I'd like to meet:
January 26, 2007
I dunno if you remember my Mulan video, but I'm really proud of it. I really enjoyed putting together something that told a story with the song. That I could use part of the movie to tell the story was invigorating... fuck it... I just plain like editing movies.
Well, I showed this new music video I'm working on to my mom and she just... stopped watching. I mean, I'm only a quarter of the way finished with the damn thing and she didn't even have the gumption to sit through that. When it finish I jokingly claimed she didn't like it. She kinda hemmed and hawed and said, "Not necessarily. If you enjoy doing it, Heather, more power to ya." I replied that she didn't really care about it, right? And she just shrugged and said, "I just don't get it."
Its like the symphony and that ballet we went to. See, my family has this thing were my she'll bring us out on our birthday to a movie and dinner of our choice. Well, for two consecutive years I decided I wanted to go to a symphony performance and a ballet instead of a movie. She slept through both. Now, as the respectful, loving daughter I am I laughed at both situations at the time, but it really hurt. She never really had much of an interest in the things I did. She religiously went to my brothers' football games; she even taped each one. When it came to my choir performances and plays and regional voice competitions her attendance was kinda static.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mother, but it hurts to know that she really has no interest whatsoever in the things I do.
January 24, 2007
I HAVE to tell you about my ordeal today at work. Midmorning this guy from the East Coast called me up and asked for reservations. He also said he was looking for a girl. I was like, "Who?" and he proceeded to describe what kind of girls he was attracted to.
Anyway, I guess he took my perceived flirtatious laughter as some kind of indication that I liked him or something, but he said, "I'm getting hard over this. You know, I've named it Russell."
Some fucking random guy says this to me. How freaking weird is that?
I kind of chuckle nervously at this, but continue on saying: "Oh really? Well, what day do you want your reservation to start?" I guess he was taken off guard by this and said, "Oh... um... the 22nd of February." Anyway, I continued to take his reservation, the whole time he was obviously jerking off because he was distracted and I had to ask every question 2 or 3 times. As I was finishing up the reservation, you know, reviewing the arrival dates and such with him, he did this pathetic moaning thing (obviously cumming, I guess the sound of my voice is... invigorating).
After that, he called me all day. He told me that Russell was wanting to talk or hang out or whatever. This obviously freaked me out and I told my boss. She picked up the phone one time and basically told him to, "Fuck off," for me. Thank God for Carol...
I'm afraid to answer the phone now! Pretty disgusting, huh?
January 23, 2007
This new picture to the right is actually a drawing, not a modified photograph. That in and of itself is absolutely amazing. Click to view in enlarged and browse some of their other work. Its abso-fucking-lutely amazing.
Now, to me. I know how all y'all are just dying to know what's going on with me, huh? lol, Well, I'm in school and its going well. Boring, but well. I finally have all my financial aid shit done with and I've bought my books. Now I can actually do some homework. I have enough left over from my student loans to buy my computer. I'm so excited. I've decided to get an iMac. Weird decision, I know, but I thought, what the hell. I'm getting into the computer design industry why not get a computer that works well in that field. Plus, Macs just kick ass anyway.
Work is equally boring, seeing as how I've got a pretty stable schedule now. Full time, of course. Money is the root of all my stressing evil. Now, though, I haven't got the pressing bills or crushing depression the stress of owing money gives me.
I think I'm pretty much over David. I bought him this journal he pointed out to me one day we were shopping in Wal-mart and I'm gonna write him a little note in it saying that its pretty much over romantically between us. I've finally come to the realization that he and I just don't mesh well together. He's not mature enough for me. Its pretty much as simple as that. That reminds me... I really need to get his stuff together to send back to him. I've been putting it off because I really wanted to buy that journal for him.
Just a quick commentary; I've noticed the biggest difference between UNC and UVSC is that the vast majority of the people at UVSC are married. With kids to boot. That might not be surprising to you, but it freaks the hell outa be, especially when I'm in class and a relatively cute guy'll start talking to me, bordering on flirting, and he'll mention his wife or kids in passing. And that guy who'll stare at my boobs... alot... and then mention he wife all the time. I mean, its ALOT. He probably thinks I don't even notice. But I notice *full body shivers* its kinda creepy.
