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Jezebel

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About Me

I'm a weird person, for sure. I believe in the concept of multiple personalities, and especially the phenomenon of SoulBonding. To see approximations of my fragments, check out my pics.
Artistic and maybe even a bit shallow, you belong to the clan of the Toredor. You have a keen eye for pretty things. The embrace is looked on as perserving all beautiful things for eternity. You are the sensual vampires that you hear people talk about that seduce to get what they want. This clan is the one thought of as being the spoiled sort who want to get what they want. However, you usually work right under the ventrue clan as they try to carry out their plans.
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The wanderer - The lost


The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde


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What would your Anime life be like? by hearthlight
Name:
Gender:
Your looks: Lot's of leather.
Your best friend: Mr.Wiggles the sock puppet.
Your powers: FIRE!
Your beloved: A villain.
Your occupation: Demon slayer.
Your ending: Tragic...everyone dies.

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Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||| 22%
Schizoid |||| 14%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Antisocial |||||| 26%
Borderline |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 58%
Narcissistic |||||||||| 38%
Avoidant |||||| 22%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||| 16%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 63% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

My Interests

We Are The Borg. Resistance Is Futile.A dark and lovely Vid. Enjoy... Vincent by Tim Burton
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Add to My Profile | More VideosLately I've been addicted to plastic! I'm in the midst of making clonetrooper armor! Yeah, I know, I'm a geek. Get over it!!!

I'd like to meet:

Every 501st clone trooper out there! George Lucas, Brent Spiner, and Patrick Stewart. (All great people!) Sylvia Browne, only if it's just for a reading. I'd also like to find the person out there closest to me (twin spirit). I know you're out there!You are 74%Sussex Countian!

I would be scared..very scared..Let me guess..you live in either Seaford or Millsboro?! Figures! Try to move to Dover or something!

How Sussex County, DE are you?
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Your Deadly Sins
Greed: 80%
Lust: 80%
Sloth: 80%
Gluttony: 60%
Pride: 40%
Envy: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 54%
You will die love and feared by many. And you'll be buried in a tomb. How Sinful Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Your Lust Quotient: 72%
You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you!
You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.

Biting


100%

Chains/Handcuffs


75%

Blood


67%

Bondage


67%

Blind Folds


67%

Whips


50%
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Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. The Five Factor Personality Test
You scored as Goth. person who likes to dress and act differently to the other people in society, normally in black but some like much brighter colours. They tend to be thinkers and more often than not quite creative.

Goth


70%

Average


60%

Player/Slut


50%

Goodie Goodie


40%

Outcast


40%

Punk


40%

Druggy


40%

Popular


40%

Wanna-be/Posser


30%

Rich Kid


30%

Preps


20%

Bully


10%

Blonde/ditz


0%

Jock


0%
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You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You Are Animal
A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts.
You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary.
But you sure can beat a good drum.
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Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

Music:

You can find my music likes under Heroes.
What is Your Phrase? [for darker people]

"Awake, yet never truly alive, I seek valuation beyond reality"
Life is unfullfilling for you, and you aren't very fond of it. What you like is your own imaginative world, which can be your daydreams, stories you write or anything similar. You always prefer that before the actual life. To people you come off as quite lonesome, and you may wish you had more friends, but you are more of a hoper than someone who takes action. That is how you remain lonely. Or maybe you just don't find anyone who you can relate to. Inside you feel empty, like you are missing something important that you can't quite put a finger on what it is. Somehow you wish to be swept away from the normality and led into something extraordinary. This has yet to happen, and you keep on feeling dissapointed with the little that life has to offer. At least you continue to express yourself through art/writing/poems/daydreaming.
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Movies:

SAW, SAW 2, Se7en, 13 Ghosts, Austin Powers, Gothika, Contact, Alien, 28 Days Later, Day After Tomorrow, Emperor's New Groove, Lilo & Stitch, Finding Nemo, The Aviator, Silence of the Lambs, Red Dragon, Schindler's List... lots of dark, twisted, silly, or epic movies... more of an emphasis on the dark and twisted, though. Here's a music vid of Kroenen. I'm still on the hunt for the perfect one! Enjoy thoroughly!
.. You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three.

