drug induced coma |
Drug Induced coma
Buried beneath tons of bricks
Enduring the horrible thoughts of death
Wandering aimlessly from bedroom to fridge
Wondering what reason there is to live
Go to bed?
&nbs... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 11:36:00 PST |
5 new drawings..... |
5 new drawings.....in my collention of Food Journal Doodles that I am still keeping up for my doctor. It's really keeping me focus. Posted by Paintings by AKS on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 03:25:00 PST |
please have a look at my new drawings |
please have a look at my new drawings... glorified doodles really, just to liven up my food journal! Posted by Paintings by AKS on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST |
Thank you |
Thank you
Thank you for digging deep
And uncovering who I am
Thank you for believe in me
And letting me reveal
Rolling,
falling,
... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 09:59:00 PST |
why doesn't it kill you? |
why doesn't it kill you?
Here I am with a broken heart again...why doesn't it kill you?
Sounds like a great first line in a tear jerking country tune, eh? But it's true...to paraphrase my... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 08:59:00 PST |
trapped |
A poem expressing the frustation with my insurance company not paying for weightloss surgery. I am overweight and about $14, 000 short. Not sure I would call myself a po... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 09:24:00 PST |
a poem after a counseling session |
Like my tear drop
When the body holds the pain
it's felt again and again
The brain can let go
Rocky emotions can slow
But the body holds tears like rain
Letting the anxiety go
Could prove hard... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:28:00 PST |
The hardest part about Christmas......... |
The hardest part about Christmas.........is my daughter is grown now, I am still single and spending more and more time on my own. Not that I mind too much, now that I am in my 40th year, I have... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:58:00 PST |
Please have a look at the video on my profile. |
A song I recorded by over dubbing my voice 6 times as a gift to my friends and family. I hope you enjoy it too....
A Very Merry Christmas to all that read this! Posted by Paintings by AKS on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:26:00 PST |
video.....a silent night.....warning this is sad.... |
The sadness expressed in this song is still poignant after all these years. My 2 year old and I were homeless for a few weeks in the summer of '91. It is degrading and inhuman and I wish it on no one.... Posted by Paintings by AKS on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:46:00 PST |