About Me

HAZARDOUS
Lost Individual

I let things bother me till the last minute and then I explode. I tend to be brutally honest, and sometimes that pisses people off, but I'm ok with that. I spend a lot of my time on edge. I like to store anger and I have an appreciation for pain. I sometimes go into very dark stages where I feel trapped and afraid of my inevitable fate when I wake up in the morning. Writing is a passion I have, and I like to use it as both an outlet, and a weapon. Perhaps the word "wall," would best describe it. I use it to separate me from others, when there is no originality left in the world and we are all just a bunch of tool box clones. I have a phobia of being in public places surrounded by large groups of 'rapper-type' guys. I don't fit in anywhere. I am completely fucking confused about everything, which makes me question exactly how human I really am. I am beyond abnormal and occassionally have moments where I just scream for long periods of time. I like to look at colorful things. I consider myself a logical thinker. I might have a slight case of A-D-D and am really good at going off on tangents. I suck at math. I like socks with holes and plenty more off the wall things.

"If you wanna know something, ask."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

IMMERSE YOUR SOUL IN LOVE.

Music:

MUSIC is crucial
to my EXISTANCE

Movies:

I have an obsession with dark, horror movies...SHHHH...and I don't like to admit it but sappy, unrealistically romantic movies have a place in my heart as well...

Television:

reality television is the enemy.

Books:

comic books are sweet. so are books on serial killers.

Heroes:

Mom.

My Blog

For fear

Who are we? Are we really who we think we are?Or is there some big droid in the sky playing doll house with our so-called world...How do we know we are exactly where we're supposed to be, livin' the w...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:38:00 PST

Bleed boy Bleed

hey there boyarent you just so big n bad boyi'll let you slidedon't worry, won't blow your coverleave it upto youin due time, you'll fall on your faceif i'm not around, someone will still watch youble...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 10:07:00 PST

Cheers to Futility

I went into hiding and can no longer find myself. All this time, behind a smile. An empty, sullen smile that tells the world I'm okay. The lies dwell inside and make my heart dirty. They posses my sou...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 11:59:00 PST

My first Anxiety attackkk

It's the first day of school for my three neices, and one nephew. I wake up at 530am to get ready for this long motherfucking ass day I think I am capable of handling. I take them to three different l...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 05:37:00 PST

my thoughts on being black

If anyone cares, I picked up another job as you may have discovered in my past bulletin postings. So now, I work retail, and coffee...which are both customer service. I don't honestly know why I keep...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:44:00 PST

You are here.

there is no end to this my hell, created by the head scientist a big cycle of worthlessness all for nothing and without choice you are here. the path i take burns up behind me it never adds up and i ...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 10:12:00 PST

My philosophy on Hollywood's Exclusive Clubbage

So...this past saturday i went to this club called "the day after" across the street from hollywood & highland with a few friends i know from waay back. theyre soooo overly obsessed with hollywood...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 10:10:00 PST

I wrote this on the tablecloth at the macaroni grill

THE DAMAGE IS VITAL TOO OBSCURE TO RID THE SCAR TEAR INTO MY SOUL THE VERY EXISTENCE OF LOVE YOU'VE STOLEN THE BEST OF ME FOR THIS I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR FACE I WILL HAUNT YOU IN YOUR THOUGHTS....
Posted by k!m\m/ on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 09:40:00 PST

8/8/05

lost motivation my pulse, steady but i stand, lifeless as the faces drift along flesh walks without purpose lost love my soul unwilling to forgive because i thought you were my better half as the moo...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

FILL THIS OUT BASTARDS!

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. ...
Posted by k!m\m/ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST