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(E) after chaos theres always order

i rape my best friend :)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

humans like to kill. at one point in every persons life we have the urge to killjust because we where pants doesn’t mean were not animalsi like to hurt people as much as i like to put glass in my eyes but sometimes there comes a point where you just wanna reach over and bash a persons head into a brick wallas johnny the homicidal maniac once said “Nothing quite brings out the zest for life in a person like the thought of their impending death.”

Books:

The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty

My Blog

please don’t take him

never been a beauty queenseems like every girls better than menever will have the biggest titsone day he'll see how I'm unfitevery guy passes me with out a glancebut all the girls look at him with eve...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 06:26:00 PST

my thoughts (my fire dance)

I am a daughter, I am a sister, I am a teacher, and I am a leader for tomorrow. life is a song so why don't we dance, I will not live in fear anymore, I will not be put down by words, no force can kee...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Fri, 09 May 2008 10:35:00 PST

my little storys

Why do I have to be broken? Why do I have to be used? Why are all the bad thing not coming back to you? Tired of this shit My brain is fried My heart is tired And my soul is destroyed Just give me one...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Fri, 02 May 2008 01:58:00 PST

the name you gave me

Tell me I'm an angel And I can show you hell It's no threat it's a test Tell me how beautiful I am in my dress My white dress I'M SCARED UP! FUCKED UP! BLEED OUT! AND LET DOWN ALL I WANNA DO IS SCREA...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 03:10:00 PST

my killin hour

Hold on to me tight See how long I can breath Watch my every move How I move from the scene I'm not one to obey I'm not one to sit still But I am one to kill if you don't set me free This heart cage ...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:16:00 PST

raver’s dictonary

after party -n a party which occurs in a different space the next morning, generally after the previous party has been shut down, usu. runs from between 7am - 9am to 3pm - 6pm after after party -n a p...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:38:00 PST

i am the war

to be honet i don't know what this is.......it just came out so it's a story/poemthingy i guess && the war came, so we went to its call, because we had no music to tune out its harsh voice So ...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 02:55:00 PST

at least my friends love me

Dear god Fuck you too Step dad was a rapist now I have the greatest relationships Mom was a nerves wreck Now all I want is to slit my neck I'm a cutter && a fuckin whore You did a real good jo...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 02:48:00 PST

red

Suicidal thoughts are running in my head Sometime I hate that I'm not dead The sound of the gun and the knife People say that this isn't right But who are they They no not of death Thin unholy beauty ...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:31:00 PST

got fuckin bored

And god pointed his might finger down and said "no" Like I was a dog that just shit on the floor Angels point there finger And they think That I'm only human But just wait I deny my vary nature I deny...
Posted by (E) after chaos theres always order on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 01:38:00 PST