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Kara

About Me

A lot of people seem to use this. I'm not good at talking to people in person or anything so I thought it would be alright to try this. I'm kind of uncomfortable with the idea of meeting people I don't actually know, like in person, at least for right now. It can't hurt to write letters and shit to people though. I guess I'll also just use this as kind of a diary. I have a lot to say that I never have much of an opportunity to say in real life, so. I have brown eyes, I'm pretty thin but also pretty flat, I'm a brunette, I have a calico cat named Zoe, I like asian and italian food and gatorade and gummi worms, I think the education system, especially about colleges, sucks, I'm a Gnostic (not AGNOSTIC - there's a big difference) I can't stand watching the news because there's nothing I can do about any of it and it scares me. I'm kind of messed up as a person... there just isn't a lot I really enjoy doing with other people, and when I DO meet someone I like, every little thing they say or do gets to me. Telling my my hair looks nice will keep me going for a week; not saying hi to me one morning will crush me for awhile. So I don't think I'm really suited for a relationship right now either, but I'm in love with the idea of love. I don't work or go to school right now and really haven't done much since high school, which I'm fine with, but nobody else is. I don't know what else to say... I guess I'll look at some other people's things and come back and say about myself whatever it is people are supposed to say about themselves.Ok, the music kind of goes on a long kind of DUN DUN DUN DUN thing forever, but bear with it, I think it's interesting. The picture is... a fluke. Lots of makeup, don't be impressed.

My Interests

dreams

I'd like to meet:

Nobody who is real and still alive. There are a lot of dead people and fictional people I'd like to meet, though. I guess I'd also like to meet some famous people, but only because they're cute.

Music:

Anything that either doesn't have words or has words I can't understand. Well, not ANYTHING, but you know. Spanish music, some Indian and Japanese music, movie soundtracks... not like the American Pie soundtrack, because movie soundtracks like that have words in them. I mean more like Pirates of the Caribbean and Indiana Jones and that kind of movie. Also disney songs are okay sometimes, even though they have words in them. Some classical music is good, but a lot of it is overrated in terms of being "sophisticated" or whatever... it's too all-over-the-place and doesn't have much direction.

Television:

the Simpsons, Sex in the City, Loony Tunes, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Inuyasha, the Swan, Everybody Loves Raymond, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends

Heroes:

I don't think anybody seriously has heroes that are alive and real. I mean, who is there? Sports stars, celebrities, politicians, and musicians may be interesting, but they're not really inspiring or the kind of people you want to imitate (except in talent maybe).Belle - she seems like much less of a bimbo than most cartoon women, and actually has a personality beyond just being unconditionally nice. Most women I know would've gone for Gaston... sadly.Thoreau - even though he's a pompous ass, most of what he says is very intelligent and usually true, probably more so today than when he wrote it.Winnie the Pooh - he's not smart or strong or even really a leader or anything, but he always means well and does everything in the way it makes sense to him, and things always turn out all right for him.Darth Vader - Not that he ever says anything like this in the movies, but sometimes when I wish I could just turn my heart off and not want anybody and not care about anything and be strong instead of weak like I am, he's the image I get in my head.

My Blog

Poison

You are pathetic. I hate you. There is nothing about you to love. You are alone because you should be, and you will always be alone. There is no reason for anyone to want you - you and not what they c...
Posted by Kara on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 01:26:00 PST