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I am here for Friends

About Me

%D%A%D?veryone thinks I'm so happy, they think everything is good. I don't show what's inside me because I don't think I should. Well, my life is nothing close to perfect or anything near, a lot of things hurt me; I have a lot of fear. Behind my smiles and my joyful greetings, I hide my emotions and depressed feelings.Involving others isn't the right thing to do. So, I just ask for God to help me get through. Reflecting happiness isn't the easiest job. They think I'm all smiles but I, too, weep and sob. I guess you can say I'm there for everyone except me, helping others is what I enjoy, it sets me free.%D%AI'm trying to shine on my friends, like a light, helping in every way I think is right. I'm a light, shining as much light as I can. With no one encouraging or lending a hand.%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A
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My Interests

alot.... hmmmm, lyk to travel, star gazzing, inum with frndz , clean my closet ; ) swim, laag, dance, sing sa videoke!! pot session(shhh ato ra na!!), movie marathon with my fafa, heheheheh, txt dinhi, txt didto!!! nya, many more pa

I'd like to meet:

my prince william!! whaaaaaa%D%A%D%A.. width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

hard r-o-c-k, r

Movies:

interview with the vampire, life is beautiful, type O negative, the count of monte cristo, kahapon may dalawang bata, scorpion nyt, matrix, isolde and tristan

Television:

HBO, ESPN, AXN, MTV, Cinemax

Books:

the ring, crossing, smaller and smaller circle, the builder, hot to kill a mocking bird, tuesday's with moorie,

Heroes:

hmmmmm, gagamboy???? mau ba??

My Blog

something that inspires me

"How strong do you think I am? How much can I take of this? Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist? Or the breath at the end of a kiss? How deep do you want to go? Because I'll go there if I can. You make ...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 15 May 2006 06:52:00 PST

im brown - my true color

I'm brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart....
Posted by r u t h y on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:43:00 PST

fearlessness in DEATH

i'm not afraid to die. in fact, i have been wishing it for sometime especially when i'm down. if you take away my depression, my fearlessness to death would still be there. death is not to be feared....
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 02:04:00 PST

i placed my meassage in the closet..... and he found it

  To all who might have any idea what Iým talking about: I was wrong. I provoked him and I got what I asked for. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I don't want to hear about it anymore....
Posted by r u t h y on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 04:28:00 PST

Friendship is a Strange Thing

It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends... Friendship is a strange thing.... we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives... things we don't even share with our fa...
Posted by r u t h y on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:02:00 PST

On being Twenty Someting to Thirty Something

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.You star...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 11:01:00 PST

the magic of freedom to write....

I have decided to write again. After dwelling in melancholy and edging on insanity for the past few days. I am back to society's standard of normal. I can see clearer now that the fog that was cloggi...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

huwag na huwag mong sasabihin.. LOVERS n PARIZ hekhekhekhe

May gusto ka bang sabihin Ba't 'di mapakali Ni hindi makatingin Sana'y 'wag mo na 'tong palipasin At subukan lutasin Sa mga isinabi mong na REFRAIN Iba'ng nararapat sa akin Na tunay kong m...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to all beer drinkers!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel shamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and d...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

love story

Kung pangarap man lang ang pag-uusapan, para s¡¯kin wala ning hihigit pa sa pangarap ko. Kung iiyak man lang ako sa buong buhay ko dahil lamang sa isang tao, wala nang ibang taong iiyakan ko pa ng ma...
Posted by r u t h y on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST