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*Babimami*

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About Me

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 43%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 70%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
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Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 62%
Schizotypal |||||||||||| 50%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 66%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||| 42%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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If you havent figured my name is Kila and i'm 20 then your SOL. I have been living in Oklahoma for the past 4 years of my life. Allot times it was because i thought i found the "right man" first guy down here, well he was cheating on me and i gave it my all what could i say. The next one well we just didnt work out and we can still talk to each other decently, actually we have interesting talks lmao i'm so not going there. Then last was this one guy who i fell head over heels for and he never cared anyways. His parents judged me because of some things i was going through, i loved him with everything i had but apparently that wasnt good enough because he dropped me off at a shelter left me there and began cheating on me when i was still staying with him at his friends house. I asked him when i was at the shelter because i found out from one of my friends and he lied to me, he could have said "yes i have been seeing someone else, i dont think we are going to work" but no he lied. Honestfully i think no one in this world has a reason to lie. I used to be a constant liar over little things it was pathetic then i grew up and realised everything i dont say they find out anyway and it just hurts the other person more why would i want to hurt someone else if i dont want to hurt anymore? Well anyway he never really told me it was over but he met some girl from a chatline and moved in with her within a week, which really says allot about him and the person he pretended to be. He really let me down, more than anyone in my life. It hurts to know that i loved him so much and him and i had gone through so much and he could just throw it away, but that's a guy for you. I will say one more thing, going through the pain i have gone through has made me very bitter and i am taking myself out of the field for awhile yes i'll talk to guy and be friends but i dont WANT or NEED a realationship, i'm sick of the drama and BS that they come with. I have enough problems on my own i dont need a guy to come and add more.

My Interests

dancing, singing, computers, poetry, driving my car woo hoo, taking care of my baby boy he's my whole world, making webpages, going to school,www.prisonplanet.com, www.infowars.com both great websites for some interesting information if your up for some cold hard truth, also coast to coast every night to morning has some interesting stuff again if your up for some weird things. the website is www.coasttocoastam.com i'm pretty sure, i love looking up quotes for my myspace page

I'd like to meet:

A non-judgmental, caring, loving, man who doesnt play games, someone that if we dont work out doesnt talk crap behind my back and doesnt cheat, someone who is mature, compassionate, reliable, stable, humorous in their own way, a REAL cowboy, intellictual, some one who has some interest of their own and will not make fun of me for my interest, a man who can be in charge and be manly aka dominant, a man who wants a relationship not just a fuck buddy, someone who is not out to "even the score" and break one girls heart just because someone else has broken his heart, someone who does no really have a temper i understand things get tough but dont take it out on me ok?, someone who is not overly jealous but cares at the same time, someone who after 3 days will not be telling me that he loves me, and stays at his place for at least 6 months into our relationship and does not move in within a week lol kinda pathetic guys call it love when they do that but it's not, someone who understands life throws hard times at you it doesnt mean you have to give up especially when you have someone there waiting to catch you and be there, someone who knows how to show affection, someone who is very loyal, someone who wants someone to enjoy life with, maybe romantic if i am lucky lol, someone who understands the little things are the things that matter the most, someone that over time still does the little things, someone who likes cars preferably racing and muscle cars, some one who plans to have a family and get married lol i said the m word oh well i know what i want, someone who does not do drugs and preferably has never done drugs,someone who has empathy, someone who has strong morals, someone who is stable emotionally, someone who understand you can be a tough guy but still show me your vulnurable side, the bottem line is in the end i want someone to love me for me all my imperfections my mistakes, and see the best in me, to love me no matter what we go through, i have always been the girl to be there for the guy when he is dead ass broke and has nothing and what i get for is nothing and i dont think it's right if i can survive through all the bullshit i think i deserve a guy who can just give me the simple things in life, to fall asleep in his arms, and wake up knowing i am loved by someone who would never lie to me, someone who is not up for playing games, because if you cant love me at my worst how can you love me at my best? i want someone who truly appreciates me and everything i bring to the table the fact i am young has nothing to do with what i bring to the table in a realationship and i am sick of guys who are older than me treating me like a child yes i am still growing as a person but i am not a child by any means.

Music:

Kanye West, Trina aka the baddest bitch, T3CH 9, 3 Doors Down, 50 Cent, 112, Good Charolette, Green Day, Mariah Carey, Chevelle, Ciarra, Kelly Clarkson, Common, Chris Cagle, Jennifer Lopez, Linkin Park, Black Eyed Peas, Mario, Maroon 5, Eminem, Beyonce, Ray J, Bow Wow, Sean Paul, Gwen Stephani, Nickelback, Keyshia Cole, Destiney's Child, Faith Hill, D.H.T. R Kelly (trapped in the closet roflmao), Teairra Marí, Papa Roach, Fat Joe, Fantasia, Fabolous, Omarion, Evanescence, , , ,

Movies:

Daddy Daycare, Just like heaven, Moulin Rouge, Step Up, Save the last dance

Television:

Charmed, House,king of queens, the simpsons, desperate housewives, grey's anatomy, 6 degrees, mad tv, Saturday night live, sex and the city, history's mysteries,notes from the underbelly

Books:

the bible

Heroes:

Marines, Army, Airforce, Navy, Firemen, Paramedics, Hospital workers, my dad, my mom, my grandparents, my future husband who ever you are, all the people who have started out with nothing and are making an honest living!

My Blog

Some quotes i found

  I know i made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldnt hurt me again.   You said u would always be there for me...i g...
Posted by *Kila* on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:37:00 PST

Do you love me forever or not

i have a question for some one and he knows who he is. Do you love me forever or is this just a game? I dont want to get hurt again, i've been hurt enough, i've seen my friends go through this sort of...
Posted by *Kila* on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:07:00 PST

switchfoot song that reali *speaks* to me

SWITCHFOOT LYRICS "Meant To Live" Fumbling his confidence And wondering why the world has passed him by Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments And failed attempts to fly, fly [Chorus] We...
Posted by *Kila* on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 05:52:00 PST

another song i like

LINKIN PARK LYRICS "By Myself" What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I ...
Posted by *Kila* on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 05:29:00 PST

a survey i felt like taking

Bored? if you are fill this out! 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. yes 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. to be a singer 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. singing 4.)Q. Favorite place?...
Posted by *Kila* on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 05:24:00 PST

a song i like

EDEN'S CRUSH LYRICS "Anywhere But Here" I picked up the phone and heard her voice Is she takin my time She sounded so cute so innocent You always were a sucker for the playful kind Stop before you t...
Posted by *Kila* on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 06:42:00 PST

why is it everyday i wake up crying?

i cant understand i shouldnt care about him after all he's done to me, and lets be honest allot of my friends are getting tiried of hearing about it but i cant handle the fact i know i loved him and s...
Posted by *Kila* on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 05:40:00 PST

my thoughts and reflections of what has happened

 well i dont know where to start except i dont believe my heart is ever going to heal...its sad. all i can do now is move and and hope that with time all things heal, when the one person who you ...
Posted by *Kila* on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:13:00 PST

what i dislike with a passion

Allot of things bug me allot in life but there are a certain few that drive me nuts like...*people who are closed minded, they say they dont want to become like everyone else but in ways they are bein...
Posted by *Kila* on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 12:57:00 PST

It had to be you....

    The only way my life is ever going to get better is if i make it better i dont have any choice but to move on, you know you have reached the bottem when the one that you found, and ...
Posted by *Kila* on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 03:41:00 PST