January 10, 2007
School is going to be boring, I can already tell. I'm having problems with financial aid already. Always with the money... its all I ever think about nowadays.
I also have this cough that just won't go away. I've resigned myself to the fact that I just won't ever get better.
So... yeah. Its just school, work, school, work for me right now. I don't go out. I don't want to go out. I realize now that going out and having "fun" is just too much work. I would much rather sit home and curl up under my quilt with I nice movie on my iPod. With chocolate, if at all possible. There's no stress of worrying about people or having important decisions to make.
I think I've resigned myself quite nicely to becoming an old spinster.
Picture time!!! I was searching for some things to hang up in my bedroom to make it less empty. If you click on the picture to make it large view you'll see a poem that's basically something I'd say to David. Pretty much its exactly what I wanna say to him.
January 7, 2007
Well, its a new year. Let's just start it all out with some brand new problems and forget all the shit in the past.
David is gone. See, I always knew I'd need to be with him entirely to get completely over him. You've always got to see the bright side of every situation though; before David all I could think about was this uncontrollable desire to desire. Now I just want... nothing. I don't care. I want to sit and work and laugh with my family every once and awhile. Otherwise, my existence counts for nothing.
I'm like dandelions; pretty to look at sometimes, even fun sometimes when they're ugly, but mostly they're just a nuisance.
December 27, 2006
"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and I would have stayed up with you all night had I known..."
December 26, 2006
Late Night
So I've decided to unblock my profile. The only reason I was blocking it from being public before was because of Dorie. I will easily admit I was afraid of her. But now that she has what she wants she won't be harassing me anymore. Hopefully. *shrugs*
Frankly I agreed with her. I always knew David would eventually do the right thing and go back to support his son. But I personally think a person has the right to make their own decisions and mistakes in order to fully understand why they make a decision. Forcing someone to see something from any perspective is unhealthy and unproductive. I just think she went about it the wrong way.
Oh well. I guess I'm just his mistake.
Afternoon
For about a month David has been here so I really haven't signed on to MySpace let alone updated any of my profiles. Since he left on Saturday (3 days ago) to go back to Tennessee I've been in bed if I hadn't had any other obligations. The reaccurring thought I've had since he left, though, has been if I'd have had sex with him this whole ordeal of him leaving me would been 10 times harder. God, but it hurts still. I think that the getting over it is totally hinging on the fact that I don't know if he broke up with me completely or is just going back to support his unborn son. Logically you would think I'd break it all off on my end and cut my losses, but I do so love him and the though of loosing him entirely hurts more then you can imagine.
So exsists my limbo situation. Caught between not knowing if he's gone back to be with his wife and loving him to distraction.
The most unintellegent people are ones in love.
November 23, 2006
I hate harassment, but I LOVE the block button. :D
November 13, 2006
It's amazing how many people actually read my log. Once I stopped for awhile people actually complained. Its weird...
Anyway, I thought I'd give and explanation as to my abscence for the last few days; I'm designing a new layout. One that, hopefully, has a bit more animation and rollovers and has a wacky (at least for me) colour scheme. If you wanna see what I'm working on, I'll gladly give you the link so you can tell me what you think of it.
As always, I am yours faithfully, the lovely, talented, slightly untruthful Heather N. Bateman.
November 7, 2006
Pretty much every night my little sister asks if I'm going to 7-eleven, which I always am. I'm addicted to caffiene you see and I need to feed my addiction. Anywho, after she inquires that she asks in a super-sweet voice, "Flamin' hot cheetos?" to which I either reply, "Sure, whatever" or "Nope" depending on my mood. Tonight was a, "Nope" but she decided to tag along for the ride anyway. When we got there we were in a really crazy mood, laughing at the weirdest things and the guys in the store around us were just staring... actually, that was creepy. But all I could do was laugh even though I was really creeped out. Anyway, once we paid and got out to the car there was a guy just in the front of the car licking what appeared to be a joint after rolling it. After I got settled I looked a little closer and sure enough, this random guy just outside our local 7-eleven was rolling and smoking a joint. I looked back to my sister in the back seat and said, "Joint?" and she just nodded and we proceeded to laugh hysterically as we drove off and saw a cop car drive into the parking lot as we left.
