THE DISCOVERY.
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307pm
11-18-06
I wanted to do it . . . .
& I wanted it too much . . .
I was a bit excited when I saw what he had in his hand.
Now I am hurting . . . .
Although things were OK on the surface . . .
I could still tell what was there . . .
Attempting to make a celebratory
& out of the ordinary evening feel good . . . .
my selfishness backfired . . .
and here I am DRY as a bone
and a negative reoccurring thought process
decisions decisions decisions
altered by the wine
probably wanted me out
private with they’re usages
I do not know if I am happy that I went . . . .
I am ok with the past being history . . .
That was truly the very last time . . . .
Without a doubt in history . . .
I would have been on my way home
I’m guessing after the 3rd glass of wine
I scare myself knowing the real reasons
I do not care what they were . . .
Leaving that one alone . . .
Too close to someone’s home
Two night owls& one midnight blue
a drunken meditative state . . .
I want it back so that I could doze on
even then it seemed a little impossible
but the light came and it was on again . . .
continuously analyzing the situation . . .
afterwards . . . looking for that reason
a form of breaking bread
a good reason for more wine
long night lead me to a good morning
committing more time would be awkward . . .
& definitely not another round of bread
though my artist is starving
and I appreciate the hospitality . . .
I know why my answer is no . . .
There have been two consecutive ‘once in a whiles’
Within weeks . . .
Was that a nice thing to do
I had to have known it –
No reason to play games with myself
The blurs are stirring more
I am worked up about this situation
-how to take it back-
or rearrange a few facial expressions
is that the etiquette to follow
is this one of those ‘you just don’t’
we are good and caught up now
that is for sure
lets be small dosages and not do ~
1-14-06
620complicated feelings of worth and direction . . . . how to peel emotional congestion from my thoughts . . . is a good question . . . life seems to take on its own habits if you let it . . .how can you make something happy if you regret it? Making statements pumped up to get drunk and tough all over you . . . loose tongued statements for you to misconstrue in the face I do it to YOU TOO . . .
criticizing me . . . this is the face of my working force that saves the remorse and of course ecaroL . . . you do the right thing and divorce my babbling cause it can’t understand you sustain and intend to say something agreeable . . . its born to mistake ME for who I am – and try real hard not see it my way– you would not be a man . . then scrambling over vibes holding your own hand . . . in confidence . . . and oh that’s great . . . but every time go there I am timeless its late .
