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Forever Autumn

This chamber changed for one more holy, This bed for one more melancholy, I pray to God that she may

About Me

Meh, what can be said? I like doing nothing, daydreaming about weird and fantastical things, I love painting random things, I hate trends and fashion victims (Emo is NOT about music, its just depressed teens conforming to non-conformity), I like to be confused, I'm often told I'm too smart for my own good, I love history to the point where my brain is on the verge of exploding because of all the pent up knowledge, I have a thing for 80's synth pop (so long as its good!), I believe in making the most of what is left, I don't believe mankind has got it figured out, I wonder why the world insists upon telling me how to live, I forget that I am insignificant, I wish I was taller, I love music and making music videos in my head to pass the time, I love films, I love that hour between night and daybreak, I don't like the Prime Minister, I hate politics but still vote, I love laughing at dumb stuff that really doesn't make any sense whatsoever. My epitaph says it all, really. "I was born and some stuff happened. I grew up and more stuff happened. At some point in between, I kicked the bucket, probably out of boredom. In short, I wasn't, then I was and now I'm not again. Goodbye."

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My Interests

Stuff. Stuff is always good. I like Art, Creative Writing, History/art history (Pre 1348 Medieval Gothic architeture and illuminated manuscrpts and Ancient Egyptian sculpture and papyrus texts), Watching movies by myself so I can talk along with it.

I'd like to meet:

Stephen Fry. I'd like to chat about literature over a cuppa tea and some Jaffa Cakes. Ludovico Einaudi and listen to him play 'Questa Volta'. Johnny Depp and talk about stuff. Good old stuff. Bill Bailey because the guy is a fekking genius! Same goes for Dylan Moran. .. I like interesting people with stories to tell, be they meaningful or just downright bizarre. I don't judge people by what they say, so I have an open mind. I like the creative types, like artists and writers, musicians and those who just love to throw paint at things and nail old shoes to bits of wood...

Music:

The Cure, Smashing Pumpkins, Adam and the Ants, Ultravox, Human League, Rosetta Stone, Bella Morte, Death cab for Cutie, Dresden Dolls, Beethoven, Placebo, Radiohead, David Bowie, Shakespeare's Sister, System of a Down, Mozart, Cradle of Filth, Sigue Sigue Sputnik, Silverchair, Einaudi. I tend to like songs, not bands, but I have over 3000 cd's so I really couldn't tell you!

Movies:

Niel Jordan movies (the guy who did Crying Game), Tim Burton movies, The Dark Crystal, Indie flicks, random movies that make me laugh, cry, gross me out, scare me shitless, anything but chick flicks and rubbish romantic comedies.

Television:

Bones, Q.I, Family Guy, American Dad, Time Team, My Name is Earl, documentries, Ghost Hunters (Hey, I think its neat!)

Books:

I have many, but here's my favourites: Anne Rice, Walter Kirn, Oscar Wilde, Edgar Allen Poe, Jack Kerouac, Hunter S. Thompson, JRR Tolkien, Bret Easton Ellis

Heroes:

I don't have heroes. But these people inspire me: My Mother (hats off to she who had eight babies!), my little sister Iona (she has cerebral palsey, but she never complains, the little sweetie), David Bowie (because he is always re-inventing himself), Billy Corgan (because it doesn't matter what people say, if you're smart, then show it)Bill Bailey, Bill Hicks...

My Blog

"All my life, I thought I needed all the things I didn’t need at all."

You know, I've spent almost a week debating this. Do I chronicle my experience of childbirth, or do I just file away the memory into the over flowing cabinet of my mind? And I still can't decide... I ...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 12:52:00 PST

And now we play the waiting game...

Doctors. I hate them. They just look at you as another bit of meat and poke you with needles and then lie to you, telling you everything is fine when its not and screwing up your medical file so the n...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:11:00 PST

Sweeney is waiting...

(Please note-I haven't included too much of the plot for those who wish to see the film. I don't like spoilers!) Three things... Tim Burton. Johnny Depp. Serial Killer... What more could the avid film...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

’Saturnine’ screenplay update.

As some well know, the screenplay for 'Saturnine' is well underway. (For those that don't know, 'Saturnine' is the story of a guy named Steve who randomly meets the elusive drag queen Saturnine and th...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 09:47:00 PST

Is the End ahead?

This is a bulletin I found on myspace and because of it, a whole new reason to hate religious nuts has been born.People on my list are talking of actually burning down the church.The Westboro Baptist ...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 07:39:00 PST

A ranty relationship blog to clear my head.

I can't believe it. Its only 11:15 am and I'm up and about. What the hell is going on? Well, here it is, another ranty boring bullshit blog about how shit everything is. Fuck me, I'm turning emo. Wai...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 03:52:00 PST

Love is Suicide: Chapter 2 re-edit 7

Let me explain the parental situation. I hate my mother. Yeh, it sound's cold but it's the truth. It's not like we were ever close, if anything it was her who pushed me away like I was some kind of di...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 06:00:00 PST

News Update on Novels/screenplays and Me

Figured I'd do an update, seeing as people have been asking how I am... Well, I'm fine. A bit cranky due to lack of sleep. Its funny, Jim was away this weekend so I had a whole bed to myself and that ...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 01:05:00 PST

The Tutankhamen Exhibit at the o2 2008

As promised, here's my account of the Tutankhamen and the Golden age of the Pharoahs exhibit at the o2 arena, 2008. Firstly, I have no photos of the exhibit as photography was not allowed for var...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 06:54:00 PST

Love is suicide: Chapter 1: re-edit 7

As I said, here's the first chapter of the new version of Love is suicide. It doesn't differ that much from the original, just the odd bits like bands names have been changed and its pretty much just ...
Posted by Forever Autumn on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 10:08:00 PST