort and worked hard to learn this language. I'm spoiled cuz I get to speak my language.-----------------
DON'T FORGET TO CHECK OUT MY VIDEOS! They're ReAlLy good. Click on "videos" under my profile photo. There are 2 pages of them. I bought Rammstein's Stripped video from iTunes before they removed it from their store....very lame....I guess they feel uncomfortable with male frontal nudity. Whoever's playing the drums in the Front 242 video is my fantasy guy!!!!! Perfect bod..............Damn! I can't believe Olivia and Grendel left me comments below! I'm honored. :)-----------------------------------------------------
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My favorite! It can't get better than this. Wish could be transported back into the beginnings of industrial/electronic music. This video is AMAZING in its simplicity and rawness. It's what music is all about. LOVE THE 242!
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---------------------------------------RAMMSTEIN/ STRIPPED Superb, surreal, beautiful, with lotsa male and female nudity artistically presented. rammstein stripped
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----------------------------FREEMASONS/WATCHIN'If you like girls, this is the video for you. The adult version is even better.
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-----------------------MADONNA/GET TOGETHERTouching, sweet dance music. Damn, she's an uber talent. 'Get Together' Video
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-----------------------MADONNA/BEAUTIFUL STRANGERSweet, charming, love the song. Madonna at her sexiest and wearing an ordinary outfit.
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-----------------------MADONNA/JUSTIFY MY LOVEBrilliant video making. Madonna is a TRUE artist.
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HUMAN LEAGUE/SOUND OF THE CROWDSound of the 80's...fun bubblegum new wave.
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CHEMICAL BROTHERS/LET FOREVER BETrippy video. Ever have one of those days where you feel like you're walking in a dream?
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PARALISIS PERMANENTEThe BEsT in Spanish gothic punk. I LOVE the lyrics!!!! Beuatiful lyrics like "Lentamente recorro tu piel. Y tus manos se clavan en mi."
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FRONT 242 (met Richard 23!!!...He was really nice, down to earth, energized, and cool to everybody...I'll never forget this experience), JOY DIVISION, Interpol (same thing, huh?) THE CURE (Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me and earlier), KRAFTWERK, electropop, Grendel, too many industrial and gothic bands to mention, RAMMSTEIN (nice male nudity in their Stripped video...It's the second video from the top in my myspace, baby), love music in German...sounds so EVIL...sexy!, VNV Nation, DEPECHE MODE, Billy Idol, Echo and the Bunnymen, Covenant, PARALISIS PERMANENTE (the best in Spanish goth), NEW ORDER, Ministry, Sisters of Mercy, Blondie, Bowie, Duran Duran, U2, Jane's Addiction, Smashing Pumpkins, The Killers, Miss Kittin and the Hacker, ELECTRONIC MUSIC, DANCE MUSIC, TECHNO, DJ Jean's The Launch, Chemical Brothers, Fatboy Slim, Basement Jaxx, Aphex Twin, hardcore techno, COOL JAZZ, John Coltrane, Miles Davis, GEORGE MICHAEL (luv the smooth sounds), classic punk, The Sex Pistols (as their website says, punk,..not punk rock), Indian and Arabic music, Ranchera music, Mariachi Vargas, Rage Against the Machine, Slayer's Reign in Blood, Anthrax's Among the Living, LED ZEPELLIN, Black Sabbath, Ratt (underated!), Motley Crue's Too Fast for Love (brilliant!), Judas Priest, Iron Maiden's "Run to the hills" & "Number of the beast", Peter Frampton's "Do you feel like I do?", Cream, The Doors, 69 Boys (sleazy TJ booty music...sorry), Ying Yang Twins, Missy Elliot, Miguel Bose, Rock En Espanol, Gustavo Cerati, Lucybell, Zoe, Madonna, Kylie Minogue, Peggy Lee, Tony Bennet, Rosemary Clooney, and of course Elvis, haaate country (western is OK)...ughhhh!
