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crystalmeth

Verstehen.

About Me

Easily amused, easily excited, easily disappointed.
I'm a seventeen-year-old with the body (and responsibilities) of a twenty-two-year-old, and some questionable life experience.
The pressure is on, and it rises in my throat.
I am flat broke all the time.
My room is always a mess because I'm always on the go, so I just fling things around, grab what I need, and bolt out the door before I'm late. It will never end.
I'm a senior at Jeff High, and I attend cosmetology school at Prosser.
I lose my phone every week. Seriously.
WORDS. ARE. MY. LIFE. I love to write. If you want to get on my good side, leave me blog comments. Honest, even critical ones. Believe me, you're not going to hurt my feelings.
I'm becoming cynical and I can hardly stand myself anymore.
Acid is good.br />
I only have a few real friends left, but they're the best friends I could ever ask for, and they help to keep me sane.
I also have a boyfriend whom I love very deeply, and he helps, as well. Life would suck a lot worse right now without him.
Something is peeling and detaching itself from me, and I haven't yet figured out what it is.
Ganjaaaaa.Oh, and FUCK THE GOVERNMENT. It is my firm belief that they don't know what they're doing any better than we do.Profile Edited by MPS MySpace Editor 2.0 Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes
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My Interests

Brand new notebooks, outdoors, philosophy, body art, cosmetology, sociology, ganja, sex, psychology, music, painting, drawing, photography, graffiti, literature, creative writing, nature, animals, swimming, DOING something, and the number twelve.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Thrice, Thursday, The Dresden Dolls, Blondie, Regina Spektor, Avenged Sevenfold, Coheed and Cambria, Fall Out Boy, Cat Stevens, The Academy Is..., Paramore, Iron and Wine, Alanis Morisette, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Rancid, Meatloaf, Led Zeppelin, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Gorillaz, Evanescance, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nine Inch Nails, Queen, Rage Against the Machine, The Beatles, The Distillers, The White Stripes, The Rolling Stones, The Doors, Reggie and the Full Effect, Antiflag, Misfits, Janice Joplin, Stevie Nicks, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Marley, Patsy Cline, Brand New, The Blood Brothers, Lacuna Coil, Flyleaf, Mudvayne, The Killers, Chuck Ragan, Grateful Dead, Steppenwolf, Pink Floyd, The Used, Dashboard Confessional, Deftones, Taking Back Sunday, Bob Dylan, Senses Fail, Sum 41, Blink 182, George Clinton and Parliament Funkadelic, The Spill Canvas, Mustard Plug, Flobots, NOFX, Sister Hazel, Marcy Playground, Tracy Chapman, Phish, Don Mclean, Jack Johnson, John Mayer, Blind Melon, Counting Crows, Howie Day, Oasis, Third Eye Blind, and so many others that it would be absurd to try to list them all.

Movies:

Across the Universe, What's Up, Doc?, Requiem for a Dream, A Clockwork Orange, Donnie Darko, Fight Club, Hearts in Atlantis, To Kill A Mockingbird, Of Mice and Men, East of Eden, Queen of the Damned, Interview With the Vampire, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Lord of the Flies, Phantom of the Opera, Big Fish, Chicago, Intolerable Cruelty, Ocean's Eleven, Vanity Fair, Bridget Jones's Diary, Nightmare Before Christmas, Pan's Labyrinth, SPUN, Animal House, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Corpse Bride, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Schindler's List, Gosford Park, Eyes Wide Shut, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Batman Begins, Spiderman, MAY, Anger Management, Little Nicky, Eight Crazy Nights, Singin' in the Rain, and O, Brother, Where Art Thou?

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Chowder, Foster's Home, Family Guy, and House. That's it. Seriously. Fuck television. And I don't even HAVE cable or satellite.

Books:

I'll just list a few authors and books. Steinbeck, Kerouac, The Catcher in the Rye, Ginsberg, Anne Rice, Hunter S. Thompson, the Uglies series, Esperanza Rising, Shakespeare, Speak, All Over But the Shoutin', the Maximum Ride series, The Bell Jar, and lots more. I'll read anything worth my time and concentration.

Heroes:

Marilyn Monroe, Alen Ginsberg, Tim Leary, Bob Marley, Jim Morrison, John Steinbeck, Amy Lee, Samuel Beam, Hunter S. Thompson, Janice Joplin, Albert Hoffman, John Lennon, Paul McCartney, Batman, and, most importantly, Batgirl. Oh, and the dancing hamster I had on one of my old layouts. I'm gonna try to find him again. He was a fucking pimp.

My Blog

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Posted by crystalmeth on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 06:59:00 PST

about a boy

Guitar Tommy Long feather fingertips fretting over frets, stressing strings enunciating long U's, twanging O-W's. You chainsmoke as if clean air will give you cancer, and you look more than a little ...
Posted by crystalmeth on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:03:00 PST

faded scrawlings

(Most of these pieces are old news.)   .shift.shift. Television sitcom, everything you promised never came true. I'm falling back into my old habits. My hands are dirty I can't get them clean. I'...
Posted by crystalmeth on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 07:47:00 PST

Shake shadows from your hair

HUMANITY AND REVERANCE FOR ALLThe compassion of human beings prodsmy soul and pushes rivers from my eyes,when people can unite against all oddsto bring about catastrophe's demise.Behold the lonely peo...
Posted by crystalmeth on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 12:39:00 PST

Yo. Check it.

Ginsberg, you are God,stretching, squeezing through the poem-paper cut on my breast,settling here,and sparking flint inspiration,burning me, tresses to toetips.Ginsberg, engulf me,flaming, blazing in ...
Posted by crystalmeth on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 03:48:00 PST

.Shift.shift.

Television sitcom, everything you promised never came true.I'm falling back into my old habits. My hands are dirty I can't get them clean.I'm being quite sincere, now listen closely.On rare weeknights...
Posted by crystalmeth on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:31:00 PST

Shrouded

And the memory rings clear of the tears and souvenirs beneath my finely finished veneer, concealing fear when perception draws too near, when potential seers peer....
Posted by crystalmeth on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 11:09:00 PST

The stuff that stray pennies and pocket lint are made of.

Messy hair, bitten nails and a floral print dress, my God. I am the anomie. Vestehen. -------------- I'm inhaling paper and plant, eating cancer and emphysema, dropping ash, dropping names, dropping...
Posted by crystalmeth on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 02:35:00 PST

Some of this is really old... but I'm posting it anyway.

Blinds pulled, insert keys to lock closed doors, closed hearts, closed minds. And the pills, oh, yes, the pills, they do fix, for the time being. Hanged by heartstrings, relax, love.   Curtains ...
Posted by crystalmeth on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:52:00 PST

Tidbits...

BLUNT BLUNT   I am terrified of you. Yes, you; the cool and analytical one who sits patiently and allows the world to slip through the tiny spaces between the fingers of his clasped hands. So pas...
Posted by crystalmeth on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:34:00 PST