my names amy.sometimes i lay awake at night thinking if life is real or if its all a crazy dream. like when you get asked out by the fittest boy in school, the boy that youve fancied for ages and you lie in bed thinking about how happy you are and if its real then when you get to school the next day and the boys mate comes over and tells you your dumped. you go round school telling people your fine when all you want to do is go home and hang yourself.girls you may think you will never find another boy and you will be lonly for the rest of your life but trust me you wont.