what happen to me..? |
i spent the rest of my life wondering what could love do?
i dreamed that it would be damn sweet..
i dreamed that it would bring me joy..
then love came...
what happen to me...?
...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 07:41:00 PST |
do u think im really insane? |
I sit at work and at other times... wishin i had a knife... wanting to bleed... some days i can feel the blood runnin... it's soo lovely... it's a complete rush...but it heals too fast... i haven't do...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 01:30:00 PST |
.... |
Uncertainties with broken wings we fall
Anxieties that stay with us grow tall
Mislead we are the people in our state
The anger grows and soon will fill with hate.
The light goes down and shadow...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 01:46:00 PST |
em bored........ |
falling in love is the slowest form of SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 03:13:00 PST |
suicide |
Tears of agony dissolve into the lines of blood forming on my skin
Whispering words of comfort in hope of waking up from this nightmare I've long been living in But every time the harsh reality touc...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
damn! |
No one can undestand the pain I feel,
The pain that hurts so much,
I can't believe it is real,
No one told me " hey be strong,
No one told me, right from wrong,
Why do I feel so neglected,
...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
_my dying wish_ |
My dying wish is to die in my sleep
peacefully,
soundless..
except the rhythm of my breathing..
The room remains still and quiet
The view of black and white
Positive balancing the negative e...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
would you? |
For me what would you do?
Would you drop everything if i needed you?
Would you love me no matter what happens to me?
Could you save me?
Would you name me?
Would you be disgusted by the ...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my addiction... |
i have an addiction.. im a cutter, i did it a lot before when i wuz depressed but now even tho im over that and everything is great now i still do it sometimes, i just cant stop, my friends wants me t...
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
everything sux!!! |
at times life never seems to be the way we want it..
but we live it the best way we can..
theres no perfect life..
but we can feel it with...
perfect moments..
Posted by sExyhOnEi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
