Evening prayer |
Remember what it was like to know exactly who you were and what you wanted?Remember a life that wasn't a routine?A a dull schedule eating up everything you are.More sleep than needed.More drink than y...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Sun, 13 May 2007 02:32:00 PST |
Sweet/Sour candies |
Somehow, with all this sunshine, my super powers came back.wrecked and standing.Standing and howling.I laugh and the rest of this fucking world laughs back.I am a bizarro superman a...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:23:00 PST |
four weeks in. |
Spent today working on a new piece. I felt like doing something slightly satanic.anyhoo, here it is.happy birthday all you little antichrists....
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:33:00 PST |
It all comes out in the wash. |
Its a creeping summer melancholy approaching. Its caught somewhere between nostalgia and a wistful type of thinking. My previous experiment with sobriety became an unmitigated disaster, resulting in o...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Sun, 14 May 2006 09:19:00 PST |
A tenderness of brutality, The violence of comforts |
Wow.I just spent an hour and a half writing an amazing and insightful piece about my laborious struggle with becoming a man vs the vapidity of the content of my internal character due to 8 plus years ...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 01:30:00 PST |
Crash |
Last night marks my 10th or 13th car crash. I honestly forget. I find it amazing that the car can be totaled and we all walk out unharmed enough to take a taxi to the nearest bar and down as many shot...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 05:06:00 PST |
a Fall |
here comes the cold season Bridge construction halted halfway. The only thing that's sure is the sound of leaves underfoot. The architect abandons historic blueprints in favor of new projects. Anchor ...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 08:45:00 PST |
nostalgia and other trappings of a short term life |
I apologize for the small type, macs weren't meant for this sort of spillage...
I've been thinking about the past lately, and unless I'm alone, I find the fall does that to a lot of us. I'm thinkin...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Thu, 10 Nov 2005 07:56:00 PST |
Magnolia |
When a boot lifts off your chest you feel light enough to fly. We spend so much time walking around wounded we forget what it feels like to be in your body without a scratch. Some bridges burn and di...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 01:41:00 PST |
Ah, the new on |
Day goes into night, night goes into day, now more than any time. Between working at the video store and working at the bar, the hours that contain actual sunlight pass me by while I dream of being a ...
Posted by Christian, Panic! on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 05:10:00 PST |
