Damned

Well to start this off allow me to introduce myself..
I am the doll you never wanted for christmas, also know as Damned_Ragdoll, Ragdoll, Damned, Just_Forever, Hells_Kitty, ScaryRagdoll and Ragdoll1603 over the internet but to those who know me a little better i am;
Gina, Gee, G Dogg and Cupcake.
I've recently moved from Walsall back to Essex,
where i am living in Romford with my Father.
I'm a music addict and movie junkie. I love a bit of fantasy as it's total escape from the real world that frankly is more often than not quite shitty.
I Wouldn't say i fit to any image or lifestyle but anything alternative is the general idea. I can't stand people who just have "a phase" but stil refer to that time period as "oh i used to be a goth",( or a punk ..Ect)
It's not all an image thing, it's a lifestyle...so if you are one of these people who "were goth for a year" you wernt a goth, you were and probley will always be an attention seeker.
This is why i won't say to whole heartidly that yes i am a goth, or yes i am a punk because i'm just alternative i'm possibley a goth, punk, rocker, metal head, emo kid who has daydreams of being a doll.
but it's generally easier to go yeah i'm kinda goth. I would love to be able to say yes i am goth and stand there in a pretty corset and a gorgeous skirt and look fantastic 24/7 but face it , some mornings i want to wear trashy clothes, drench myself in chains and spike my hair straight up.
I'm heavily into body modification and have been aslong as i can remember (the only visual proof is two lip rings i have - but the proof is in th knowledge, i know my shit and i won't be taken lightley)
and photography is another one of my huge interests, not just any photography, but fetish photography. yes it is me i couldn't go for anything a bit mainstream i know :S
if you know me you know i'm weird.
I've studied animal care and am a huge animal lover, but after working with them for a while and realising that it desensitises you i have chosen not to follow a career in it,
but may do some odd farm work every now and then :P
I am a hair dye freak as you may tell and i will keep my pictures updated with the colours i have as everyone should be exposed and start dying there hair.
I am fully aware i am no model,
and yes i'm fat, and no i don't like it, but we are what we are, and i for one and going to make the most of who i am.
I'm known be random and rather odd also temperamental and malicious, but we all have our good and bad sides so on my other hand i'm completely honeset, trustworthy, well mannered, friendly, caring, a total cuddle bunny and i'm always there if a true friend needs me.
I am living my fairy tale life to an extent so far, i'm with the guy ive been in love with since i was 16, we've been going out since 13th october 2007. he is my strength, my weakness, my heart and my soul.
Bunny you are my everything.
This is not saying that my ex is a total asshole, in fact you couldn't meet a nicer guy, we are still friends and i do love him dearly.
He lives in the Walsall and teaches drums, so if any of you lovely people want or needs lessons check out
one-to-one drum tuition :D
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I'm now running out of things to say, But if you care to know more send me a message.
!! I Don't and Wont Add people or Bands for the sake of it !!