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SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layoutsThis is a work in progress, as I am a work in progress, so bear with me here.....TRUTHS?.....I lack patience. I'm way too used to getting my own way. If given the opportunity I will button push. I keep my emotions ridgidly in check. I'm a self sabatager. Most of the time I do not feel I have the right to be happy. I overthink everything. I love people. I am extremely physically affectionate. I love to be the center of attention. I am a freak and im proud of it. I am a difficult person to deal with. I procrastinate. I have a hard time motivating myself to better myself. I work better when I have clear rules, and goals.....FEELINGS?.....Most of the time I ignore mine. When I do let them out I have a hard time controling them, and expressing them correctly. I have a hard time dealing with other people. Sometimes I feel like people are asking me to give them my all, but they only want to meet me half way. Sometimes I just feel out of touch with everyone around me. Sometimes I love myself, sometimes I hate myself, sometimes I'm afraid of myself. Most of the time I feel very alone.....DREAMS?.....I dream of a day when I fullfill someones life and they fullfill mine. Of loving, and being loved in return. Of being imperfect, vunerable, but safe and loved for my imperfections and vunerabilities.........I guess dreams really can come true :) I love you Peter.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Scarlett Rage
Birthday: September 23 1984
Birthplace: a hospital
Current Location: in my room
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black/ or some color God never intended
Height: five foot nothin
Right Handed or Left Handed: left
Your Heritage: irish/ native american
The Shoes You Wore Today: combat boots
Your Weakness: pretty girls
Your Fears: not making you happy
Your Perfect Pizza: mmmmmm pineapple and mushroom and onion
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to not get into trouble
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ummm.....thats 2 dollars a min
Thoughts First Waking Up: shit....i gotta piss again?
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes
Your Bedtime: when im tired
Your Most Missed Memory: i have too many to list
Pepsi or Coke: depends on what alcohol im mixing in it
MacDonalds or Burger King: i like certain things about them both
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: anykind
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: yes
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: not sure yet
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: not often
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: a little
Do you get along with your Parents: pretty good
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i got trashed last night
In the past month have you Smoked: im smoking right now
In the past month have you been on Drugs: ummmm....maybe
In the past month have you gone on a Date: ummmm yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: eeewww no but my boyfriend has
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: im scared of the water
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: uh duh?
Ever been called a Tease: every day
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: i dont want to die
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: when i grow up i wanna be just like me!
What country would you most like to Visit: ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: bald guys are hot
Height: 5 10'
Weight: 165
Best Clothing Style: goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: like i count them? lets just say a lot
Number of Piercings: all together ive had 11, only 8 of them are open now
Number of Tattoos: im an ink virgin
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i regret nothing, my past is whats made me who i am and i like myself
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