love the black and white movies of the 30's and 40's...the women were so beautiful, classy, and strong; Sunset Boulevard, Marx Brothers, FILM NOIR, foreign films, French New Wave is fuckin' incredible, super artistic--400 BLOWS, Masculine Feminine; CITY OF GOD (fucking incredible...intense!), Pedro Almodovar films like Carne Tremula/Live Flesh and Labyrinth of Passion about a female nymphomaniac and a male gay (played by a very young and skinny Antonio Banderas) who fall in love, TU MAMA TAMBIEN, Bunuel's LOS OLVIDADOS...powerful, BLUE VELVET (featuring Isabella Rossellini in what has to be an actress's most risk taking role in film history "You gave me your disease!"...now THAT'S a cutting edge woman), El Mariachi (the original one without Antonio Banderas), Moolade, Sleeping Beauty (have always liked Disney movie villainesses), Boogie Nights, IN THE COMPANY OF MEN (about a couple of guys who want to get back at women by romancing a deaf girl and then dumping her), Shadows by John Cassavetes (an improvised work), Farenheit 9/11, Riding Giants, Step into Liquid (I do a little surfing. I have a 6'2"),Bubba Ho-Tep, Japanese anime with nudity (hate real life porn)
love Siskel and Ebert and its intelligent repartee, Family Guy, Blinddate, Cheaters, Smallville, My Name is Earl, Sex and the City, Jerry Springer ("Honey, you know I love you, but I have something to tell you..."), Judge Judy, Batman Beyond, 60 Minutes, Married with Children, SPEED RACER (I LOVED this show. I liked how emotional Speed was. Racer X was my hero. He seemed kinda goth, tortured), Gilligan's Island, Get Smart, Hogan's Heroes, The Beverly Hillbillies, Soap, I Dream of Jeannie, the original Batman series whenever Batgirl appears...watching her as a little girl turned me fetish!
Currently reading: "Our Endangered Values" by Jimmy Carter. Excellent, highly recommend it. ***** .....PHOTOGRAPHY books (old Hollywood glamour like Hurrell, classy male photos like the male nudes of George Platt Lynes, Betty Page), Kevin Taylor's hypersexual and fun GIRL comics before it went supernatural...now those are intense!!, NIETZSCHE, Sartre, Camus, Dostoyevski's Notes from the Underground; Amor, Curiosidad, Prozac Y Dudas; MICKEY SPILLANE, Maya Angelou, Anatole France ("The Crime of Sylvestre Bonnard" and "Thais"), computer books to help me learn how to use my Mac, foreign language books, lotsa non-fiction...I love to learn
my friend Michael who adds spirituality to my life and has been such a good friend, my friend Hilkka who's soooo cool and has slept with over CENSORED guys...I'm completely celibate in the US, no kissing, touching, NADA, it sucks :( the brilliant Benjamin Franklin who was involved in so many different things-writing, publishing, science, etc, Mother Teresa and her order, Doctors Without Borders, news reporters that have worked to uncover the truth like David Brinkley, Sam Donaldson, Jack Anderson, Peter Jennings, Mike Wallace, etc.; Roger Ebert, people who have lost their lives in the fight for freedom like so many African-Americans, Harriet Tubman, the African-American boxer Jack Johnson who did whatever he wanted during Jim Crow days, Michael Moore, Move On PAC, love the ACLU, ALF (a little terrorism against animal killers never hurt anyone), ELF (a little terrorism against destroyers of the earth never hurt anyone), S/M performance artist Dragon from Santa Barbara, Bugs Bunny, Vanity smurf for being brave enough to come out of the closet and be his gay, smurfy self; HOWARD STERN (major hero!) for being brazenly honest and hilarious and for fighting the FCC, John Lydon from the Sex Pistols...his raw honesty, Ginger from Gilligan's Island, Betty Page-------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------PERSONAL DETAILS--PERSONAL DETAILS---PERSONAL DETAILS:----------------ORIENTATION: Polysexual----------------CHILDREN: I do love children. But I know myself and couldn't stay home to take care of children. I'm not a homebody. I probably would have had kids if I had met the right guy to stay home taking care of the kids while I went to work. Don't think this will happen...I'm 42! My eggs have already disappeared I suppose. --------BODY TYPE: I think I'm fat, but doesn't every girl think this? Ha, ha! I'd like to lose 5 pounds. ----------------ETHNICITY: Half Mexican (mom's side), quarter Russian (my grandmother from my father's side), quarter Polish (my grandfather from my father's side). Born in California a looong time ago.----------------RELIGION: Independent. I like Catholicism and all of the world's religions. It's people who distort them and turn them into methods for controlling others. The main idea of all religions is to be a good individual. People ALWAYS have to think for themselves and decide what is the real truth. I think Zen Buddhism comes closest to expressing the real truths of life.