~ To me, the whole process of being a brush stroke in someone else's painting is a little difficult~~Sex~ Art~ Music~ Literature~ Rain~ Sweat~ the color Pink~ Passion~ the Sea~ painting~ Motorcycles~ fast cars` Architecture~ Cultures~ Cigars~ Amazing wines~ Hotel rooms~ Black and white Photography~ the way Children laugh~ the smell of babies~ love~ rapture~ desire~ the way wood smells~ Books~ Antiques~ Typewriters~ love songs~ friends~ surfing~ Climbing~ Working out~ Soft white Sheets~ family~ travel~ Sand~ Sun~ worship~ devotion~ hammocks~ Old new england coastal towns~ fog~ sunsets~ the smell of Coffee, nutmeg & vanilla, candles~ 3 hour baths~ anything in the water~ Elephants~ Arizona deserts~ Emotions~ Adoption~ amnesty international~ The color red~ marc chagall paintings~ Rice crispy treats~ nascar~ laughter~ The smell of clean towels~ Sweat on a man~ rough hands~ Anythign uilt with your hands~ My grandma rose~ memories~ passionate moments~ Nostalgia~ Willow trees~ Old books~ Coffee shops~ beer~ The way naked women look~ kissed behind my knees~ Affection~ Attention~ Life~ My father~ God~ faith~ Understanding` discovery~ passing Glances~ half full water goblets~ Little girls named Ireland~ Writers~POKER!!!! I am an addict i play poker every day and for $$$$ On the weekends ... I LOVE poker!~ Good tequila~ and so much More! Life is amazing there are so many things in this life that we can let get to us , ruin us, hurt us, and scar us.. btu there are so many things we miss out on when we wallow in the why me~ Look up .. there is always another sunrise.. life is Precious and short dont waste the time you have~ a car could crash, a tower could fall, lightnig could strike!, never miss a moment to tell the people in your life who matter that they do~ goddess bless.. and mad love ... Jess~Your soul is often times a battelfield upon which your Reason and judgement wage war against your passions~ Your reason and your judgement are the rudder for your seafaring soul...if either your sails or rudder are broken, you can but toss and drift~ or else be held at a standstill in Mid seas~..Passions unattended is a flame that burns to its own destruction~ I am often aware that my passions seem to burn through me~I am actually afraid of small dogs!~ ~ Humans have forgotten the language of innocence we posion our hearts and minds~ We have forgotten how to relate with existance~ we have forgotten how to relate with ourselves~~ Sin With Me hard~
Jessica Lee ~Suck My kiss~
I'd like to meet:
~I love photoshope~~~~Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation, But Not Mine~~~~Someone Like me~ valentino's ghost ....My mindless rambling at times leaves out all the emotions I have trapped inside begging to get out ..needing to be felt ..I wish I had someone that could take all I have to give ..I want to unleash all that I am all my power and love and hurt and rage and passion on someone ..someone I can trust ..who will take all that I can give ..I want to melt and let someone soak me into them ..I want to become part of there soul part of there flesh ..I want to be driven to the point of no return and back again ..I want to be captured and held and taken and fucked ..and kissed ..and protected ..and cherished ..I want to feel every emotion I have inside me deeper stronger more ..I want to let all of the things I have trapped inside me out ..I want to let it all go ..I want to make love ..I want to define it ..I want someone who can only feel my touch as an act of pure devotion and love ..worship them and let them know that knowone has ever loved them the way I do ..I want to be completed ..I want to complete someone ..I want to paint my words across them ..with my mouth ..my hands my breath …I want to feel rapture ..I want to understand caranal desire as more then words but as a living breathing thing ..I want to feel the fire from inside me burned into your flesh ..I want to kiss you and make you feel me ..I want to fuck you and hurt you and taste you ..and watch your eyes look into me when I make you start again…I