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Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me]

The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell

About Me

i'm tay.
i've done a lot of bad things. you can't even imagine.
i laugh a lot, and i tell lame jokes.
i love being hyper, and i love being with my friends.
i take pictures a lot. and i'm gonna shoot promo pics for JustLeft
i have very low confidence, and i don't know why.
i trust too easily.
i LOVE music, its a great escape.
i also love love love meeting new people! make it happen.
you should take the time to get to know me.

I HAVE AIM.
ask for it :]

"There's a huge difference between Giving Up and Letting Go. Giving Up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours, & Letting Go is forgetting what never was."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



ASHLEY TISDALE

and i would LOVE to meet this boy;;

THIS IS MIKEY
HE'S AWESOME

SUPPORT.

Music:

MADINA LAKE! ♥

Movies:

DONNIE DARKO.

Books:

A CATCHER IN THE RYE.

Heroes:


RICK BAMMAN.
he has been there for me anytime i needed hm for the past year and a half. he named one of his guitars after me

and probably my grandma marino, she was amazing.
RIP Grandma Marino
4/23/07
"you never expect things like this to happen. and when they do, you can't even believe it..."
i love you. and you will be missed SO much by everyone. we'll all be together again soon. don't worry.

My Blog

Tears...

  you cried when you were 9 because we fought before i went to disneybefore i left you said you weren't gonna miss me at age 10, you cried because they pressured you to kiss him, it was a da...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Mon, 14 May 2007 03:53:00 PST

20 things i'll never say outloud

guess which one is you, and i'll tell you if it is or not 1. your boyfriend (whoever it may be) will always be more important then me. and you've done a GREAT job of prooving it. the sad part is, i de...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 04:25:00 PST

Time well spent.

HOW DO YOU MEASURE A YEAR?this past year, has probably been one of the best.these are pictures, from over the past yeari've had some of the best times of my life with these people...     &...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 12:48:00 PST

WHAT i'VE LEARNED

WHAT I'VE LEARNEDi may only be 17 years oldand i know i have a lot of life left in memore memories to be made, more lessons to be learnedmore people will come and go, and more lies will be toldi'll h...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 05:35:00 PST

Joanne Jastrowski

This is for the girl that promised me things wouldn't change when she moved away...   remember the day we met? at northlake days '05i had taken a noDOZand i was so hyper...but i had been waiting ...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:38:00 PST

.06

FUCK I JUST HAD THE WHOLE POEM TYPED and it deleted. DAMN   I try to make the changeand try to understandand while i make everyone else happyim the one whos sad.so knock me downand walk on meits ...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 07:09:00 PST

.04

same old story... :-/     how to feel what to do ;;   tell me that i mattershow me that i caretell me how you feel insidei'm begging you to sharei don't want to give this upbut you're c...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:57:00 PST

.03

SHIT HAPPENS. i'd really like some closure. i think this will help. in the end. boys are all fucking dumbasses who like to toy with girls emotions. just as long as they're satisfied by another.  ...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 12:36:00 PST

.02

this is the first poem i have written in the LONGEST TIME, around 7 months, its absolutely horrible, idk iw as in History and got bored so i started writing, and 5 mintutes later, i got this poem. it'...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:05:00 PST

.01

 I just wanna be the girl.That WILL rock your world If you want what you've never had..you have to do what you've never done. let the world see that gorgeous smile of yours.theyd be suprised of ...
Posted by Taylah Paranoia [she's got it out for me] on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 09:09:00 PST