Death is just a breath away

About Me

I just realized that it is hard to describe yourself. Personally, I am multi-faceted. I am a fun person, have a great sense of humor and am a very loving person and love to meet new people. I am an avid defender of the greatest breed of dog, the American Terrier Pitbull. My best friend is my puppy, Lucius Farus. I also have a Columbian Red Tailed Boa named Naga and a cat named Angel or Miss Kitka. I am 35 years old. I am a single Mother of a 9 year old Son Matthew. He is my life and I honestly don't know what I would do without him.
I love to be outside, playing with Matty and Lucius. Whether it be driving in my Xterra with Carmine (and alwyas my Pup)! or being at the beach, fishing, swimming, etc., (You get the picture) I am a very honest person and friendship/relationships are extremely important to me and I respect them dearly. I obviously also love Vampyrs and Dragons. I also love "dark" images, such as Goth, Dark Angels, Faires, etc. I love the Supernatural and all that goes with it. I adore wolves...I had one when I lived Upstate New York. I collect Dragon items of all sorts (one of my tats is the symbol for Dragon). I love Harleys, used to ride and can't wait to ride again. I love tats and have several, I also have my belly and tongue pierced! I can't wait to get more of both! Lastly, I absolutely love music. Need to hear basically all the time! (LOL)
Life is hard. I believe that all things in life mold us into what we are, most of the time these things are good or positive, but when they are viciously devastating, that is when we really know who we are. I have had great fortune in life except for one devastating, horrific event, a death. I mention this because this death has molded me into who I am. I have good days and horrific bad days, but either way, life goes on.
Oh, and remember If you look into the Abiss, the Abiss might look just look back............It's me and you until the wheels fall off!
My Hunny hangin' with Matty.
A little pic of the best summer of my life!
Lucius at 7 months. He is such a mush! But so big!!Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts

My Interests

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LUCIUS FARUS....MY WICCAN PUPPY!

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HELL

I ask you, where exactly is hell? For everyone there is a different answer. If you ask me, It is here on Earth. For me, there is no other answer. Death is the final release, the sheer ecstasy, the final orgasm that we have all been waiting for from the life that most of us live. If HELL is not on Earth then why will
most people do almost anything to escape reality? One moment you feel that you are living in complete bliss, or so you think, and the next like a demon ripping your heart out while it's still pumping, right out of your chest leaving a bloody, gaping wound never to be filled, your like has changed, and you find yourself drowning, not knowing what to do, so you just keep on breathing as hard as it may be. Life, never to be as you thought it would. Changed into utter HELL ... here on Earth. But you try to go on, it is excruciating, but you try. Just to get out of bed in the morning feels like an impossibility, but we try and some succeed. Then ... One day, when you least expect it, a surprise comes into your life. Is it Good? Bad? Or Both. Only time will tell ..... This is.
As I sit and think about my life at this very moment in time, I feel happy again! But, what if it is all a dream, just to be awakened by the demons that want to eat me alive. To destroy me. This to me is HELL . Here on Earth.

~Gianna 2001~

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REALITY

Both of you, through his eyes I see no soul. Empty and sad. The other, I cannot see his soul. WHY? Too many moments in life hidden so deep that his soul cannot be seen? MAYBE. The words they speak to me, most would think insane, crazy. To me, these words have brought me to places and thoughts that I have never been to. Extremely unique, so very beautiful. Do I see my life as it truly is or purposely blind myself to reality as the truth in reality is too hard to handle, too painful? The TRUTH is, one is dead, the other alive.

~Gianna 2001~

I'd like to meet:

All I want is God to give MY BILLY back to me. Simple. Then I will be whole again with him standing by my side. But since I know that is impossible, I want to meet nice, kind and honest people. I also want to meet any Pitbull lover. I am a huge defender of the misconception of this spectacular breed. Lastly....NO FREAKS PLEASE! Just genuine nice people!

Music:

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BILLY....

IT'S ME AND YOU UNTIL THE WHEELS FALL OFF...
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I absolutely LOVE music. I enjoy all types,from Hard Rock to Ganster Rap. I simply just love music period! I don't just love it, I need it....it makes me happy :)~~ But I adore Ozzy, some may say obssessed! I mean I LOVE OZZY! Can't get enough of him. A million years ago, back in school, I was known for "Loving Ozzy". It's funny because now and again I will see someone from school and they will ask me if I still listen to Ozzy like I did when we were young! Now I know there are no silly questions, but if there were...that would be it! LOL!!! As long as there is music playing, I'm happy. Recently I was given a Limp Biskit CD and it rocks!

Movies:

I love so many movies I wouldn't know where to start, but I do have a few favorites.......

The Godfather and The Godfather II, Scarface, A Knights Tale, The Order, The Gladiator, Fight Club, American History X, The Longest Yard, The Professional and The Devil's Rejects...... I am sure that there are other ones, but I can't think of them right now.

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Books:

I enjoy reading and have many favorites, but the few that come to mind are: The Vampire Chronicles, The Perfect Husband, Angela's Ashes, It (all of King's original publishings), any book that is Supernatural and Genre books with a HOT Native American who falls in love with a "white" woman...forbidden love!

Heroes:

I have a few heroes in my life. My parents, as you can't find more loving, caring a simply more terrific people. But my true Hero is my Son Matthew as he surprises me everday with something, whatever it may be, but what he does astonishes me all the time. He is my Hero, he is my life.

My Blog

ANOTHER AMAZING POEM GIVEN TO ME THANK YOU

No More ******** Cry no more tears Alone in the night Hide no more fears By dawns early light Try to let go The past is gone Try to see The brightest light No longer alone To hide the fears Wrapped in...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:34:00 PST

MUST READ....FROM AN EXCEPTIONAL PERSON

LIFE'S LESSONS There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 12:28:00 PST

LUCIUS

Years ago, my house burned down and my dogs and cats died. My Pit Bill Sampson was my baby (they were all my babies), but Sammy was exceptional. It has been many years and I have always wanted another...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 07:43:00 PST

BILLY POETRY "NO WAY TO TELL"

NO WAY TO TELL IS IT A DREAM OR A NIGHTMARE? NO WAY TO TELL WILL I WAKE TO MY HEAVENLY FANTASIES OR TO THE DEMONS THAT HAVE BEEN KNAWING OFF BITS OF ME PIECE BY PIECE AS THEY HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS. NO W...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 06:37:00 PST

BILLY POETRY

DREAM JUST A WISH, JUST A DREAM, TOGETHER WE ARE STILL A TEAM. BY MY SIDE THERE YOU STAY, TOGETHER WE SHALL BE THIS WAY. STILL A DREAM, ALL IN MY HEAD, TRUTH IS, YOU ARE DEAD. YOU PROMISED ME YOUR ENT...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:14:00 PST

BILLY POETRY

YOU When I heard your voice my heart skipped a beat. When I saw your face my knees went weak. You promised my the next 40 years of your life, but 2 years later you gave up without a fight. I know we h...
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:02:00 PST

need some help!

Hi, can someone help me with the blog? I mean like posting an image, have a tiny pic on top ex: working happy, etc and also adding color! Thank you. Blessed Be, Firesoulize
Posted by Death is just a breath away on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 01:57:00 PST