---------------- TATTOOS: on feet and toes----------------PIERCINGS: 1 (not counting ears)-------- FAVORITE UNIVERSITY CLASS: Pornography In Art. It was an amazing class taught by a visiting professor who was head of the art department of her university. She was kicked out of the University of Chicago for protesting the Vietnam War during the '60s. The class talked about complex psychological theories regarding S & M, Lacanian theory, and the different ways women and men are portrayed in the media. This class became a major influence on my art and myself. One of the few meaningful classes I took at university.-------- TURN ONS: HAIR is my fetish-either really, really short or long...it has an incredible power over me, someone who dresses nice and takes care to look nice (better than myself...I dress very casual), very skinny...and skinny guys usually don't like their body but I DO!!!! Since my dad is in the health business and used to be a bodybuilder, there were always lotsa bodybuilders with these massive bodies around my house. I HATED it. I was a little 7 year old girl thinking, "What are they doing at MY house?" It's stupid how these guys spend $200/$300 a month on supplements just to get big. But whatever makes a person happy. To live and let live. I've liked guys of all different body types (fat to muscular) cuz it's the personality that's important, but the guys I've gotten involved with have all been slim except for one muscular, amazingly goodlooking, incredibly dumb guy with long, long hair..."the evil Jordi". (Ha, ha! Remember him, Hilkka?) A skinny body REALLY turns me on. I can do more things with it. ;) ), loves to DANCE especially to industrial or electronic dance music, likes to cook and clean, is really SMART or kind of dumb (hey, I'm being honest...it makes me laugh), a free thinking individualist, into art, CREATIVE, has great conversations about lots of different topics, cares about others and believes in the goodness of people even though there's so much sh-- in the world, sentimental, emotional, POLITE, respectful, funny, cute in their own way, HONEST, very honest cuz I'm like that, too (I've never fallen in love with someone who was "my type". Ha, ha, ha, you can't control love! It controls you.)----------------TURN OFFS: ARROGANCE, cynicism, impoliteness, close-mindedness, mean, a liar, no desire to grow as an individual, homebodies..just want to stay at home, video game players (My ex-boyfriend Mr J would play video games on the computer while watching TV at the same time AND smoking hash...would drive me CrAzY!!! Hey, in California people DON'T smoke. This was when I lived in Spain, although the smoke from hash doesn't bother me as much as cigarette smoke. But Mr J is now one of my best friends. He's great.), machismo ( this in turn makes me very competitive in showing that I can out macho him, baby, and be more a man than him! At times, I feel like a gay man trapped in a woman's body), low sex drives (Hey, I regulary go years being celibate.) ----------------AGE LOST VIRGINITY: 23. (I was afraid I'd die a virgin!) Also it was when I received my first kiss. I waited, but it was with someone I really loved and I have a "V" tatooed on my heel for Mr V. He was CrAzY, but before going into his apartment to have sex for the first time, I thought to myself, "I'm going to love this guy more than my future husband!" Girls shouldn't marry guys like him. ----------------NUMBER OF SEXUAL PARTNERS: 6...add 3 more to count touching only, ....this is a low number since US guys tend to lack charm, politeness, and are egotistical. [Hey, not all of them of course!!!!! There are many nice guys here...just I don't get "lucky" in the US....strange.] I guess since the US doesn't have an actual culture since it's a new country of immigrants, the prevailing culture is one of egotism, Hollywood, and consumerism. I've had sexual relations with only ONE guy born in the US (and I'm not even sure about this since MR V would lie about everything). What am I doing living here!!!!!???!!!!! :/ Ha, ha! I believe in sex only within a relationship. It's something precious, spiritual, and to be shared only when feelings are present. With sex, you give a part of yourself to another person and this part is to be treasured. I'm very happy to remain celibate until a relationship develops...if it ever does again. I'm fine being myself and sharing times with my friends and family. Maybe everyone's ultimate hero should be their own self. ;)