*sigh* People are so funny!
November 4, 2006
So... yeah. Its strange to think that its less then 2 weeks now. *shrugs* I'm trying not to think about it so the time goes by faster.
Hehe, I posted this picture because that, my friends, is me. A skinnier version, but basically the same concept.
Score one for all the fatties out there!
October 31, 2006
Late Night
I just got done having a pretty long discussion with my mother. First on the agenda, my smoking. Generally, I don't smoke. Actually, I've had the same pack for about 6 months and only smoke when I'm stressed or upset. But she doesn't believe me *shrugs* oh well. Her problem.
Next topic, of course was David. She thinks either I'm lying to her or I'm lying to myself about me just being friends with David. She thinks I don't make any effort to make friends with people in Utah. What else... oh, and she asked me what it felt like to be the other woman. She said that she doesn't want me to go through the heartache of being the one that took David away from his wife and distroying their marriage. I told her that the marriage is over and was over before I really started talking to David again. She said that I'm being detrimental to David and Krystal's relationship by being someone he talks to rather then trying to work it out with her. I told her it's an abusive relationship and it would be wrong for me not to try and help him out of it. She said... whatever. It doesn't matter. We didn't agree on that. After that I told her David was moving out here. She was like... "Well, thank you for giving me a heads up. It woulda really freaked me out having him just show up on our doorstep." I laughed at that and told her I'm always looking out for her.
Anyway, after that there was a long silence and she was the first one to break it with, "How do you expect me to treat David once he gets out here?" I was like, "I really don't expect much." She poked and proded til I told her I'd really like it if she was civil to him at the very least and heard what he had to say. That he wanted to make amends and at least try to make up for what he did. She said that nothing could make up for what he did. That she'd rather suffer a 1000 deaths before she let him do what he did to me again. She said it was the most painful thing in her life seeing me in so much pain and not being able to do anything about it. I told her that I forgave him; I didn't trust him, but at least I forgave him and that's basically what I wanted from her. She just looked at me for a while and said that she'd try.
So... yeah. I think we might just have a workable situation here. Hurray!!!
Early Evening
Its Halloween. *yawns* My family has a vast history of not doing anything for Halloween. Or Easter, for that matter. The two most usless of holidays.
And on that note, today has, overall, been one of the usless days of my life. I slept until 1pm and awoke because my brothers friends where screaming about my dogs; something about raping them, I dunno... But I got dressed because they were here. Otherwise, I woulda stayed nude the rest of the day. There really is no point to putting on clothes when you have absolutely no where to go.
Yes people; I have no life
Afterwards I spent all day watching tv and eating vast amounts of candy. Yep, I'm lazy. I really do have lots of things to do, though. Which astounds me. How the hell can I totally ignore my responsibilities to the point of not getting out of bed all day?
October 28, 2006
Bed... I do so love you. Keeps me warm and safe and nothing bad ever happens in bed. Actually, only good things happen in bed. You can watch movies and tv, read, and sleep. And all of these things you can do with the help of the one you love.
Yum... and more things as well...
Oh how I miss that; staring at the one you love as he sleeps and sighs. And when he wakes and sees you first thing, well, the light that suddenly appears in his eyes is breath taking. Its as if he had a nightmare that you'd left him and he awakens to find you still there.
My... I miss that.
October 27, 2006
I promised David I'd burn him all his favorite CD's for the Greyhound trip up here and I'm really getting into it. He's gonna have so many CD's he's not gonna know what to do with himself... muahaha!
I think I'm more excited then he is.
October 25, 2006
I really underestimated Kaitlin. Though she's embarrassed me and now it'll be uncomforatable everytime I work with Rob, at least now I respect her. Damn bitch... lol, but it sure was a good way of getting back at me...