Captain Jack Sparrow


92%

Batman, the Dark Knight


83%

Neo, the "One"


83%

Lara Croft


75%

The Terminator


67%

James Bond, Agent 007


63%

Indiana Jones


58%

The Amazing Spider-Man


46%

El Zorro


42%

Maximus


38%

William Wallace


29%
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Television:

Of course, I like Star Trek: TNG, as I mentioned before. I watch a LOT of Discovery Channel (Mythbusters, Dirty Jobs, Dr. G, Dr. Drew) I enjoy learning. I also enjoy stuff that makes me think. Anime has a special place in my heart, however. Full Metal Alchemist ftw!!! :)AMV - My Beginning of Fullmetal Alchemist Trailer
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Books:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Amy
Birthday: 9/13/80
Birthplace: Corning, NY
Current Location: Dover, DE (D-block, baby!)
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dirrrty blonde
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Proud German!! Add some English, Scottish, and Iroquois, stir well.
The Shoes You Wore Today: My suede "combat" boots. Love those things!
Your Weakness: Passion... and German Chocolate cake! LOL
Your Fears: Pain I can't control, snakes, rejection...
Your Perfect Pizza: Grotto's Bianco! (No sauce, but with mushrooms, sausage, onions, extra cheese, and garlic powder!)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: For '07 - To travel as much as I can!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Hey, what's up? (goes for phone texts, too)
Thoughts First Waking Up: Dammit, my back still hurts. I need a cigarette.
Your Best Physical Feature: My tits! though some may argue my tongue is good, too.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I manage to make it to a bed.
Your Most Missed Memory: Riding bikes through my neighborhood with my friend Mario.
Pepsi or Coke: No Cola! YUCK! I'll take Mountain Dew, please.
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds! I'm lucky enough to live right across the street from one!
Single or Group Dates: Either - I love going out!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Iced tea is good. I'll take either, just make sure there's no sugar!
Chocolate or Vanilla: I like eating my chocolate and smelling like vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Don't care, as long as there's LOTS of sugar in it.
Do you Smoke: Yep - Marlboro Medium 100's!
Do you Swear: Damn right I fuckin' swear!
Do you Sing: Yeah, but not good enough to quit my job over it!
Do you Shower Daily: If there's hot water left after the guys are done!
Have you Been in Love: Yes, and I ache for that dreamy feeling again.
Do you want to go to College: Yeah, I'll try again. Might study to be a Cryptologist.
Do you want to get Married: Been married once, might do it again for the right person.
Do you believe in yourself: Most of the time. I'm human - I do get depressed.
Do you get Motion Sickness: When I'm reading a book in a car... horrible feeling.
Do you think you are Attractive: Yes, but not as much as I could be.
Are you a Health Freak: Not by any stretch of the imagination.
Do you get along with your Parents: Not really - they're acting like immature little punks.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yeah, especially summer heat lightning.
Do you play an Instrument: I play keyboard and flute, but I haven't practiced in ages.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah, my faves are German-made: Das Komet, Black Haus, Apfel Korn, and Jagermeister.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yeah, Jane is good to me.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Anything other than pot? Nope.. won't do it.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yeah, went to Olive Garden.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes! I'd practically live there if I could.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No... think I'd get sick if I tried.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No raw fish for me.
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope - I do miss acting, though.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No. Been refused, but not dumped.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I wish!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.. stealing is stupid.
Ever been Drunk: Duh... of course.
Ever been called a Tease: Always. :)
Ever been Beaten up: Nope - never had to come to blows with anyone.
Ever Shoplifted: Yeah, which is why I think stealing is stupid. I got in so much trouble.
How do you want to Die: Being held by the ones I love.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I don't wanna grow up, I'm a toys'r'us kid!
What country would you most like to Visit: GERMANY!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Dark blonde to black.
Short or Long Hair: Long, at least enough to run my fingers through.
Height: Taller than me. Somewhere near 6 feet. My girls I like shorter than me.
Weight: Doesn't matter much to me, just no extremely fat guys, please! Girls gotta have some curves, though.
Best Clothing Style: T-shirt and jeans or gothed-out.
Number of Drugs I have taken: 3
Number of CDs I own: Dunno about CD's, but I have 850 mp3's, maybe more.
Number of Piercings: 2, each of my ears.
Number of Tattoos: None yet...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None. Every experience made me who I am today.
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Heroes:

