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R. Vincent Johns

Instigation could be fore play

About Me

I'm okay. I'm okay. I am okay and it feels good to say it. Finally MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Artist and great thinkers. That is all.

Movies:

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Television:

Dexter, Weeds, Heroes, Smallville.

Heroes:

Any man or women whose name and ideas are still taught in schools.

My Blog

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Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 06:04:00 PST

This wasn't supposed to happen.

So i started this blog wallowing in some sort of self justified pity. But why? Because some boy can control my emotions better than i? Fuck no so i erased it, started again because I'm okay has become...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Thu, 31 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

Sculpting creates a god out of a man

It's raining right now and this moment is exactly how it should be. Peace is a rare and new feeling for me. I thought i knew what freedom could be; i thought it was something i had to search for. I ha...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Wed, 16 May 2007 03:35:00 PST

We don't say everything that we could, so that we can say later "oh you missunderstood".

      Well I'm obsessed again (with a boy of course) and i think that might be okay. Maybe i can grow or change. Maybe i could take all the craziness and learn from it. &...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 05:58:00 PST

Catholicism

Ego Monsters are eating their gods.They feed dreadfully defeated dreams.Delirium decays delight then desire.Both are absent always and forever more.With eyes open wide.Obviously oblivious and observin...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:54:00 PST

Broken boys and the inability to deal

We were once maggots. We writhed around in shit most of our lives just waiting for the transformation. And you, just like me, were confused when you learned you would die three days later. Why is free...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:22:00 PST

Aw fuck i did it again....

Yes i am fractured, yea i'm not so ok, but i am trying, and i am stronger everyday. I want to know you have felt this, i want to know i'm not alone. I need someone to love me, i need someone to be my ...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:02:00 PST

You're so vain I bet you think this song is about you ... don't you?

My pride won't break and i won't be anyone other than me. This isn't the first time I've known violation. Really it's just a main stay in my life. And at this moment there is a hurricane in my being. ...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:04:00 PST

You'll Never Understand Me Till You Can Look Me In The Eye

You may never understand and that's okay because not all of us are given the gift of seeing light in the dark. Yes it's cold but the shadows numb your sting. I mean really thank you for the spark. All...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:02:00 PST

Why am i Freezing?!?

I'm having conversations with people in my head again and I'm not sure what that could mean. But i think it's gonna be OK cause my favorite color's still green. And I'm growing, and i see it so well, ...
Posted by R. Vincent Johns on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST