NEGATIVE ATTITUDE |
I know I have an extremely negative attitude towards life in general. I don't think I was a good person in the past, and that is why I'm living one of my worst nightmares now. I remember in my late ... Posted by VAL on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 03:05:00 PST |
ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT |
Here I am again at 5:45am not able to sleep. I'll get to sleep in a few hours and have another wasted day. I went out the other night to the mall to do a little boxing day shopping. Spent a little ... Posted by VAL on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:11:00 PST |
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? |
I don't have a social life, so I try to fill the void by collecting as many friends as I can through MySpace. I've got a lot of great advice on my blogs from the people who actually look at my p... Posted by VAL on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:50:00 PST |
MY SLEEPING SCHEDULE |
I've been so screwed up in my sleeping habits for weeks now. It's 3:20am now. What I've been doing is taking naps around 9pm or 10pm or even 11pm. If I slept all the way through the ... Posted by VAL on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:51:00 PST |
NOT LETTING GO |
I did a very stupid thing tonight. I phoned my ex-boyfriend. He's doing great. His girlfriend of 8 months moved in with him a couple weeks ago. I went out with him for 6 y... Posted by VAL on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:25:00 PST |
DEPRESSION CONFESSION |
To let people know who read my blogs and give advice on them, I really appreciate everything you have to say. Some think I'm heading for depression, but the truth of the matter is I've bee... Posted by VAL on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:27:00 PST |
HYBERNATING |
I haven't left the house in a couple of weeks now. My sleep is all messed up, I go to bed around 6am and wake up at 3pm. I have had no desire to go out. I try to figure out new ways to improve this... Posted by VAL on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST |
DATING |
Well I've tried the online dating thing for a few months now and decided to delete my accounts. Yeah I had a few. I was in a relationship for 6 years and after moving here, it ended. I think if it ... Posted by VAL on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:50:00 PST |
TRYING TO CHANGE |
Since my friend Susan passed away, I've battled with depression. People who haven't been through it don't understand why somebody can't just mourn the loss and move on. Well I didn't move on. Never... Posted by VAL on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:24:00 PST |
RECLUSE GAL |
So far since living here in Peterborough, (three years), I've had three exciting events. (For me anyway). All three were because I wanted to see Aide-De-Camp rock band play... Posted by VAL on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:03:00 PST |