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Here are some old pictures of me and my friends and family throughout my life. Thank all of you for being by my side. and dont laugh at these pictures to much please. LOL

Okay what can I really say about me well I’ll start off with how I feel about my life. You wonder how it feels to walk a mile inside the shoes of a girl like me… Who doesn’t have thing to lose… Could you step in my shoes and walk a mile and after all the hurt… Still manage to fuckin smile? I have had a long rough life so far making some good and bad decisions in my life but I will never regret anything in my past cause at one time it did make me smile. I’ve learned that goodbyes will always hurt pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace those feelings I have. it’s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but it’s even harder to give up especially when its everything you ever wanted in life. I will never give up on someone I can’t go a day without thinking about because after awhile you just want to be with the one who makes you laugh and smile even when you were trying to hide a million tears. People in your life will come in go like the wind and rain but it takes a special person to stay by your side and hold you even though your worst times in life. Life is to short to wake up in the morning with regrets so love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t if you get a chance take it, it just might change you life. I have had a lot of heartaches and still have them to this day but because of special people in my life I can hold my head high and keep going without ever letting go. Sometimes I Day dream about my life in a different way I see so many things that could and would make me a much happier person in life. I dream of one day being fully happy with my life without having to fake a smile in order to hide my tears of pain. I dream of someone who will love me for me know matter what. But I think that sometimes things fall apart in life in order for other things to fall into place, so hopefully I am right cause I am about ready to let go of somethings in my life that I holding my back from being a real woman all around. But in the end it comes down to this do what makes you happy and the ones that really can will fight to have you in their lives no matter what. Ain’t it funny how some feelings you just cant deny and you cant move on even though you try? Just do what makes you happy be with who makes you smile even if it means leaving ones you have laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live cause you only live one life so live without regrets. I hope this touches some of the people in my life cause they now who this applies too. “Some will come and some will pass, but the ones who mean something will always last.”