i am only truly interested in one thing. unlike most it is not a mere physical expression of the concept, but the overwealming feeling of love itself.
i wake up, everyday, with the mindset that today will be an exceptional day. today, i will meet someone wonderful; i will replace greif with bliss; i will be more than i was yesterday. i go to bed, every night, with the notion that tomarow will be better than today has proven itself to be. maybe someday, i will be happy again.
there are very few things i will not listen to. if i haven'thtt already i will certainly try them.
such as books, it has to be a winner. i can't stand a plot that i can figure out before the climax of the film.
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books are in another category. it has to be well wirtten for me to even consider it. i love the essence of love, passion, tradgedy, politics, poetry, war, and life. fanticitical or monotonous novels are not in my preference.
i had this undying belief; that my greatest hero, or heroin rather, was the one that taught me how to love and in the end, could no longer recognize love herself. but as i see it now; love being placing one's happiness in the happiness of another, and all i have done, and all i have sacrificed, just to see those around me smile; i suppose i am now my greatest catharctic trageody. in my own life, i have learned to love everything as it is, but the one thing i care for most, i can't see happy. real heros are nice people that always finnish last.