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Saiofrelief

she comes to me like an angel out of time becuase I play the part of a saint on my knees

About Me

night approaches
smiles are timid insufficient
a consumate optimist so in lieu of my thirst I hope this
half filled glass quenches it
a genuine article, to take nothing and make something
some aim to garner acclaim I soothe the hunger pains of my stomach
wish that I was as free Bayard Rustin
with invaluable contributions to this nation whether literary or rooted in organization
it's within my apathetic nature to feel useless and faithless
gratifying is my servitude? or am I doomed for enslavement
moments spent soul searching in a state of suspension
afar from worldly pressures and expectations lies blame and forgiveness
quite possibly i'm severely misinterpreted
far removed from the unconscious who relish in lies and don't respond to truth
my process of socilization only sharpened my views
my heart wasn't nutured it wasn't hardened by youth
these are the effects of witnessing violence, alcohol and narcotic abuse
though morib these images provoke honor within few
though meager as tender this is what I offer to you
from this depleated earth I wonder at all that blooms
scripted a number of missives to other continents and groups
not harboring miscalculations that I've conquered and improved
what remains is a veil of uncertainty no designated path
feeling overcome with the notion that my current lacks
the potential for a successful eventual destination can't stumble upon greatness
in an ever changing world how does one walk the fine line between complacence and anxious?
once knew now uncertain as to what is meant for me now
burried in a slew of failures its hard to see above ground
once had a passion to write poetry and bring the unseen to light
for any just cause fundamenally I'd fight
one unmarked grave and a vase filled with ashes is my resolve
but I still want to see what lies in store but this is my world

I'm a down to earth, hard working, 23 year old man, from Berkeley, California. I'm a writer, poet, revolutionary, and non-conformist( at least I'd like to think so). I love to enjoy life, spend time with friends and family and look to learn something new at every available chance. I'm working on projects such as a book related loosely to my story, my org and company Saiofrelief and Unadored as well as a documentary I'm doing in collaboration with my best friend and confidant Big Scrilla aka Todd Gaines. You'll have to take a look at the Unadored and the Sai and Will pages when we get those uploaded. Anyway I'm always looking to meet new friends for every life function so don't hesitate to say hello.


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My Interests

reading, writing, athletics, cinema, performing arts, public art, just all that life has to offer.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet individuals for networking, conversation, etc.. Whatever is between us!

Music:

I love any musical genre.. I listen to music that fits my mood. I love artists that I can relate to such as Smashing Pumpkins, Yukmouth, Cormega, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, John Coltrane etc etc...

Movies:

too may to name

Books:

The Art of War, The Prince, The Gift, Think and Grow Rich, Native Son, The Souls of Black Folk, Catfish and Mandala, etc etc..

Heroes:

My mother and father may their souls rest in peace. My uncle the best man I know

My Blog

Isiah

ISAIAH WASHINGTON AND GAYS, ABC AND BLACKS..LET THE HEALING BEGIN By Jasmyne A. Cannick Okay, so the word is out that ABC "Grey's Anatomy" star Isaiah Washington won't be back for its fourth season ...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:54:00 PST

Real Life

since three years old been a hood starin back of a hood car on the way to my neighboorhood parki escaped becuase I have a good hearton my arms, back, chest, stomach look scarsits a beautiful struggle ...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:04:00 PST

Exhale

no longer harboring the resentment from yesterdayyester-yearfound refreshment in the conumption of new lifeas one feels microscopic in relation to the phenomena that surrounds usthough of two minds ey...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:29:00 PST

Case Of The Ex

    Life is funny in that people truly do not change... I enabled someone else using another person to compete w/or marginalize me. This caused me relive the past as it it were somethin...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Thu, 24 May 2007 12:54:00 PST

Why I Can't Find A Black Woman

..>SERENA WILLIAMS DISSES BLACK MEN! To email this story to a friend enter email address here: February 01, 2007. Posted by southernc...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:59:00 PST

Why I Walked Away

        I'm not making a blanketed statement.. I walked away becuase you( both of you) were an absolute waste of time, effort, and consideration. I wouldn't dare refer to...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 05:09:00 PST

2007 Reveals Promise

I'd like to congradulate my best friend on the recent progressive strides that he's taken to improve upon the conditions of his life. You have inspired me to better myself and I am glad that we are fr...
Posted by Saiofrelief on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 11:18:00 PST