I think I'll list my fave bands here, since music moves me so much, I consider musicians to be my heroes.

Cradle of Filth
Alice in Chains
Tool
A Perfect Circle
In Flames
Disturbed
Dot Dot Dot
Flobots
Marilyn Manson
NIN
Pink Floyd
Nickelback
Godsmack
Scott Helland (on friends list)
Soundgarden
Audioslave
Killswitch Engage
Crystal Method
Chemical Brothers
Enigma
Depeche Mode
KMFDM
Rammstein
and of course, most of what's on 93.5 (www.wzbhrocks.com) and 96 Rock (www.96rocksyou.com)

My Blog

Contemplation

Well, I'm sitting at my computer at 4 in the morning, thinking about my life and how it stands at the moment. I've gone through a rather large ordeal over the last 2 months. I left IL, not sure about...
Posted by Jezebel on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 04:10:00 PST

Last minute Panic! (Everyone read and give comments, PLZ)

My brain can't handle it... So many things are going on right now. I've constantly been stoned out of my mind every day since I've been home. I've got some of my friends and my family out here telling...
Posted by Jezebel on Mon, 26 May 2008 02:37:00 PST

Getting ready to leave...

Okay guys, it's getting down to the wire now. I'm getting everything ready to be back in IL by Friday the 30th. I'm taking off this weekend for a bit of R&R and working 3 last nights on Mon-Wed. f...
Posted by Jezebel on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:00:00 PST

My Old Research....

Reposting some of my old research in hopes of geting back into writing more about it...  here it is..   Okay, I've been telling a few people that I will post a description of how my system w...
Posted by Jezebel on Wed, 14 May 2008 12:53:00 PST

State of my universe...

Time to muse a little bit..  isn't it funny that all these natural catastrophes are going on, back-to-back, without someone raising an eyebrow and going "What is it you're trying to tell us, plan...
Posted by Jezebel on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:07:00 PST

Stuff.. stuff... and more stuff...

Well, I'm back to work and start to feel a bit normal again. I've been getting into a mood where I'm getting less and less personal with the things I'm doing and concentrating more on myself. I have a...
Posted by Jezebel on Sat, 10 May 2008 04:45:00 PST

What I want...

Okay, I'm ready for a gang of people to come out from Illinois to come pick me and my stuff up and help me get back there...  I'm going crazy, arguing with my family over the smallest and most in...
Posted by Jezebel on Sat, 03 May 2008 09:55:00 PST

No joy for those who want it...

In case you all are wondering what happened today... Today was my eldest daughter's birthday..  She is turning 7.. I haven't seen my kids in 2 years, since they've been formally adopted.&nb...
Posted by Jezebel on Thu, 01 May 2008 09:03:00 PST

Interesting Survey - 1 year later...

Time to go through a couple different things I've blogged and update them for now..  interesting what can change and what stays the same over a year, isn't it?  t h e l e t t e r AAre you av...
Posted by Jezebel on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:30:00 PST

Okay.. so here’s the update...

I finally got home safely at 12:30 am EDT on Thursday morning...  I didn't make it to sleep until about 8pm on Thursday night (after being awake from Wednesday morning with 2 short, fitful naps o...
Posted by Jezebel on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:35:00 PST