October 24, 2006
So, I've got to go to work in about an hour. I have this desperate nothingness engulfing my days. The nights are easier to stay awake in. Its the days that freakin offend my senses. Makes me want to sleep through the duration of them. I think I stay awake through the night in order to sleep away the day. Its a coping thing. Like, I use sleep to make my problems go away. The easiest way to deal with my problems (mostly with money) is during the day and if I sleep during the day and am awake through the night it certainly seems as though my problems go away.
I'm just surprised my mom hasn't tried to swoop in for the rescue and save me from myself and distructive behavior. It pisses me off when she does, but I've grown to expect it, you know? Her new-found drug-induced happiness has pretty much blinded her to her destructive behavior reflected in me.
October 23, 2006
lol, I have a really bad habit of changing subjects I don't wanna talk about very conspicuously.
Anyway, its really late and I need very badly to go to bed, but I have a hard time of doing that. Plus, the The Starting Line and Hellogoodbye are the shit and I can't listen to them anywhere but the computer. So... yeah.
My favorite line outa this song called "Bedroom Talk" by The Starting Line is "...I'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married and you're all mine now. Cuz tonight is the night we've been waiting for all our lives, or maybe its just mine".
Best line ever!
But yeah. Its about 3 weeks til David gets here and I'm so excited. I really have no friends to hang out here. My best friend will soon be here and he can't ever get tired of me... muahaha! I shall have him in my grasp and we shall do all the fun stuff I wish I could do if I already had a friend here. Wait... I don't have anything I wish I could do. Basically all we'll do is sit around and talk. Which is pretty much what we do now. So I guess it won't be any different. Except for the facial expressions. *sticks tongue out at general MySpace community*
October 21, 2006
It feels so nice to just be friends with David. I know he probably will curse the heavens, might even shake his fist vehemently at the sky for added effect, when he reads that last sentence, but seriously. I love being able to tell my family the truth and nothing but the truth. You see, I'm terrible at keeping secrets, so basically I just don't say anything. Which is generally a big tip-off to my family that I'm hiding something. Then they get all suspicious, make suppositions that are half true, and demand answers of situations they really have no real right in being in in the first place.
Anywho, I'm just saying its nice. You know what else is nice? Candy bars... yum. And those two to the right are my favorite ones EVER. I think its the nugget. If you've never had a Fast Break then you haven't lived. It's basically a mix between a Snickers and a Reeses. It doesn't have carmel, which I hate, and it has more peanut butter then a Reeses cup does. Sheesh! Who wouldn't like it?
Ok, ok. Maybe I'm a bit obsessed. But seriously...
October 20, 2006
Jerusha is SO fucking obvious! This new guy Rob works with us now and is admittedly very good looking with a buttery accent that makes girls knees melt. Both of us were telling him about how shallow and brain dead Kaitlin is (we were exagerating obviously) and he asked us what she looked like. We told him he fit the blonde description to a T and has a complex about her body (she thinks she's really fat, but has a body to die for). Here is where Jerusha gets obvious: she says, "Its pretty obvious that we're jealous of her, huh?" and after we all three laugh at that she continued, "You're not going to try and get with her are you?" Both Jerusha and I were wondering that, she just had enough desperation to actually ask it.
Personally, I'm not in the mood for a relationship of any sort, be it a serious one or just a casual dating one. BUT... I'm and avid flirt and I like to do just that. Jerusha just ruins the "is she seriously flirting or is she just playing?" fun of it all.
Sheesh.
October 19, 2006
Afternoon:
To tell you the truth, he kinda looks like a serial killer. Slightly smiling, knowing he's gonna jump you one dark night. Actually, that's kinda sexy.
Very Early Morning:
I have said over and over again that its over with AJ, but the truth is I don't have the balls to do it. I'm just too much of a pussy. The fact of the matter is that I crave what he gives me; human contact. That's all he really gives me, actually. He has no redeeming quality other then he can touch me without being disgusted.
