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About Me

This is what Denmark can also look like - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -I don't think I am the same around two different people. It's not that I don't feel like I can be myself around everyone - it's just that different people bring out different sides of me. I'm a happy person and I'm a sad person. I'm independent and needy. Beautiful and embarrassing to look at. I try to never lie. I try to be witty but don't always succeed. I think too much. I love goofing around in front of a camera making a complete jerk of myself and posting it here on Myspace; I never skate because I never learned, and I'm afraid that people will laugh at me if I tried to. I love food. Cooking and tasting. I write. A lot. Blogs, essays, poetry, comments, messages, short stories, and songs. I've tried not to make music anymore, but it is too big a part of me not to. I like to argue. I like to learn. I love kissing. I cry easily. I cry sometimes when I watch American Idol. And I jab the empty air when I watch Kung-Fu movies. The soft spot on my right hand between my index-finger and thumb starts to ache when I read a book or watch a movie that tells a tale of true love. Real life has never caused that soft spot to ache. Yet. I like human beings. I find them fascinating. Predictable and confusing. I try to be me. All of me. I believe we all have amazing abilities and it is our duty to use them. I believe that the universe loves me, if only I let it. And I love looking at the stars on the sky at night. They make me realize how small and insignificant we are as individuals, and how lucky we are to be alive and part of it all.

My Interests

My main interests are human nature and surviving this life. Somehow...

I'd like to meet:

Ahm... Nice people? As opposed to complete assholes?!

Music:

I love all the music I get to play on Guitar Hero The image of concentration (aka two chicks playing Guitar Hero)
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Add to My Profile | More Videos And look, we've got pretty qualified competition. Pensionister pÃ¥ luftguitar
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Add to My Profile | More Videos I make my own music as well. Pop, I guess. Look up Elle And Him and Little Jack. I like easy listening. Soft music. But I like hard pumping music too. I like musicians who write amazing lyrics or sing them like no else. My biggest musical heroes are Billie Holiday and Chris Isaak. Close after them you find people like Dolly Parton, Elton John, Phil Collins, Michael Jackson, ABBA, Mozart, Robbie Williams and electronica. If it strikes a core, then I like it... .. ..>

Movies:

I love really really good romantic comedies. I like the bad romantic comedies too, but I LOVE the good ones. Examples of good romantic comedies are: The Worlds Greatest Lover (1977 - Gene Wilder), The Mirror has two faces, Moonstruck, Muriel's Wedding, About a boy, Pride and Prejudism, Love Actually, Three to Tango, Dirty Dancing, Two Weeks Notice, and Bridget Jones Diary. I love the big trilogies of the 80's like Back To The Future and Indiana Jones, I love Star Wars (well the first three ones from the 70' and 80's anyways), I adore quirky, different, almost but not quite understandable movies like, I heart Huckabees, Donnie Darko, Napoleon Dynamite, Stranger than Fiction, and movies from the Cohen-brothers, I cry over heartfelt movies like Spanglish and Groundhog Day, I always rent/buy movies with little plot and a lot of dancing, I don't like half the movies Sandra Bullock has made but I love the rest so I watch every one of her movies, I'm scared sick of horror-movies and as a consequence flat out refuse to watch any ever, I have an unexplainable thing for Kung-Fu movies (careful around me while watching - I'm highly empathetically evolved and tend to do what people in movies do including circle-kicks while seated) I worship the ground that Marilyn Monroe walked on so I have a poster of her on my wall over my tv - my favourite of hers is Bus Stop, and I can pretty much quote any line from one of my all time favourite movies, Zoolander, which is neither here or there but that is how it is. ( Here's a little treat for y'all. The ultimate chick-flic for geeky girls: Muriel's Wedding)

Television:

