introverted, uninteresting, neurotic, completely self-absorbed; and yet cresting the hues of empathy. brimming with possibilities and bullshit.
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sumth'n beautiful
only the exceptional and tragic ..
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"How penetrating are the end of days in autumn! Oh! penetrating to the point of grief! For there are certain delicious sensations whose vaugness does not exclude intensity; and no point is sharper than that of the infinite. Oh, the vast delight of gazing fixedly, drowning ones glance in the immensity of sky and sea! Solitude, silence, incomparable chastity of the azure! A little sailboat shuddering on the horizon, the paradigm, in it's littleness and it's isolation, of my irretrievable exsistence; monotonous melody of the surge; all these things reflect my thoughts, or i reflect theirs (for in the grandeur of reverie the ego is soon lost); they think, as i say, but musically and picturesquely, without quibbling, without syllogism, without deduction. Neverthrless, these thoughts, whether formed within me or projected from things, soon grow too intense. The energy which pleasure does not absorb creates a kind of unrest and a positive pain. My nerves, now excessively tense, transmit only wailing and sorrowful vibrations. And now profundity of the sky perplexes me, the limpid light exasperates me. The insensitivness of the sea, the immobility of the scene, revolt me. Oh, must we suffer eternally, or flee eternally from all that is beautiful? Nature, unpitying enchantress, ever victorious rival, let me be! Leave off tempting my desires and my pride! The study of beauty is a duel in which the artist cries out in terror before being vanquished."-Charles Baudelaire
Neal Cassady, Charles Bukowski