"there's not much to say about my self just that i like sex, old cars and really good whiskey" unfortunately this the response you get from me even in person it seems like my whole life i've never wanted to say much about myself. it seemed like if i said more i would just be taking to much of someone's life or time. or maybe it's just that i don't know what people answer when asked to speak about them selves.what am I supposed to say"Hi my name is jennifer but i hate that so i call my self KitKat i have ADD and abandonment issues I hate feeling stupid and I get off with people touching my hair" or should you say all the things that make you sound like a sane and complete human being? "my name is KitKat I love my friends and my mom. my husband loves me more than anything and nothing ever goes wrong" lol this amuses me. but the truth is they are both me. both those things are true, when I'm not completely flipping out I'm one of the most sanest people you know. I can give the best advise in the world but I wont have the good sense to use it my self. I never throw things out, but then I look around and feel like all my stuff is slowly sucking the life out of me, but i woun't get rid of anything I like things that are dark and mysterious but I'm scared of the dark. I hate things that are girly, I love working on old cars, I played the drums, I'm learning how to Kustom paint old cars and anything else that isn't nailed down, but when I'm done with that i sit down and knit a sweater for my mom or indulge in other "womanly arts"and hate the fact that i'm doing and even more that I like it. now I'm not claiming to be the only girl in the world who would rather be out in the garage than in side talking and drinking tea with the other "ladies". or the only one who does it with her nails having just been done. the truth is I'm not really sure what I'm saying or where I'm going or much of anything, but two things i can say for sure is: all of what i have just rambled on and on about I'm not going to be happy with and change it eventually and the second thing is i like glitter especial when it's on an old car
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