want to be held and bound and pulled and pushed ..and I want you to crave the smell of my sweat on your skin ..I want you o feel me when I ache ..and touch me when I am a million miles away ..I want you to know how wet my pussy is every time I hear your name ..I want you to watch me touch myself when you close your eyes ..I want you to love me ..and taste me and ..want to devoure me with everything you are ..I want you to want me so much you ache to be closer even when your inside me …I have never in my life wanted anything more at this moment then I want you …If you want to know what that feels like …worship me back ….passion is a dangerous thing when left in idle hands …..~Anyone real!~ anyone with a passion for life who can be themselves with no holding back~ I want to meet friends new and old, Soulamtes, Teachers, wanderers, people that walk around in my dreams~ I dont want Drama or games, if your looking for a playmate Myspace is full of them ! I only want real people with real lives~ Life is to short to waste! no minors~ no men wanting to hook up~ Just be you that will impress me the most!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sin With Me hard~
Jessica LeeSomeone asked me today what my passions were…..my passions In a word are many things..it’s a feeling a thought at times actions ..a voice a whisper the sound of my daughters laughter ..it’s the way sweat feels on my skin ..the way The stars shine brighter atop mountains then any other point on earth…How waves seem to carry all my fears and pain farther out the more I watch them ..the way rushing water sounds when you stand with your eyes closed …the way it feels to hold a mans hands hard against a bed ..pushing into him with all you can …the smells of fresh ground coffee ..the way rain feels like kisses touching your skin in summer rains …the way a simple glance can fill you with such a sense of rapture you feel as if your lifting off…the way your legs spread a bit wider when you hear his name .. The way you have to at times smother your own words as to not give away all the secrets of you heart ..the way some people seem to just unlock you in a way you never thought you could let go…The way you trace the outline of the moon with your finger as you lay on the damp grass…the way it feels to breath in the air when walking in the snow ..My passions are many ..they are desires ..they are fears ..passion is what fuels life ..its what drives us ..I am driven ..to grow ..to be better then I ever wanted to be …I want to accomplish all the things people tell me I cant ..I want devotion and trust and a purity that only god can create…I want to feel something within every cell of who I am ..I want to know things there meanings beyond human definitions ..I want to define it inside me ..in my blood ..In my soul …Love ..Devotion worship ..passion ..Life ..I want to know what it feels like to be craved and wanted …I have many times wrote about my desires my passions ..but what I want ..Is true eternal unconditional love ..they kind of love people are in awe of ..simply because they can never grasp nit ..I want complete devotion not only to each other but to sanctity of love ..and the power that it holds ..I want to never question never wonder….feel real loyalty ..erase all my pain ..erase all my fears ..be seen for who I am ..not for the things I have seen or the things I have done ..I want to be a woman my daughters admire …I have dove in oceans climbed mountains looked into the face of every possible nightmare ..and my spirit isn’t broken ..so when you ask me what My passions are ..all I can say is Life …simply life ..We lose track of the real picture and whats important in life is that you make yourself happy ..true happiness will spread to the people around you ..cherish your life ..it can so often be cut so short …all the love with in me …Jessica~ your daily Life is your temple and your religion... whever you enter into it take with it your all!.. you cant rise above your achievemnets or fall lower then your failures.. be utterly for life!
