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Em

leave me paralyzed

About Me

i love my family and friends with more passion than most people ever have in their lifetime combined. i'm very loyal and honest. i play guitar when i'm feeling any sort of strong emotion... i tend to play until i'm numb to everything; in my own world. i act like i'm a tough guy but i'm really a mushball yet i hate when people see me cry because i feel like a weak little bitch. i have no time to enjoy life lately because i'm busy trying to build one. i plan out the future in my head like a movie upon meeting new people, starting new jobs, and relationships. i'm addicted to healthy food for some reason, i eat salad at almost every meal, still doesn't stop me from eating bad food too. i love to sleep and i hate waking up in the morning. i work in a hospital playing with everything that could possibly come out of a sick human body. i'm in the medical technology program at UML = i must be crazy. life is what you make it.live and love life. love and be loved.
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BLUES are motivated by INTIMACY, seek opportunities
to genuinely connect with others, and need to
be appreciated. They do everything with
quality and are devoted and loyal friends and
employers/employees. Whatever or whomever
they commit to are their sole (and soul)
focus. They love to serve and will give
freely of themselves in order to nurture
others lives.BLUES, however, do need to be understood. They have
distinct preferences and occasionally the
somewhat controlling (but always fair)
personality of a confident leader. Their code
of ethics is remarkably strong and they
expect others to live honest, committed lives
as well. They enjoy sharing meaningful
moments in conversation as well as
remembering special life events (i.e.,
birthdays and anniversaries). BLUES are
dependable, thoughtful, nurturing, and can
also be self-righteous, a bit worry-prone,
and emotionally intense. They are like
sainted pit-bulls who never let go of
something once they are committed. When you
deal with a BLUE, be sincere, make an effort
to truly understand them, and truly
appreciate them.

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I'd like to meet:

if i don't know you, don't expect me to add you... give me a reason to pay attention.

Music:

On A Mission, Alkaline trio, Fly Leaf, 10 years, three days grace, nonpoint, smile empty soul, the unseen, anti-flag, thought riot, rancid, operation ivy, plan 17, the distillers, garbage, breaking benjamin, letters to cleo, kris delmhorst, peter mulvey, redbird, trapt, no doubt, club hip hop in general...

Movies:

the boondock saints, fight club, memento, s.w.a.t., eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, labyrinth, adam sandler in general, disney/pixar movies

Television:

law and order: svu, american idol, nip/tuck, animal planet

Books:

harry potter, the davinci code, angels and demons, red dragon, the vampire chronicles

Heroes:

anyone who upholds their integrity in the face of hardship

My Blog

american remedy

medicate ourselves so we never feel a thing. do exactly what we're told, never questioning. conform in our nonconformity its "in" to be unique. when will we all recognize, when will we all see that ...
Posted by Em on Thu, 03 May 2007 08:18:00 PST

lyrics in progress

Enjoy your territory, winning is not mine. My life is just an allegory for the losing side. So now your life will return back to what it was, I'm sorry you ever bothered to put it on pa...
Posted by Em on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:35:00 PST

i've been thinking again

people never laugh as much when they're alone. they don't smile as much. i only assume that this goes for everyone because i'm human and its true for me. i suppose i should ask more people.....
Posted by Em on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:38:00 PST

damaged goods

i'm sporting the word APATHY written across my chest. i considered displaying CARE or my sunday's best... "i hope you don't mind" i say without feeling empty words to express expected sentiment that i...
Posted by Em on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:20:00 PST

its funny when you think about it...

humans are a sexually transmitted disease...
Posted by Em on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:58:00 PST

am i to remain anonymous?

so i sat back and i thought about what makes a pretty song- a catchy tune and guitar work but only for so long.   so i sat back and i thought about what makes a happy life- a stable job? a loyal ...
Posted by Em on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:35:00 PST

anyone familiar with the odyssey?

Siren. I heard you, siren, loud and clear.My senses have betrayed me. What I lack in common sense subjects me to deceiving. You sang your song with smiles wide-sweet and full of teeth You set the lure...
Posted by Em on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 12:32:00 PST

New Year's Eve with the boys

my buddy posted some pictures of new year's eve in boston ringing in '06. it was a damn good time and yes that sink is full of barnesy's vomit. grossssss. and yes, that is nelly puking on the living r...
Posted by Em on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 11:54:00 PST

i enjoy reading these so do it!

Fill this shit out!   01. Who are you, what's our relationship?02. How and where did we meet?03. What's my middle name?04. How long have you known me and when was the last time you saw me?05. Tel...
Posted by Em on Sun, 21 Aug 2005 12:23:00 PST