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ebayrae

About Me


GOD IS LOVE. LOVE IS THE ONLY FREEDOM. believe in yourself. be free.
i'm tigerlilly ebay rae champagne. i'm about to be 19 this summer. i live in long beach, california. but i'm a gypsy. i'm probably gonna travel the world my whole life. i wanna go to europe after this summer. i am enlightened. sometimes i wonder if i'm already in heaven. all i want in life is freedom and choice and peace and harmony and love and i already have all of those things so this must be heaven. have you ever considered that? that you're creating your own destiney. that you're living in your own heaven or hell. well you are. be where you want to be. be what you want to be. me, personally, i'm in love with life. i'm in love with every tree, every animal, every word, every song, every cloud, every blade of grass, every person that loves or hates or ignores me because they all teach me something. i'm in love with learning. i'm in love with growing. i'm in love with change and creation. i'm completely content. the only thing i still want and yearn for is for other's to feel the same way. i just want to share this happiness. this light inside of me. i believe in God. but a different God. the only God there is. i believe in what IS. nature is. i am. experiences. not stories. i don't believe in religion. it's not for me, but it may be for you. as long as you believe in something... something that frees you. don't believe something out of fear. don't fear going to hell. cause you don't know there's a hell. you don't KNOW that. i KNOW there is a sun and a moon and there is a thing called love that we all feel and express to one another. i KNOW life. so i cherish it. i live as if there is no afterlife because all i know is that i have this one. so why would i waste it and cage myself in and be something i don't want to be in preparation for something that i don't even KNOW will happen. live for here and now. choose love.

My Interests

dance. art. music. trippin out mannn. thinking i can communicate with animals. mickey's 40oz. downtown hydro. conspiracy theories. graffiti. headbanging. laughing. hating authority. being careless. being independent. freedom. peace. love. writing. laughing when little kids fall down.

I'd like to meet:


anyone who willing to do their part in making the world a better place. i don't judge and i don't appreciate those who do. if you ever need advice or a shoulder to cry on or someone to listen to you or someone to tell you stories or someone to even just sit in silence with you i will be there. i love to help. i love to love.br
LOOK I'M IN THIS! HAHA STOP THE FUCKING WAR ALREADY! we still have to protest this kinda bullshit?
Rest in Peace Cliff. i still can't even believe this is real i just want someone to wake me up. i'm so sorry i didn't get back soon enough for us to hang out. i was planning on drinking beer with you. dude i'm gonna miss you so fucking much. i just don't understand why this happened. i don't know if i can forgive God for this. why would he take you from us so soon? clifford you always always always made me smile. and i remember when we had a notebook coloring book together in ninth grade. and you started being best friends with my boyfriend. cause yall were exactly the same. and then when both our couples broke up we thought we liked each other and then we made out but then you sharted and we realized we were just kinda grossed out. but i do remember one time when you felt my boobs and told me the left one was bigger. i gave you a bling necklace and you gave me a turtle. and a pocket knife that i always kept with me. i remember when you came to my front door in a wheelchair with a radio on your lap and told my mom you wheeled yourself all the way from steeplechase to concord bridge. and how you would play my sister's guitar but you always played the same song and it was one oliver taught you from church. thank you for taking me to the dazzler formal. remember we picked out your tux at goodwill. and then i put sparkley purple beads all over it for you. on your shoes too. i loved that one time that you ate two whole packs of that really strong peppermint gum all at once. thanks for teaching me how to beer bong in galveston. i rememember when we would make fun of everyone together. and when we would leave school even though we had nowhere to go but we would steal beers from your parents and dig for change to buy packs of cigarettes. and when we would just drive around in my jeep and when we would leave phobia and drive to hb to go get drunk even though my headlights didn't work and i got pulled over like twice. you always made me feel like all the drama and sadness didn't matter. i wrote you notes when i got dumped and you wrote notes back. one of the only boys to ever write me a note. i remember when you jacked the ice cream man for his ice cream. clifford you and i could always have so much fun together. we were always laughing. everyone loved you. i sure did. and thank you for always sneaking me into your house to spend the night even though i think your mom mightve gotten pissed. thanks for letting me borrow your clothes when i was kicked out. thank you for just being you clifford. thank you for being one of my very closest best friends. and thank you for the badass party you threw when your parents were gone since we had nowhere to party. i love you clifford. i love how you used to do anything for a dollar. i love how you wanted to streak at graduation. i love how when kayla told her dad what happened he said "the one you used to drive to school? the one who brought all that beer to graduation?" no one will ever compare to you clifford. i don't know who else could eat a colored pencil to prove their love to their gf. i don't know anyone else who would roll down the stairs in the cafeteria in a trash can for a dollar. i don't know anyone else who would wear an elephant thong and dance around for everyone in it. remember when you had a grill and you started to be all gangsta like? but then you went back to being a hick. remember when we drove to galveston in your van that you put a couch in? and you'd always be like "ebay, just go out with frank." and how you used to love oliver so much. and how you two would skate down the HOV lane. and how you and i would booty dance through the crowds at all the dances. and how we both had different prom dates but when we got there we were both like "i should just gone with you haha." clifford you were one of my best friends. i knew we would be friends forever, i really did. i love you clifford man. i really miss you words can't even explain. at least i can find comfort in the fact that i KNOW you lived each day to the fullest. everyday was a party for you. and that's the way it should be. but it all just got cut too short for me. i wasn't ready for this. you'll be missed by so many. i will never ever forget you clifford. never man. never. i love you and can't wait to see you. thank you for all the smiles.