Music:
Muisc is a huge part of my life .. my IPOD holds more songs then I could ever ever listen to.. however the variety is amazing ... there is no genere of music I dislike at all!.. some of my favs are .... Vivaldi~ NOFX~ Drop Kick Murphy;s~ Killswitch engage~ Sting~ Enya~ Beethoven~ harland~ Panic at the Disco~ avengesevenfold~ Sublime~ kanye west~ Hole~ Depeche Mode~ deftones~ Buena vista Social Club~ Tantric~ Bach~ No Doubt~ Bush~ all punk! ... All Classical .... ten million others I will add with time ... without music life would be bland as fuck!TOOL FUCKING ROCKS!!! Elvis, Jonny Cash, old country, metal, Bullet for my Valentine, Blink 182, NIN, Pennywise, Pushmonkey, Slipknot, SYX, Killswitch Engaged, nofx, 36 crazyfists, The Fellow Betrayed, Rancid, Social D, Sublime, Lamb of God, Mudvayne, Damage Plan, Rage Against the Machine, Audio Slave, System of a Down, Avenged Sevenfold, Sum41, Standard Issue, Korn, Orgy, Pantera, A Perfect Circle, Old shit like Steve Miller Band, Eagles, Bad Company, Zepplin, The Cure, Ice Cube, Dre, Avril( Love all the little punk girls...Yummy) Slim Shady, anything 80's......Shit I could go on for ever...but as long as its loud Bring it on!!!! Skid Row, Tesla, OZZY!!, Guns N Roses, Whitesnake, Lita Ford, Dokken, White Lion, Poison, Mr. Bigg, Warrant, Old snoop and Dre, AC/ D She, Dream Theatre, anything classical, Yngwie Malamstein, Porno for Pyro's, Slashes Snakepit, Bang Tango, Billy Idol, Slaughter, Foreign metal bands, Big bands, Deconstruct .. sade, Sting, sarah mclachlan, House and techno, Buju banton, Bob marley, Sizzla, mary J blige, keith Sweat, all R&b and hip hop, Country, Yup its true I even love country, Gimme Johnny cash any day of the week and twice on sunday!, All Classical Music, Vivaldis 4 seasons is my fav, indie, reggae, pop, I Seriously love it all .. there are very few bands of genres i dislike so just ask! My playlist changes daily .. so stay tuned! mad love !!..
Movies:
Dangerous beauty~Original sin~ Disney~ The Life Aquatic~Domino~ Black hawk down~ Amistad~ anything historicaly based~ war flicks~ emo sissy girl movies that make you cry~ Fight club~legends of the fall~ the Notebook~ anything that makes me cry , sing , dance like a dervish or laugh until My sides ache~ movies are ways to escape and see through anothers eyes .. Film is art i appreciate all art even when i dont understand it~ ~ this is so meeee~
Television:
~ CSI~ Sports!!!! Speed channel~ ESPN~ Boxing~ Racing~ Football~ History Channel~ TLC~ Discovery Channel~ national geographic channel~ A&E~ anythign that envokes human emotions~ anythign that makes me laugh so hard I could piss my pants~ Anythign that makes me smile~ ~~~~Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion~~~ ~my baby like black panties on me lol~
Books:
The prophet~ The Alchemist~ the tao of pooh~ The Bible~ bantocks trilogies~ A road less traveled~ Anything by the new sensualists. Some of whom are warped but the best writers alive~ I am of the beliefe without literature the world is dead . For me to sit and write what My fav pieces are is like counting stars they are all beautiful /. writing is my passion and without it life would be dull and lifeless.. take time to read the great works of this world .. read to your children dont forget the past and carve the future in rich memories and color .. life is beautiful .. open your eyes ~~~~~Above all, be true to yourself, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.~~~~
Heroes:
~ my Sister she is My one True thing and my north star even when all other Light fades~ mark for being there through every last secret and faliur. My father for having the courage to be my father . and For being the strongest man i know . Christian for being the best friend i have ever had and the worlds best father!You are mY guru of life brah! Jennifer for going through all the bullshit people throw at her In this world and still come out smelling like flowers! To jess for bei ga the best mother and hidden soulmate i have ever had~ brenda for being the light in everyone she touches . Tom for showing me love and Craig for teaching me not to judge a book By its cover~ All the men and women who stand up for civila nd equal rights. amnesty interational and all other people who believe in the right of humanity. All the men and women who serve this cou ntry in any form .. you are a hero .. for the small gestures and kind words .. the small things make life worth living ~~~~~They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel.~~~~~
