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About Me

[ME]

LOVE ME OR HATE ME...Its still an obsession. LOVE ME OR HATE ME....That is the question? If you LOVE me then FANK OOOO. If you HATE me then FUCK YOU. The best advice is the advice you give yet never take. I'm finding this out. Stephen..I've been drunk since thursday =]
Fanko Dougal for drawin my name.
These people are special are to me =] This is what they think of me. ILY.
This one is fae leo! this is whit he thinks. =] these few words mean more to me than i can ever explain.cara is the most beautifull person i know. i dont know anyone else who i could spend nearly every day with and never get bored. she always lifts me up when i feel down and always brings me down when im on my high horse. shes helped me out all the time and woudl do the same for everyone she knows. her problem is being too trusting of people,and sadly thats backfired recently. some people are born great and some have greatness thrust upon them, cara is the first one. some people are trying to bring her down, but she is a strong enough person to shift through th ebullshitters and come out the other end a greater person. i for one will always be at the other end waiting for her. i love you carabear xxxx leo a woord fae an amazin boi.. Cara is my girl, shes just the best, You'd be hard pressed to find any one as generous as her, shes funny and shell be a better pal to you than you could ever ask for. Her eyes are so fucking gorgeous, you can just lose yourself in them. She wears braw comfy pants and is a fucking gid shag, but diny count your blessings, cos shes got taste! I wont forget her and I'll always love her, she is definately gonna be in my life forever! FANKOO DOUGAL... This is whit Pawl thinks...[SHAG HIS FACE BTW!] cara cara cara? she is ma wee sparoow :) she aiways makes ye smile to be fair she jsut one of those types of people thst when ye meet her yer just like kennn.
how amazing is that burd!
she is tho tbh ken shes beautiful tae shes that little bit of sunshine that ye dinnae have she buys me subways :):) and for that a love her haha but honestly no shes jsut amazing ssaaannnn. [SHAG YER FACE!!!!!] ly I love this boi =] Cara iz really the most amazing person in ma life.she makes me smile wen am down and shes been their 4 me wen a wiz really down.shes som1 u can talk 2 about anything a love her 2 bits.shes so bubbly and cute even in the mornins well not the bubbly part shes normally crabbit in the mornins but the cute part yeah and her bottom lip iz legendary oh yeah and she looks amazing in everything she wears (corset) tits r amazing in that thing a cud go on anyway a love her in every way inside out head 2 toe shes ma baby and al always stand by her through thick and thin.cara I LOVE U.XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX [I'll keep this to remeber what we had. Ended but not forgotten]This is DALE...if i wiz a lesbian i wood!Mon' the cheese. You are one of thee most amazing people I've ever met! And I mean this! I wish i met you waaaaay before I did! Everytime we go out etc or sit on edinburgh steps drinking and taking pictures, You ALWAYS make me laugh!And yer just the cutest wee thing ever with braw tits =] I Would also like to thank Dougal for bringing you out that night. Cause if he didnt I wouldny of met ye! and that makes me sad to think that! But aye hen i love ye! and I hope we have more and more fun drunken and dancing ndays and nights together! x x xThis is whit monty hes pure amazin. i love monty! this is whit he thinks =] Well whit can a say? a met her through the shittest of circumstances (we both know) an i wish a mibi met her at a better time, like a birthday or xmas yaaaaaaaaay.nah fuck that, caras decent, an definately a bird who u could meet at anytime yi want an still love her for bein the sweetest, kindest, carin gal ever.her only bad quality is that shes TOO nice for her own good, learn ti say no pal! :P yi ken al back yi up anytime :P.Fuckin Mosh of a lassie so git her befriended nooooo u fucking infidels.xxxxxxxxxxxxxThis is Jono hes ma wee mosher! Aye wee Cara aka..ma wee.. Drunken Pocket Mosher! She Is by far the funniset lassie Iv met! lmao! Shes gorgeous and got the best banter about! Once she said she was going to phone a bomb treat to ma work so I didne neet to go, so I could go hang out wae them &amp; that nite the alarm did go off *first thought was the crazy mosher actually foned it in* lmao! I though that was cute as fuck! When ye meet her ye instanly like her and thats a good wee feeling to get! She always makes me smile and I like makin her smile too! =) And love her wee txt mesges too! the drunk ones are pure mosher! lmao! Hope ur still savin that wee space under your work desk for me! lol! Loads of drunkin mosher times to come I hope.....yer the best!ps...she loves toast! =] xxxxx fankooo jono =]..[he makes me smile loads] THEREZAAAA =] cara = the coolest kid your ever going to meet. true story :>. BEAUTIFUL, FUNNY, MOSHFACE, CARING, and the list goes on. yeah so i met cara at TSC, where the motherfucking cool kids are at haha and well yeah im so glad i started talking to her because we've made so much babies eh i mean memories. after everything this girls been through, shes never ever not been there for me or changed the way she is,shes been strong through every single bit of it and im so proud of her for doing what she does and being the person that she is. and yeah shes stunning, i miss her so much it kinda hurts tbh, i want to see her more often. i miss her drunk photos and texts and lifts to the train station in her car. i want her. haha please come back! i love you. this is steven Honestly cara is one of the most honest people av honestly ever met. HONEST! it's been decided our 1st born will be called theo, which with cara as his maw will surely be braw. Only Cara and her humble and forgivin nature allowed me to still have her as a mate.Times spent in rugby where we had aw day. and gettin me to sponsor a granny lol. mon' the dates! i love her so much. u ma boi aaaaiiight
Noo whit i have tae say...My name is Cara [Bradley Mackenzie] Hoskin &amp;&amp; I wont let you walk away without hearing what I have to say! Im 5ft summit Im 18 its amazin I went to Edinburgh college of Art I finished! Coz Im KOOL! I was born in Scotland! I LOVE Scotland! I HATE where i live.Future scares me I LOVE ADVENTURES!
I dont think Ill ever get old and if I do Ill kill myself I like danger! My obsessions are Tummies, Speed &amp; Hair! I have more