Music:

sublime. rage against the machine. rob zombie. bob & damian marley. the mars volta. the doors. led zepplin. pantera. hed pe. pink floyd. devin the dude. at the drive in. bob dylan. incubus. hendrix. metric. kottonmouth kings. cat stevens. outkast. slightly stoopid. janis joplin. system of a down. the eagles. otep. afi. cypress hill. fear factory. primus. the moldy peaches. bloc party. misfits. no doubt. wycleff jean. jewel. coal chamber. elton john. blood brothers. tom petty. dj screw & all the suc. sepultura. willie nelson. the beatles. rolling stones. mastodon. deftones. black sabbath. t-rex. regina spektor. a perfect circle. tool. immortal technique. gwar. queen. stevie wonder. prince. etc.

Movies:

house of 1000 corpses, devil's rejects, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, waking life, a scanner darkley, rocky horror picture show, pocahontas, grandma's boy, requim for a dream, girl interrupted, blow, the doors, basketball diaries... and i have dumb & dumber memorized. yes the whole movie. try me.

Television:

i don't have a tv. but if i did i'd watch stephen colbert and maybe some family guy or seinfeld.

Books:

crank, junky, the perks of being a wallflower, anthem, catcher in the rye... those are my favorites. i'm reading hell's angels by hunter s. thompson at the moment.

Heroes:

"i used to live in a room full of mirrors; all i could see was me. i take my spirit and i crash my mirrors, now the whole world is here for me to see." "brothers and sisters, our democracy has been hi-jacked. brothers and sisters, all of our total freedom in this country is over, so long as it is controlled by corporations. brothers and sisters, we are not going to allow these streets to be taken over by the democrats or the republicans!" "a true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. or, not feel. whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. that's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is." somehow this river marks a wrinkle hand in mine
and everyday that parts the water into two
mothers and feathers start to drown the living proof
i can’t remember these lakes of blood
wrapped in a blanket there sweats a cut
who do you trust?
these girls are getting way too cool for their own good. ily. hold it down for me in houston my sisters.

My Blog

to all of my friends...

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Posted by EBAY RAE BITCHES. on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 05:51:00 PST

Charlie.

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Posted by EBAY RAE BITCHES. on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 06:46:00 PST

alright.

so as most of you who know me personally know... i have been working really hard lately. i've been dancing my ass off. i haven't spent any time with my friends. all i've been doing is dancing. and fuc...
Posted by EBAY RAE BITCHES. on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:35:00 PST