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°¤° Shelby - What will come next? °¤°

If it weren't for my horse...

About Me

My name is Shelby, and I'm Canadian. I like to do many things as long as I keep active, as I more than likely have Attention Deficit Disorder and am in denial about it. My main hobbies are dancing, hanging out with my friends, and sleeping. Most of my time these days is dominated by work, school, dance, and sleep if I have time... I graduate from highschool soon and well.. I feel like time has gone by too quickly. I look back and think about when I was still living in Arizona.. then think back to 8th grade when I still had all my favorite girls with me. Then I get nostalgic and all hell breaks loose as I get depressed. I'm currently not in a relationship because every one that I try crashes and burns miserably and I finally gave up.. There's a few people in my life though that I can't live without and they are:Jennifer - She has been with me since when we were in 7th grade and there's no secrets between us. She's been my confidante through everything and she's always understanding to me, and one of the best people you will ever meet, no matter what people can sometimes say about her. I love her more than almost anything in this world.Dayton - My friend since I moved here to Vegas from Arizona in 5th grade. He was basically my only friend when I came here, and even though we lost touch for about a year in middle school, we're still close as ever. He and I are one of those people that will still be best friends even if we don't talk for 4 years, then get a whim to call each other for no reason. Every time we talk it's at least for 2 hours.. and we're still not done with our conversations. He's like a brother to me, and we have the same basic outlook on life.Megan - My dancing pal. I met her very briefly in the 7th grade, but we became close friends in 8th. Remember Highlights, Meggy? I still laugh at that.. I got her into dance with me end of 8th grade and now in our Senior year she's still with me. She always listens to me with my problems, but isn't afraid to smack me around a bit when I'm being silly about something stupid. Also like a sister to me.Travis - I don't really get to talk to him first, but he was my first boyfriend. Every time I talk to him I feel like not a second of time has passed since we first met. One of the dorkiest people ever, but I love him anyway. Just as a friend though ha-ha.Erica - I've known her the longest out of all these people. My step sister from my mother's second marriage, but we've become so close, even though we're not related in any way anymore, we call each other sister without even thinking about it. Not even "step" sister. Just sister. We lean on each other for support and she's always the first to know when something is wrong. She always can make me laugh, even when I'm crying. I love you sis.

My Interests

Dance, Friends, Sleeping, anything that's fun

I'd like to meet:

Someone that will love me for me, and anyone that can withstand my attitude for more than 10 minutes. That's a rarity ha-ha.. Mostly I'd also like to meet my old old old old old friends from Lake Havasu, Jessica, Sarah, and Chelsea. I never talk about these girls much.. but I still remember them. Jessica was my favorite girl to hang out with after school, Sarah was like my sister (we even looked like twins, and she had an awesome parrot that imitated pig noises), and Chelsea lived right over the hill that I could walk to her house alone as we lived in a tiny town where nobody would think anything of a young girl wandering around alone.. I miss you guys.
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Music:

Something that can make me start to groove, just as long as it's not hip hop, rap, or country. Those make me want to ram pencils into my ears and break my eardrums all over again. Mostly I'm into alternative rock and older music from the 80's and while I was growing up like REM and Soundgarden

Movies:

Phantom of the Opera, Memoirs of a Geisha, Boondock Saints, Amelie, Alice in Wonderland, Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Requiem for a Dream, Cruel Intentions (not so much on CI 2), and a few others that I can't remember right now.

Television:

I like House.. but even then I don't get to watch tv much these days, so mostly anything on the History Channel that will capture my attention enough.

Books:

Too many to list, most of them are fantasy and take place in a world completely different from the one we live in

Heroes:

My daddy and my grandpa

My Blog

Musings & Thoughts : Sorrow and Despair

Written on Thursday, March 15, 2007 - 9:29 p.m.Sadness is created by many things. Sadness also creates many things. One oeffect of sadness is sorrow. And yes, they are two different things. However, a...
Posted by °¤° Shelby - What will come next? °¤° on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:05:00 PST

Just an old poem I wrote..

NumbTears falling freely, rolling over a bruised, swollen cheek.More to follow, not from the sting as the salt hits a cut;But from emotional pain, wrought from love.Beaten...Bloody...Bruised...No feel...
Posted by °¤° Shelby - What will come next? °¤° on Tue, 13 May 2008 02:39:00 PST

Musings & Thoughts : Memories

Please, whoever reads this, bear in mind that this is MY philosophy, MY thoughts, MY way of piecing the puzzle of life together. If you don't agree with how I think, please share your ideals. But spar...
Posted by °¤° Shelby - What will come next? °¤° on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 03:03:00 PST

Musings & Thoughts : Heartache and Stress

As I was sitting in school today, supposed to be learning of course, I was listening to my mp3 player and spacing out... But it just so happened that my song was on repeat and it was a great song...
Posted by °¤° Shelby - What will come next? °¤° on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:09:00 PST