[LOVE]

I LOVE Phonecalls I LOVE Txt messages to wake up to I LOVE YER MAW!...only cause Im KOOL I LOVE Children if I can give them back I LOVE Colours I LOVE Piercings I LOVE Tattos I LOVE Music I LOVE My room I LOVE LOLA!..[in a straight way] I LOVE When people SMILE I LOVE Drink I LOVE Feeling I LOVE Waking up to something I LOVE My Friends My friends ARE my world.[Id do anything for any of them] END OF!

[HATE]

I HATE LYERS! I HATE Backstabbers I HATE Cheaters I HATE Some words! I HATE Mirrors, Windows &amp;amp;&amp;amp; Doors I HATE Some smells I HATE Getting hurt I HATE People knowing everything I HATE People who interrupt me I HATE my flashbacks...

I feel...

There is no time to waste I need to let go of the past I don’t need to look back I don’t need to ask why I WILL ALWAYS NEED YOU BY MYSIDE ... [she is everything to me] Some things you can’t erase No matter how hard you try I need help but I won’t ask I need someone to listen but I won’t tell PLEASE HELP ME BECAUSE I’M BREAKIN DOWN Every time I think I’m there I realise I’ve never been this far away The clock is ticking and I can’t move. Want a confession? I think I’m falling apart. I’M AFRAID I’M LOSTNow I don’t know what to do. I’ll say I won’t let it build up inside of me I’ll believe I’m FUCKIN DETERMINED! But just now I’m not where I belong.

SHUT ME UP!

SEXXX .. ..

My Interests

So many thoughts So many things left unsaid so many feelings left unexpressed to many emotions... to late to feel to late to tell Carry on like nothing at all

I'd like to meet:

YERMAW.

I love leo. .. ..

Heroes:

The Best Mates I Miss Her. Its complicated Friendship2001 – 2006/Never thought it'd end.I was wrong.Miss you.Wish yoo hadnt lost yourself.
This is Lorna. Gettin pished wi her is fun! Even when we cry =] We are gonna get married one day. Miss her. hate work dinni see her enuff! x x x
This is ewan. we go way bk. hes thinks hes black hes funny i steal his trousers. i miss him to. come live in my boot! x x x
This is TOPH. Come back plz. Miss yee x.
This is SAM! we had it all planned oot haha.. lilo &amp;&amp; stich aw the way ken. But hes a mosher! moving tae london! gonna miss his huggles &amp;&amp; stuff =] he made me smile lots i'm living in his hooody forevr now sorted xxx
This is Scotty. Hes a real life alkie! &amp;&amp; i have the privlage to know him! "&amp;&amp;WHY NO JUST YER MAW!" aye he kens! we have the best banter! just so ya ken! BUT.... SCOTTY DOESNT KNOW! x x x i'm so glad i met these two.. I LOVE YOO ALL. Dales the most special girl i ever did meet. life wouldnt be the same without her.

My Blog

The PAIN he caused.

The Pain he caused! To everyone that has been hurt To the point you feel less then dirt Well this is for you and all that pain That I was made to feel again and again As he walked in all strong and ta...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 06:07:00 PST

What you need to know...if i love you.

I'm hurting everybody, I'm hurting myself. But what i can do?? I feel so lost, Like i cant be found. I regret everyday that i dont tell the truth I hate what i believe inside. I want my days to get ...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 04:11:00 PST

blatant RANT

Aye so i duno if this is like a rant... haha...but its thoughts eh. Soo basically i'm a fanny!... i've kent it for a wee while eh but noo totally wanted to believe it.. but grrr i fucked maself over ...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 06:03:00 PST

it hurts.

This is about my crash, I can pretend I've forgot, I can pretend it doesn't bother me, I can smile and laugh But inside its still tearing me up, I want to let go. I don't want to hold on anymore, But...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:19:00 PST

crash[[If ya dinni smile ya cry. Although its killin me inside]]

Yeah... So my hospital pictures are because of this... Bascially.. My bk tyre burst. the car spun... i went bkwards into a bollard... After this.... We had totally lost control... i then cli...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:04:00 PST

Break Up.

As the bottle empties& The truth seems to spill forward. The reality sinks in. She was only seventeen. The sleepless nights And the lies she told. Took there toll. Her stomach weak with the truth she...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:56:00 PST

The Pain he caused

The Pain he caused! To everyone that has been hurt To the point you feel less then dirt Well this is for you and all that pain That I was made to feel again and again As he walked in all strong a...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:28:00 PST

Leighann

I need to explain. Im sorry for the way Ive been lately But The just is Ive lost my everything [Leighann] I know a lot of people never saw her the way I did && even though we spe...
Posted by [[TAGTEAM//LadySHOVELPUSS]]PaulSHAGyerface. on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:18:00 PST