Well, I just can't take MY not caring about him. I do believe that HE'S starting to care more about me then I will ever about him. I asked him what he thought are relationship was, expecting friends-with-benefits or something along those lines in response, but he came out with the boyfriend/girlfriend thing. TOTALLY freaked me out.
On another, more disturbing (at least to me it is) note, I think I've become more apathetic then I had realized. Nothing gets to me like it used to. Like, AJ telling me we're a couple. I really don't care. Before I would've been giddy and excited and wanting to tell everyone. Now I'm unfazed.
I really don't know what to do with myself.
October 16, 2006
There's AJ, who thinks we're more serious then we truely are, and David, who wants us to be more serious then we really are. David, whom I'm attracted to and have loved for what seems like forever, seems the obvious choice. But AJ, who's Mormon and wants me and might possibly love me, I'm not attracted to really at all.
But he's Mormon, you see. And he won't ever break my heart because he, most likely, will never have it.
Fucking desicions. FUCK!!
October 13, 2006
Friday the 13th. Doesn't bode well for work, I'll tell you what.
Work, while we're on the subject, is getting close to unable to handle. Nights were two people on front desk would probably not be enough they're scheduling me by myself. And giving me extra accounts recievable work to do.
Ah, the joys of doing your job well...
October 12, 2006
Night
Yummy:
Afternoon
I'm about ready to go hang out with my brother and sis-in-law. Cafe Rio kicks ass and that's the first place I'mma take David once he comes. OMG, its the best damn food in the world.
*sigh*
October 10, 2006
So this guy I'm seeing (I feel too sorry for him to break up) hung out with me today. I pick him up from work and we hang out at my house during his lunch break.
Boring as hell, as always.
Anywho, when I bring him back to work, he has me drop him off a half a block away. I may be a push-over, but I'm definately NOT a dumbass. Fucktard's prolly seeing someone at work and doesn't want that someone to see me.
I've been cheated on before; I can recognize the signs.
As I drive home afterward I text him, "I don't think we should see each other anymore". His response was, "Oh, ok". I didn't expect him to fall to his knees and beg me not to go (though in retrospect that's what happened the last time, so I might've expected in unconciously) but at least he could've had the decency to CARE a little.
I left my cell phone in my car. Lazy me didn't have the energy to go out there and get it for like 8 hours. When I finally did, I found about 15 text from little 'ole AJ begging me back.
Yeah right.
October 8, 2006
Night
Work sucks. I'm tired. Really.
Very Early Morning
I FINALLY have a good pic of David! One where he's smiling and looking at the damn camara, hehe. He actually looks happy in it. *sigh* It is now residing my pics for all to steal and place on their respective pages.
Hopefully the K-bitch won't come around and ruin it for everyone. I'm not in the mood for crazy-psycho internet stalking...
October 5, 2006
Late Night
Tonight I worked swing shift (3pm to 11pm), which is my normal shift and the one I prefer. Unfortunately I worked it by myself and we had 2 high school teams check in. Also, the girl who worked the morning shift before didn't do much so I had to do her job on top of mine.
But I shouldn't complain. I WANT more responsibility. *sigh*
Oh, btw, I didn't get the managerial position. You know, that always happens. *cracks knuckles in frustration*
There's always a battle between the emotions I SHOULD feel and the ones I TRUELY feel. I think that adds to my exhaustion.
Afternoon
I found my friggin wallet! Well, to be completely honest, Paige found my wallet *shrugs* semantics...
I went to bed around midnight last night, not at all very late, and I just couldn't seem to get out of bed.
This doesn't bode well for my emotional well-being.
October 3, 2006
Late Night
So, there's this guy I'm seeing and he always wants to make out; that's all we do. And he wants to tonight. I'm just not in the mood to make out though. He's got me to agree to somehow and I just got out of the shower.
Mmmm... I love my shampoo, btw...
Anywho, I talked to him tonight and God knows he's the worst guy in the world for me. But, by all that is holy, I still love him...
Afternoon
I got my nails done last night; black tips rock!
Today I have the day off work, so its off to the Social Security office and DMV.
Oh, how I love to stand in line...
