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Ben

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About Me

It's exhausting and frustrating work, questioning everything all the time. Depressing, too... but I just cannot ever be comfortable taking anything as fact, and I could never feel right having anything I would call a belief. Maybe it's better not to know what I should be or what I should do. I cannot do anything too terrible if I'm always hesitating. All the worst things in the world are done by people with beliefs. Certainty is such a dangerous thing. Better that I remain a harmless nothing than intrude on other peoples' lives. After all, my life is just one long movie, and I only try to sit back and enjoy the show..........................................You can see my current ongoing comic book here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/17028365@N00/sets/7205759411439 4710/And my old original comic Light Force here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/17028365@N00/sets/7215760020689 7099/

My Interests

Video games, comic books, brooding

I'd like to meet:

Anyone equal parts intelligent and damaged.

Music:

None

Movies:

ATHF Promo - Carl on Fitness



Carl on fitness. Basically, you better be ripped. when I stab you with a knife. Have some good guns.

Television:

The Daily Show, Conan O'Brien

Books:

H. P. Lovecraft, various comic books and graphic novels

Heroes:

Erik Larsen

My Blog

Understand?

Knowing something is not nearly as important as understanding something. The world is full of people who know things but don't really understand them. Like hearing a name for something, and just accep...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:28:00 PST

Its Not Me, Its You

I was just thinking back to my earliest employment, to my first three jobs and the impact they had on me. They were all in the food service industry, at the only entry level position available in suc...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 09:56:00 PST

Left Behind

I suppose I always knew it was coming, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. People grow up, and then they start to suck in every way imaginable.  First, they find a mate. Then they hav...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 01:19:00 PST

Two Revolutions

There are two kinds of 'revolution' and they have the funniest relationship to each other.One is the political revolution, where the government is overthrown, and everything changes, preferably to the...
Posted by Ben on Sat, 31 May 2008 11:41:00 PST

The Death Of A Dream

To make a dream a reality is to kill the dream. One thing that defines me is that I would rather keep dreaming than see it ruined by making it real. As I've said, reality is always so disappointing, ...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 14 May 2008 01:29:00 PST

On Hard Work And Education

As random as this must seem, I am watching a movie where someone whom I'm sure will die a gruesome death just said "poor people are lazy". Now, besides identifying him as a 'bad person' in the flick, ...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:32:00 PST

On Human Development And Perfection

I think children have a long, hideous phase they go through once they gain the physical ability to do terrible things, but before they learn any reason not to. Once they are no longer toddlers and can...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:59:00 PST

Just A Thought

Behavior is controlled by will, not desire. Whenever you feel tempted, remember that. We can want one thing, and still do the opposite. Maybe that is what elevates us, more than anything else. Desire...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 03:35:00 PST

James Bond: License To Rape

I've spent the last few days watching four of the old classic Sean Connery James Bond movies, and noticed a surprising thing: he was an unforgivable alcoholic and rapist.In one disgusting example, he...
Posted by Ben on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 04:48:00 PST

Dangerously Insane

Of all people, I can understand the virtue of avoiding certainty. Refusing to completely believe in anything, lest you be led astray by something proven false in the future. Even should the vast major...
Posted by Ben on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 09:00:00 PST