♥nyssa! [ ? ]

Sha-la-la-la-la-la
My, oh, my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain’t gonna kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Ain’t that sad
Its such a shame, too bad
You gonna miss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t be scared
You better be prepared
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la
Don’t stop now
Don’t try to hide it how
You wanna kiss the girl
All the while I'm feeling
like I'm standing
in the middle of a crowded room,
screaming at the top of my lungs,
and no one even looks up.
hey im nyssa...
im 17! and I FINALLY GOT MY LICENSE! [12/29/06]
Becky, Catherine, and Krystin have been my best friends for my whole entire life. i love them to death and i have no idea who i would be today if it wasnt for them. they are pretty much amazing. and they will always be my best friends no matter what.
Also, alicia is pretty much amazing. i love her to death. we're amazing. NYSSALICIA. we have a notebook, and we write the longest notes to each other. i dont really get to see her as much as i used to. it makes me sad. i love her to death.
I work at the jewel. and let me tell you, ive met some pretty amazing people there, like: RALPH , Andrew H, and Andrew T. also through them i met Nick, and Chuck. i hang out with them pretty much all the time. They are the funniest kids youll ever meet in your life.
WELLL...i also met another super, mega, ultra, really amazing person at jewel. HIS NAME IS KENNY. and let me tell you, hes pretty much the best employee that works at the Jewel. He thinks that i have imaginary friends, [but i dont. OH and he is real cute. and he smells soo good. and he is really really smart! Hes pretty funnay. Hes my best friend EVER!!
Im starting to learn how to deal better with the hard things life throws at me. I no longer need to resort back to my harmful ways. youd be proud of me. Im a much much much happier person now.
Im trying to learn to stick up for myself. I never used to stick up for myself. I always used to let people push me around. but thats happened too much, and i dont need that anymore.
For the past couple months ive been trying to change the kind of friend i am. people would do so much for me, and let me know that they were there. i never let anyone know that i needed them.
I used to put boys before my best friends. Let me tell you that that gets you no where.
TAYLOR LEIGH MARINO. we used to have the best times of our lives together. We were pretty much inseperable. WE had sleep overs EVERY weekend. I knewn her better than anyone. We'd have dance parties, and wed dye each others hair, and pretty much laugh until we cried. We told each other every single thing. she was my other half. she helped me more than anyone in the world. We were the best of friends... then i kept letting boys come between us. i broke some promises i made, and i wasnt the friend that she was to me. We didnt talk for almost 3 months. It took me soo long to realize what i did. i was miserable for those 3 months. BUT NOW, we're working back to how we used to be. i know itll take some time, but i dont care how long it takes.
No Boy In The World Can Ever Replace Your Best Friend.
AIM = JustxAxTragedyx8
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