Talent shows like American Idol and So You Think You Can Dance? The Daily Show with Jon Stewart. Any show with Gordon Ramsey. Burn Notice (very me!). House, that wonderful sarcastic old bugger - all though the recipe for the show is beginning to be old news. And debate programs or CNN when it's time to go to bed. I mean, why not fall asleep smart and updated?! :)

Books:

Contemporary: Twinkle Twinkle, by Kaori Ekuni. Chick-lit in general. Melissa Nathan - she wrote books that not only has kept me awake and reading when I should be sleeping, I've turned off the tv to better concentrate on reading her words. --- - - - --- - - - ---Classics: The Great Gatsby, most Georgette Heyer and Jane Austen books, anything by Shakespeare, and fairy-tales.

Heroes:

Han Solo, Luke and Leia Skywalker (for making me a daydream-believer), - - - and this kid .. .. (for being a daydream-believer) - - -Modesty Blaise (my rolemodel growing up), - - - Superman (for saving the world), - - - Danger Girls (can I please be one??), - - - Anders Walter (ok, so not so much a hero. He's just really hot!!), - - - Tallulah Bankhead (for speaking her mind and not giving a damn - I aspire to be like her) - - - Oprah (for making a huge huge difference in the world), - - - Bachir aka Baya Sir Bayalot

Add to My Profile | More Videos (For pursuing his dreams - relentlessly!) ----- And finally STEVE HENRY FOR SEEING BEAUTY EVERYWHERE AND REMINDING ME OF MY OWN.

My Blog

From now on I am simply beautiful

I am an imperfect human. But I am perfect at being me.So with that in mind, I'm gonna quit my physical self-critique. I don't walk around critizing the looks of those around me. That is simply not my ...
Posted by Lillian on Wed, 21 May 2008 05:01:00 PST

The Next American Idol

Elections are different in Denmark from the States. In Denmark you automatically receive your voting card through the mail whenever there's an election from you turn 18. You bring the card down to the...
Posted by Lillian on Thu, 15 May 2008 06:21:00 PST

Dating

Soooo....I decided to renew my profile at a danish online datingservice. Don’t know why really. I know shit about dating. I’m hopeless. I mean, for which date do you go all the way and mak...
Posted by Lillian on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 07:22:00 PST

Jetlag

I got back... Friday from New York.Today is the morning of Sunday. And I'm wide awake.I did sleep 10 hours or so between Friday and Saturday, but then I just got sooo tired around 4pm that I had to cr...
Posted by Lillian on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:42:00 PST

When will I ever shut up?!!?

I'm such a silly girl. I really am!Really, really, really.I tell myself out loud that I expect the best, but will take it in stride if it doesn't turn out that way. But inside, deep within where all m...
Posted by Lillian on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 03:47:00 PST

Mazes, junctions, and falling apart

A lot of things are happening in my life right now. A major mudslide. Not the drinkable kind. Making my life crumble apart crumb by crumb.It just goes to show that life is unpredictable and there's ha...
Posted by Lillian on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 04:24:00 PST

2008 - the Year of Small beginnings

I haven't been blogging for a while. Partly because I use a lot of my MySpace friends' inboxes as a blogging-device instead (surely that is the case when I spam-mail them like crazy about the thoughts...
Posted by Lillian on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 06:49:00 PST

It’s simple really

Life is so weird.I've had a long period now, where I've been depressed. Really depressed. Like crying and feeling tired all the time. Feeling stuck. And unable to take control of my own life.It's gott...
Posted by Lillian on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:22:00 PST

What the hell happened to my negativity???

I gotta just update those of you who keep up with my life about my hair-situation. After spending the weekend crying about my hair like a little snotty prep-princess with nothing better to do than wor...
Posted by Lillian on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 03:42:00 PST

My negativity is definitely NOT in my hair

Because Friday I got most of it cut off, and I hate it with a vengeance.I usually love my hair. I have great hair. It's so big and full of volume. I can get it to curl, I can get it to be straight, bi...
Posted by Lillian on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:05:00 PST