A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit

About Me

Victoria Marie Gamboa = my name. Remember it. I am a slow motion accident; a girl still not yet fully attached to her nazi/hispanic/creole skin. Consider me as only a traveler, passing by. I may stay with you forever; I may change & disappear. Memories are what are to be cherished when a face fades from view; remember that. I draw on anything and everything in the hopes of bringing my caption to life. I write only for the hopes of my effort to download a clear picture from my mind to your mind. I sing to release my soul, and so perhaps I may share a piece of it with you. Animals and plants are different life forms from a humane society, but NOT different enough to be slaughtered against their will. Know that all ideals are in perfect form just as that: IDEALS ; it is the owner of such ideals that may make them in perfect harmony, or corrupt. The government is a perfect example of beautiful ideals made corrupt. I will obey the ideals, not the enforcers of ideals whom have their own personal agenda when enforcing them. Why bow down to that? I will live; I will love; I will experiment; & I will explore. I will think for myself and no other. I am a person of a whole different color. Judge me not, & I will not put you in your place. I will use drugs. USE DRUGS. Big difference from ABUSING DRUGS. I will abuse nothing. On a higher level for a greater spiritual experience, I will use them till I need them no more. No ifs, ands, or buts, and YOU WILL NOT CHANGE MY MIND . Do not mistake me for perfection; I am far from perfect. I am still learning; I am still growing just like the rest of you, otherwise...I wouldn't be here. I am not religous, and I am. I believe in them all and I believe in their storybook, moralistic teachings. The magic in them is WHAT YOU MAKE IT TO BE ; remember that. This is why am the fairy that never got her wings clipped; meant to be watched and never to be caught (and a damned bastard you are if you ever think you can!)I will work in this humane world, but I will never let it take away my essence as it almost did once already. Neither should you. P.S.

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My Interests

BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!! I loveloveLOVE THIS HERE BOI RIGHT CHEA! ^_^♥ FRIENDS!!!! FAMILY!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Well first of all, the lovely Switchblade Symphony above;Those that visit my dreams; those I am meant to meet. I've already met the love of my life, you can see him all over my page ♥ What you should do now is meet some of my artwork I've created throughout my teenage years. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow /div

Music:

If it touches my spirit....I like it. Therefore, it varies.
♥ illpillproductions///// ♥ altr8/////////// ♥ grime///////

Movies:

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Books:

If you do not love to read...I'm sorry, then I can not love you . *note* A lot of the books in here are series (like the mangas) and if it was too many to list, I only put one to represent the whole series that I love ^-^

Heroes:

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My Blog

So Yeah these come from the "Thoughts" Book of mine

No one is ever allowed to read my thought book. Only the best friend has read one section & that's when I first got it. NO ONE ELSE! But I've neglected my blogs for too long.... so I'll leave...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 10:56:00 PST

MISTAKEN?

I miss the days that aren't so new....the days when those I considered to be true weren't so far way....and neither were you. I miss the days when I could smile and cry at the same time...the days th...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 01:43:00 PST

So there's this guy.......

......that sends me sweet txt messages everyday..... ......that is the only 1 that i'll remotely let get away with tickling me...... ......that always shows me a good time even when it should be consi...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Thu, 03 Nov 2005 09:53:00 PST

Okay, so even I have emo moments

~~These tears do not transcend unspoken~~ **As my heart does not beat on unbroken** ~~My smile no longer portrays happiness at its best~~ **It instead reflects the difficulty of its making, & appe...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Thu, 13 Oct 2005 04:23:00 PST

OH SO COMFORTLESS....

My life silhouettes me in a despair that I know is no longer worth escaping. I inhale death's poison day after day, leaving the putrid scent of hatred and sorrow upon every land that I venture into.Th...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 03:45:00 PST

Lead Me Not Unto Temptation

**Posession being my only salvation**From the light' deception that creeps within**I can not cheat death, nor life's creation**I care only to swallow your sins**The moon lights my path towards yo...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

LOVE iS FOOLiSH

The following is a poem I had written previously to "deal" with my depression. I merely felt like posting it & wandered what ya'll's thoughts might be on it. I'd just appreciate a message back if ...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

BITTERSWEETNESS

bittersweet benevolence shall never envelop the damned with welcoming arms / perseverence is pointless for the chosen ones / Life merely leads to Death / Death merely leads back to the beggining of ou...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

MY LAKE ADVENTURE!!!!

Well, yesterday, me, Scott(ie-wattie), Geoff (grime), Jason (shaggi),Tim (thee naked 1) Kristina (better known as "Bubbles"), and Toni (that metalhead girl) all decided to pile up in Scott's truc...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the original

I wrote a bulletin today on a lot i was feeling from a paper I'd jotted my thoughts down on throughout the day. However, to not bore my readers, I cut a lot of it out. This is the original of all my i...
Posted by A ViVi : Definition of a FREE Spirit on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST