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A Complicated Mind

The future is not fixed. My choices are my own. And yet, how ironic...I now find I have no choices a

About Me

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My Interests

Most things interesting...

I'd like to meet:

Who am I looking for? Sometimes I have wondered if it is myself that I am looking for. Maybe happiness is in the eye of the beholder. I pretty much know who he is and have even found him on several occasions...but it always ends the same. I want to meet someone who knows what to say to make me laugh and knows what to say to make me stop crying. Someone who can be my closest friend and my lover.

As for friends: Different and interesting people. Those who will pull the knife out from your back instead of putting it in.

Music:

Music is my life and my one true love. My escape and my savior: Rasputina, Rammstein, Oomph!, Samael, Keane, Modest Mouse, Marilyn Manson, Black Lab, Blue October, Assemblage 23, NIN, AFI, MSI, REM, ZOX, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer, Floater, Flogging Molly, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Craddle, The Animals, The Bravery, The Doors, The Dresden Dolls, The Decemberists, Blue October, The Offspring, The Pixies, Pink Floyd, Zeppelin, Tom Petty, Stone Temple Pilots, Tears For Fears, Simple Minds, Sublime, The Who, The Zombies, Rob Zombie, Radio Head, Portisehead, Elton John, Bush, Green Day, VAST, Chilie Peppers, Tristania, Cash, 311, Dido, Cranberries....etc.

Movies:

CHASING AMY (my life story), May, Rules of Attraction, Donnie Darko, Narnia, Pans Labyrinth, Children of Men, American History X, Brokeback Mt, Zombie Flicks, Star Wars 3 & 5, Breakfast Club, The Craft, and theres more that I dont want to list.

Television:

Family Guy, Futureramma, South Park, That 70's Show, Scrubs, Star Treck, Will And Grace

Books:

The Kite Runner. Long Hard Road Out Of Hell. To Kill A Mocking Bird. Stranger At The Gate. Biographies. Assorted Poetry.

Heroes:

Mel White. Henry David Thoreau. Jon Stewart. Capitan Kathrine Janeway. oh yeah and Emperor Palpatine.

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My Blog

Masochistic Mind

Who am I?What was I?And now, what have I become?Where was my heart?Whose hand held it?But crushed it discretely&Was there a sound when my heart failed?Was there a noise when I passed away?Did I have a...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 12:21:00 PST

To John...

I found you growingAmongst the flowers in the garden.You were the most beautiful weed I've ever seen.So I put you to my lips and made a wishAnd you scattered faster than I could cry. So ...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:14:00 PST

Out Of Sight...

Looking back across the years on a million unshed tears how could i have held them all oh the price that i have paid for all the love i never made someone wrote upon the wall "How mighty is my pen i...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Mon, 05 May 2008 11:43:00 PST

Going The Wrong Way On A One Way Street

Going The Wrong Way On A One Way Street  Wake up earlyI've slept in again.Arrived late to workBut only by a minuet.My boss looks at her watchAnd her boss looks at his.I s...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 04:22:00 PST

And I've Become HIM...

Bottled Up  He spends most of his nights,Alone in a room.Drinking with Daniels and Mickeys,And other types of brew.And all that has hurt him in the past,He tries to drown...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 03:10:00 PST

Your Ultimatum

Your Ultimatum  When I look back on you my friendI will miss you with many regrets.You led me onLike the closest in your life.Oh I just wanted to be a part of oneOf one, of your doub...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:48:00 PST

Dear John Doe

Dear John DoeWe spend most of our livesClinging to the shadow of someoneWho has already past us by.Hating these thoughts of youMakes me love the ideaThat someday this will happen to you too. ...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 02:27:00 PST

Words of Wisdom.


Posted by A Complicated Mind on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 10:52:00 PST

Black Moon Bruise Of A Masochist

Black Moon Bruise Of A Masochist  I am the black moonCrescent on the cheating mothers face.Another baby is burdenBorn by infant parentals.The loveless, the recklessEngaged in engag...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 12:26:00 PST

All Is Fair in Love And Warfare

All Is Fair in Love And Warfare  I am more than sexual.I am the human you deny.If sex sells shouldn't you be paying me?I will rape you from the inside. They did it, they did ...
Posted by A Complicated Mind on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:45:00 PST