October 1, 2006
I lost my wallet. I canceled my debit card and changed my account number since I had it written on a card in there. And my Driver's Licence had my social security number on it. And I had my social security card was in there too. PERFECT for getting my identity stolen.
So, yeah... I'm a little stressed. So basically I'm ignoring the problem for now because there's nothing I can do about it 'til tomorrow. But I'm always on the verge of crying.
September 30, 2006
I was really afraid to go to General Conference in Salt Lake this year; the protesters are getting more and more frequent and scary. But this time I actually listened a bit of what they were saying and it just made me laugh. They were screaming things like, "You can't even take care of yourselves, you think you can take care of more then one wife?"
Hehe...
You got to admit that's only mostly hilarious...
September 29, 2006
I walked into work today and they first thing they said to me was, "Lindsay (she's my supervisor, the position just under the Assitant General Manager) doesn't work here anymore. (They didn't say she quit or that she was fired, but I'm opting for the latter) Give me your preferences for your work schedule."
She's gone! She sucked as a supervisor. She never listened to employees when they asked for certain days off and she was a bitch to the customers. We always had to clean up her messes. And she didn't know what she was doing. Trainees quickly learned to come to Jerusha or me with their problems at the front desk cuz she ALWAYS told them to do the wrong thing.
I hope I get her position. Today when I approached Carol about a problem with some reservations she told me they wanted to do some promotions within house and I was a really good canidate for that position.
Except I yelled at Kaitlin tonight. *shakes head* that was really stupid of me. I was just SO frustrated with always having to clean up her messes. She screwed us up and oversold us. After I told her, "Kaitlin, you just don't use common sense," I had to leave to drive a guest somewhere. When I got back she had already left off her shift and had left the mess for me to clean up. She just doesn't care.
Oh well. Hopefully that doesn't ruin my chances.
September 28, 2006
Though I hate it when weird guys hit on me (which has incedentally happened to me alot lately), it does seem to put everything in perspective. See, I never got hit on when I was in high school.
Ever.
So now that its happening, supposition must conclude that singular or multiple character traits must've changed in me to bring about such a result. The only possible thing to have changed is my assertiveness. Or even just that I'm happier. I don't know for sure if I'm happier. I FEEL just as ...not unhappy... as I was in high school.
*shrugs*
I guess we'll never know.
September 27, 2006
So, I've finally made a right descion; I'm not going to Vegas. Y'all might think, "Duh," but I have a history of, even after a person betrays my trust, I meet them and continue the relationship.
It was still a pretty hard descion to make.
September 26, 2006
Bobby apologized. I'm just so goddamned confused about the whole thing... I don't trust him anymore. But more then anything I want to...
...God, I don't even know what I want...
September 24, 2006
Late Night
I'm off to bed, but I wanna say this: David has ruined my love life. When he was good, he was GOOD; no one can fucking live up to the standard he set.
Now I'm frustrated and will probably stay that way for about a week until I get so lonely I won't be able to get out of bed...
...oh, how I'm anticipating that...
Morning
I would have never thought not being completely over an ex would screw up relationships so bad...
September 23, 2006
Late Night
You know how I said I was worrying about Bobby finding out I was a retard? Well, it seems my fears weren't entirely groundless.
It seems that while my anxiety about him got worse and worse, his annoyance of me was increasing as well. Apparently having to repeat himself five billion times because I couldn't hear him on my cell phone just got to be too much for him.
Personally, though, I think there was much more to it then that. Texts started to dwindle too. He just didn't want to talk to me as much anymore. Low self esteem requires me to insert here that I shouldn't be surprised, but I did think he liked me at least a little bit.
Plus, I think he wanted to fuck someone else.
One great thing about .. dating, though: quick recovery time, especially if you haven't met. Even quicker if you haven't slept with one another. One quick crying session, an outpouring of frustration on your Myspace page for all your friends to see, removal of said ..-boyfriend from one's profile, and viola! Angst is all gone!
Oh, and because there is a freed up top-friend space on my page I will be excepting request for the spot.
Now I shall go cancel my reservation at Vegas and figure out how best to spend my three vacation days in my room.
