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~*Lauren*~

There's no way to recall what it was that you said to me...Like I care anyhow

About Me

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| View Show | Create Your OwnNot much to tell...I live a pretty boring life actually.I have a daughter...her name is Tabitha...she is my world. She's super fun. Though she tries my patience, watching her learn something new everyday is the most amazinbg thing ever. I also have a "baby-daddy".Sometimes he's cool and fun to be around. Sometimes he's not. Lately it's more the latter. But I still care about him. Maybe we just weren't right for each other. Maybe we were just trying to fool ourselves. I have, for lack of a better word,an awesome boyfriend, lover, savior. He's great...he makes me laugh. Sometimes I don't know if he knows that I know how lucky I am to have him. But I know. I have a job, and for the first time ever I can honestly say I like it. The people I work with are a trip...lemme tell ya! I trust very few people. If I refer to you as my friend, then it's a big deal...because to me unlike most people lately...that word actually means something to me. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. You decide. I can come across pretty cold hearted and callous, but I'm actually just the opposite. I'm not mean...I'm honest...there's a difference. I can be a little crazy at times...but aren't we all? Oh and...don't point your finger at me...I HATE that.

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You're a witchy woman! Chances are that you see
Morticia Addams as a role model, and your
wardrobe sports a fair amount of black. The
other mothers at school pick up may look
askance, but your kids already know that the
judgement of others isn't what counts.
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My Interests

alcohol, alternative parenting, anger,anti-bush, anti-war, anything 80's, autumn, babies, being a bitch, being a momma, being in love, black nail polish, blood, bloodletting, body modification, body piercing, bondage, boys, boys in makeup, candles, care bears, cigarrettes, cold days, cold nights, corsets, drinking, edgar allen poe,fishnet, foreplay, goth,gothic lifestyle, hair dye, halloween, happy bunny, hate, iced tea, illwillpress.com, kissing,lip rings, long hair, love, lust,marlboro lights,movies, music, musicians, my daughter,nipple rings, peace,poetry, porn, purple gatorade, sex, sleeping, smoking, squirrels, stars, super skinny boys,tattoos, the sims, tounge piercings, twenty-something mommies,vampires, vampirism, vinyl, war protest,writing.
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I'd like to meet:

Just decent, laid back, interesting people. Also maybe some people from my past who I've lost touch with...as long as they abide by the "leave your drama at the door" policy. I'm not interested in discusing many aspects of my past or what goes on in your personal life with OTHER people. In other words...please don't try to involve me in issues that I have nothing to do with."Always forgive your enemies. Nothing annoys them so much."~Oscar Wilde


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Music:

a perfect circle, alice cooper, andone, apoptygma berzerk, apotheosis, bauhuas, bigod 20, billy idol,billy joel, black sabbath, cky,combichrist, covenant, cradle of filth, cream, culture club, das ich,danzig, david bowie, depeche mode, eric clapton,evanesence,extreme, feindflug, fictional, funker vogt,genesis, grateful dead, guns n roses,him,hinder, hocico, hole, icon of coil,johnny cash, kmfdm, lacuna coil, leather strip,london after midnight, lords of acid, madonna, marilyn manson,motley crue, ministry, neuroticfish, new order, nine inch nails, orange sector, orgy, ozzy, pantera,phil collins, pink floyd, poison,project pitchfork, rammstein, razed in black, rob zombie, sisters of mercy,skid row, skinny puppy, switchblade symphony, syntek, system of a down, the cruxshadows, the cure, the doors, the moody blues, tool, tori amos, type o negative, velvet acid christ, velvet revolver, vnv nation, voltaire,warrent, wolfsheim, wumpscut, x marks the pedwalk...prolly more, but I can't remember right now.
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Movies:

Nightmare Before Christmas,corpse bride, kiss the girls, rocky horror picture show, american beauty,the skeleton key, girl interrupted, blow, friday, next friday, goodfellas, the green mile, carrie,harold and kumar go to white castle, strangeland, house of 1000 corpses, the devils rejects,pet semetary,the crow, the wall, the texas chainsaw masscre, charlie and the chocolate factory, blade,interview with a vampire, queen of the damned, a christmas story, all of the peanuts holiday specials (SHUT UP!), silence of the lambs,clerks,mallrats,the shining, pulp fiction, another day in paradise,tremors, half baked, the hills have eyes,rest stop

Television:

The Simpsons, Law & Order, Law & Order: SVU, Nip/Tuck, Rescue Me, House, Best Week Ever,Viva La Bam,Jackass,Family Guy,Whose Line is it Anyway?,Adult Swim,Anything on the Food Network

Books:

Anything by Poppy Z. Brite, V.C. Andrews, or Stephen King.

Heroes:

Otis DriftwoodSpecialist Michael James SmithOctober 13, 1980-January 11, 2005

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Guess what everyone!?

Jay asked me to marry him! In front of his whole family! BEST CHRISTMAS EVER!! It was one of the single most best moments of my entire life. And I was caught totally off gaurd. It was a box inside of ...
Posted by Lauren on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 03:33:00 PST

I am so sick of this place!

The only thing that keeps me here is my daughter...and that's because the law says that i can't take her out of the state without her fathers concent.   I hate it here. I just want my momma....
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 03:35:00 PST

blah

*sigh*   That pretty much sums it up. I dunno....I guess I thought I would be farther along in life than I am right now. I'm going to be 25 in exactly one month and I just don't feel like I'...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 02:58:00 PST

I'm just wondering...

Could you tell me....What does it feel like to know deep down inside that you're man still loves me?That everytime he see's me he begs me to let him come home? That he's changed and he'll be better.To...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 02:07:00 PST

You're goddamned right!!!

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Posted by Lauren on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 06:42:00 PST

enough is enough

Look people...I am tired of the bullshit already. And for those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, be thankful you don't.The bottome line is my daughter's father is a piece of shit. Yeah,...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 24 May 2006 08:12:00 PST

Just a suggestion...

Keep Mike's name out of your mouth , especially when speaking to me.   Thank you.
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 03:37:00 PST

*new* pics added

Just what the subject says...I added some more pics. Go...Look...NOW!
Posted by Lauren on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 09:35:00 PST