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ileana

Stop being so awesome!

About Me

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You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/
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My Interests

tv, movies, music, foooood, dancing by myself or with you, all that good stuff.

I'd like to meet:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: ili
Birthday: 4-28-1985
Birthplace: berkekley, ca
Current Location: cocnord, ca
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: red
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: welsh/mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today: work shoes
Your Weakness: someone in need
Your Fears: complete deafness, parasitic worms, not being able to help all the people i want to help
Your Perfect Pizza: just crust n sauce!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get closer to my B.A.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: brb
Thoughts First Waking Up: awe sh*t!
Your Best Physical Feature: mouth
Your Bedtime: these days? after pee wee's playhouse
Your Most Missed Memory: swinging and singing
Pepsi or Coke: vanilla pepsi, cherry coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mc donalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla ice cream atop a chocolate brownie, gaaah
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: socially
Do you Swear: more than i f*%@$in should!
Do you Sing: can i or do i?
Do you Shower Daily: heck yeah!
Have you Been in Love: yup
Do you want to go to College: i do!
Do you want to get Married: mmm, not right now
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nawe, i looove rollercoasters!
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: no way!
Do you get along with your Parents: sure
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh yah!
Do you play an Instrument: my butt!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: what do you consider a drug??? and are we in England or Georgia
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: a box? no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: nno
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: your heart!
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: i don't remember
Ever been Beaten up: inside
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: laughing
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit: italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dark skin with light eyes is pretty
Favourite Hair Color: dark n natural
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: doesn't matter
Weight: as long as you carry it well
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter, long as your clean
Number of Drugs I have taken: me? none, you? hopefully the same
Number of CDs I own: the # of actual albums i own is way less than the mixes i've made
Number of Piercings: i have 3 in each ear and once upon a time i had my septum pierced and my lip pierced
Number of Tattoos: uno
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0, none, zilch, nada

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Music:

everything but country, classical, or techno i like Sarah McLachlan, and i love Queen. Red hot Chili peppers(old stuff), The Cranberries, War, REM, Live, Tori Amos, Beck, i make alot of mixes of various artisits too

Television:

Family Guy, makeover shows, surgeries, Adult Swim, Pee-Wee's Playhouse, Simpsons, celeb~reality

Books:

i don't reeead!...but the books i have read and liked are: Alice in Wonderland, Alice through the Looking Glass, lots of Grimm's Fairytales, uh..some of those books you gotta read for school..The Giver?...iiiiiidunno

Heroes:


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My Blog

I'm Not Here

I am endlessly driving diving dying I can't see in front of me and I plunder on Tears fill my eyes sand fills my shoes and I keep driving keep running forever for ever for what?...
Posted by ileana on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:47:00 PST

rabble rabble

breathe faster quickest quick set quick dry dried out i died out in the rain not so sane kinda lame thought i was the prettiest thang forget it set it give it up let it wash away what's today? not yo...
Posted by ileana on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:57:00 PST

deep

Stab it fuck it let it out don't hold back dance hella crazy file behind her laces in a twist feet flyin' fingers pointing crazy girl laugh hella loud tears in her eyes give her a hug chase her cal...
Posted by ileana on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:12:00 PST

what to do

fear confusion too much not enough what do i do?  
Posted by ileana on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 12:37:00 PST

crazy

air disappearing i can't take a breath stumble in the dark can't find my step blood on my hands thoughts in my hair i look but don't find you there where have you gone? so far away can't keep up or m...
Posted by ileana on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:10:00 PST

blank

i am afraid of what i do not know your color deep empty rows keep it simple nice and slow find me here not without you  ...
Posted by ileana on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 09:43:00 PST

close

all i want to be is close to you hear your voice saying my name your skin on my skin your head on my chest i would give you all of me      ...
Posted by ileana on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 12:08:00 PST

running

running fast my heart elated my hips are aching world created thoughts are lost words are gone and in my mind i find the dawn and hurry to it from the dark stripped and cold body stark my eyes are st...
Posted by ileana on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 10:28:00 PST

u again

i could've stayed in your arms forever  
Posted by ileana on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 07:29:00 PST

Psych 2020

 
Posted by ileana on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:30:00 PST