Night
I seem to be screwing things up left and right and I don't know how. Life just keeps spiraling out of control and I can't catch my balance. Work, school, Bobby, home, money... always fucking money...
Hopefully the insanity will end. In my mind the worst possiblities keep cycling through; Some emergency will come up and I won't be able to go to Vegas, Bobby will suddenly see me as the retard I really am, I'll lose my job for being such a screw up, I'll never go back to school... the possiblities are fucking endless.
And all I want to do is sleep. Never wake up. Or, more reasonable, just wake up again after someone has solved my problems or they just go away by themselves.
I really like that idea...
Morning
I hate back to back shifts were you go home and sleep 7 hours before you have to be back at work. That's what I had to do for the last couple of days.
Hopefully this exhaustion will pay off in the end.
I'd better go to work now. I've got to stop by the bank on the way.
September 20, 2006
I sometimes kid myself to think that anyone actually reads any of this, but the truth is, when I get a... well, when someone catches my eye who comes from the male persuasion, I love to look at their page over and over to see if anything new comes up.
Basically, I wish someone was doing that to me; just coming to my page to look at my pictures, to see if I updated my movie, what little annoying thing happened to me today, or something like that. I just wish something was just a little, tiny bit obsessed with me.
Oh, well. *shrugs* What can ya do?
September 19, 2006
So now we're training this 50 year old trainee that will soon be running some La Quinta in California. How annoying is it to train your boss?
Very.
I've made a new tutorial about making a div overlay. It's pretty much just me talking about code and pointing out what each individual thing does.
I hope it's edifying:
http://rapidshare.de/files/33710421/div_3.wmv
September 18, 2006
Something cool in the works for my page. Just thought I'd let y'all know.
I'm SOO excited for Las Vegas. I've never been where I can do absolutely anything I want. And I'm going with someone awesome so its bound to be a great time, even if we don't hit it off. Though I hope we do.
September 17, 2006
It seems like all my friends, all TWO of them, are ignoring me today.
I'm probably just being overly-suspicious, but NO ONE has answered any of my texts or voicemails. Its really quite annoying/depressing.
September 16, 2006
So cold this morning there was frost on my windsheild; that's just wrong...
I hate losing my debit card... have to wait for it to come in the mail all weekend...
September 15, 2006
Pay day is a great day...
I went to my brother's game against Spanish Fork tonight. It was 42 degrees, raining, and the wind was blowing HARD. But hey, I met Bladder's daughter, so all is well, lol.
September 14, 2006
Waking up at the same time you're supposed to be at work is... bad. Yep, that's the only adjective to describe it.
By the by, the only reason I don't listen to country music is because men singing about how much they love their families and how genuinly heartbroken they are about their women leaving them makes me tear up. EVERY time. That's sad in and of itself.
I love my poofy skirt. I feel like such a girl in it...
September 13, 2006
Night
I got stung by this freakish bug. I have no I idea what it was, but I now have this humoungous bite on my leg the size of like two quarters.
Its kinda scary looking
Morning
I DID NOT TAKE THE FUCKING KEYS LAST NIGHT!!
That is all.
September 12, 2006
So, I started a full-throttle edit of my profile today because I thought I had the day off. At 4 pm (an hour after my shift starts) Nancy calls and asks me why I haven't shown up of work yet.
Oh, well
Today I'm full-on period-induced psychopath. And I had to work with my *sarcasm*good friend*end sarcasm* Kaitlin today. I was full-on bitch to her and thankfully she didn't talk to me much. But the little bitch was sarcastic and rude to me all day, which made all my anger just centralize on her.
I'm really starting to hate this job.
Get Your Own Voice Player ManageNow a bit about me: My name is Heather. I work and go to school. I don't do much else actually. Fun, huh?
I'm Mormon, like everyone else in good 'ole Happy Valley, Utah. I do have a problem with swearing, if you were wondering. I've desided to put that on the back-burner while I delt with a few other things. I would be happy to answer any other questions you might have.
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single. Very, very single. And I'll probably stay that way for awhile.
Heroes: